spiraling, back again
into the loop, that self sustains
to fix my body, 
i must fix my head
but to fix my mind
i must fix my spine
how do i arrange my feelings
in this story full of lies
what hurts is not one thing
its the weight of everything
i cannot control
i can’t control the vast majority of my surroundings,
but i can control how i react to the things around me
everything me, what do i see, what does it mean to me
im like if you got a bipolar person and sped up the rate of their episodes by like 10x speed,
i keep wondering to my self is there something wrong with me, 
how much longer do i have, whats really left for me
no matter how hard i try nothing really adds up, 
no one can really get to the bottom of all of this stuff
lookin at the way things are, was it really made for us
how on earth did we all manage to fuck everything up
what hurts is not the pain
its the fact that i felt so good just a moment ago
what went wrong
how did i manage to mess it all up
like i always do
what have i done to myself

what hurts is not one thing, it's the weight of every thing

tell me what u need i can get u right
baby lets roll up n get high
i could put yo ass on any flight
u could jus hit my line

the way u pull up jus let me know
my whole dam life i been looking like a joke
but when i found u i felt so cold
n now that ur gone i cant help but choke

when i say ur name
everything done flipped up n fuckin changed
what can i do 4 u to b the same
baby im barley sane

tell me what u need i can get u right
baby lets roll up n get high
i could put yo ass on any flight
u could jus hit my line

anji-choke

54rjn54rj53j

alex g wannabe

I can't seem to swallow my emotions
she won't let the thought go now she's stolen
u left with no words you could've told me
told me
old me
lonely
I just want to hold her
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snippet Via ten's ig @fuck_ten10 originally uploaded on 5/24/25
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