*a lucid unveil of my thoughts and emotions chronologically assembled into a 26 minute series, with special thanks to:


@ap.llx
@bypxr
@prodby116
@prodtmx
@cashiotta
@nicoryna
@tatenhils
@vye.270
@jvcxb
@mxtthewbxltxn
@prodkxrasu
@77superproducer
@prodbyagape


enjoy.

IDENTITY CLIPS

boomerang w/ surf (prod. apollo parker, pxr, vvd & t99)

(LYRICS.)
Hopped off the porch, had to dive in the trenches.
I swim in my pain to the riches like Phelps.
Glock 45 and it came with extensions.
They stand at attention.
Address clientele. 
Living to die so I maintain my mission.
I cover my face so they can’t even tell.
Can’t even tell that I’m going through hell.
Or maybe they can and they want me to fail.

Nigga I ain’t saying nun.
Imma just suffer in silence, that’s what I should do.
How I got nothing to gain?
How I got nothing to gain but everything to lose?
And I’m gon still take the blame.
I love the pain and the shame cuz they’re things that I use.
You’ll look at me like I changed.
I’ve always been this insane.
This life I ain’t choose.

This life I ain’t choose.
Pull up and hop out the coupe.
I got blood on the top of my shoes.
Not with the vibing, I’m tryna get violent.
I’ll sit in the club while I’m itching to shoot.
Niggas been sleeping on me, they been sleeping on me.
Better get up, quit hitting the snooze.
“Why you keep lying on me?”
She be lying on me.
And be still scared to tell me the truth.

I used to skip out on meals.
Ain’t popping pills.
Ain’t cracking seals.
But I’m still feeling numb.
Turn on me like a wheel.
I made a deal.
I have my fun when I’m dying.
I’m lying to God for the thrill.
“You need to chill.”
Hope that he kill.
I almost killed myself ten years ago.
I still hate that I feel.
Broken my will.
I keep it realer than realer than real.

Shawty keep asking me why I’m so angry.
Little does she know that I’m the main reason.
I hate the way that she loves me.
I’ll just make her hate me the same for as long as I’m breathing.
I say that same exact thing every song that I write.
It’s okay because no one else listens.
But it’s not cute anymore, it’s upsetting a few.
But atleast I’m still killing my demons.

2011 on Terrell, my blood kept on leaking.
I still hate myself for the screaming.
I was like 5 years old, playing Tick Tack Toe on my wrist.
That’s why I’m not squeamish. 
H20 in my Cup, I ain’t sipping on Mud.
Ion need no Drugs when I’m Leaning.
Sipping in-
Sitting in silence alone made me way too Delirious.
Now I’m a heathen.

LV on my belt.
I’ll lead myself to my death, ion need no help.
Ion even got no chest but I’ll get what I need to get off it so I can prevail.
I aint even have no check.
Just beats and a dream now it’s always: “CashApp or Zell?”
Green in my pocket, it look like Kale.
Green in my pocket, it look like Cell.

Green in my pocket, I’m feeling like Broly.
Shoot off the Spur like Ginobili. 
I’ll turn a 2 to a 4 liKe I’m Golden.
She fell in love with the old me.
I’ll turn a 2 to a 4 like I’m Kobe.
She wanna touch on my Moby.
Ion got time, can’t put trust in a hoe.
I gotta know where I’m going.

I gotta maintain, look at my chain swang.
I do not gang bang.
But I’ll get up wit ya.
I been on the same thang.
Choppa like Liu Kang.
Run him down, Usain.
Need like 8 figures.
Need like 8 figures.
8 shooters, 8 hitters.
Aim at ya, Aint wit ya.
Pop at him.
Pop filter.
Pop him.
Pop him.
Painkiller.

I was 14 when I ran up a rack.
I was 15 when I ran up me a ten.
Lord up above, please shine on me.
I been living too fast in this life full of sin.
Living too fast in this life full of sin.
Game locked me out, imma kick the door in.
Now I’m 18 still putting in work and I ain’t finna stop till I run up a M.
You ain’t really been in the Field like me.
Keep capping.
You run up on me, get killed.
I’m really out of my mind, but I’m guided by Christ.
All the blood that he and I spilled.
Feel like I’m Optimus Prime with this Cannon on me.
But it’s Fusion like I’m finna Kneel.
Fusion on me made me feel like I’m D-16.
Outta Kaon, that’s where I was built.

KAON. | (NBE-1.\D-16.) [PROD. MEEJ. X JVCXB X BL7CKMAN]

w/ grim brxzy
reupload pls contact me if need to take down

CULT - TERROR CLIPS

might scrap the tape idk we'll see

sample: tetrarch - addicted

ZOMBIES (addicted)

w/ born, 116, jax, nico, loko los, jvcxb, dvnjhn, iLLKA, and louie oblin

Apollo Parker Snippets (Ëra)

Shot out to my people 
BasedBoyDMarc,svntyysev3n,1myself,enzymes,saphire

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(LYRICS.)
I got Pipe Dreams.
And I’m tryna pipe her-
In my black tee.
Ra-Ra.
Niggas talking reckless when they @ me.
Ha-Ha.
Laughing to the bank, I’m money stacking.
Off blocks.
I just run a check up like a track meet.

I be that lil bitty nigga that be rocking LV while shopping at Gucci.
VVS stones on my neck on the deck with yo hoe, we still inna Jacuzzi.
Ain’t in the field but I’m catching if she wanna think about throwing me coochie.
Michael Jackson;
I can Thrill Her.
I beat it-
But know I ain’t talking bout movies.


I got Pipe Dreams.
And I’m tryna pipe her-
In my black tee.
Ra-Ra.
Niggas talking reckless when they @ me.
Ha-Ha.
Laughing to the bank, I’m money stacking.
Off blocks.
I just run a check up like a track meet.

Yeah.
You know we got choppas.
Know we got sticks.
We running 4 deep.
We finna send a blitz.
That nigga too sweet-
A cracker, like Ritz.
This not AR.
This a switch.
Date with death.
Give a kiss.
Never lack.
Ion miss.
Count the racks while I’m taking a piss.

Yeah.
You know we got choppas.
Know we got sticks.
We running 4 deep.
We finna send a blitz.
That nigga too sweet-
A cracker, like Ritz.
This not AR.
This a switch.
Date with death.
Give a kiss.
Never lack.
Ion miss.
Count the racks while I’m taking a-

RITZ FREESTYLE. [PROD. MEEJ. X JVCXB]

MEEJ.