anji

double suicide homocide💞

shi i b klistening in schuul while my peers socialize

blind in agony

Mandy - So (I treated you wrong)

Jaydes - campfire song

prod @proddkash
by @anjiwdoves

lyrics:
i wanna know wat u thinking
u spent ur check at the bar why r u drinking
girl im pretty sure i know how ur feeling
u should know that u are one in million
im tryna escape my body can u kill me
i understand u dont want me baby rly
you wanna know what im thinkin i cant tell u
i wanna know why ur drinking i can help u
ur done waiting around for me i get it
and ik what we had is more than dead bitch
we cant go back and forth its causing damage
u so mad at me bc im not the same man
things change man 
bitch u changed me
now i aint the same me 
now i aint the same me

i miss u so much

prod @anjiwdoves
by @anjiwdoves
guitar played by me 

lyrics:
when i need more
will you take my hand
i cant feel it no more
ye cuz im not ur man
r u feelin remorse?
in the end u ran

leila wrote her name
on my six string
its in permanent ink
what did u think

leila wrote her name on my guitar

was it smt i said to u?
bae was it smt i said?
its my bday

was it smt i said? 17

ep at 1k
by: @anjiwdoves

Lyrics:
somethings up 
somethings up w u
i cant stand myself
i dont need ur help

somethings up

ripmeintopieces

@novemblur

can you be my whole world
girl lets just see if this will work
i see you in a blur
idk your face idk your name
i know you know im hurt

i found another girl
cause love always just lurks

https://soundcloud.com/novemblur
when i have violent thoughts i gotta tellem no
i rlly fkn hate this one guy i know
i c him in the mirror everywhere i go
i swear my mental state is super fucking gross

can you be my whole world @novemblur

and it all comes back to me

@channel-888333

wondr how these hoes get best of me :/
one day imma close my eyes n
reach my destiny
stp txtin me
all u do is pester me
don’t need no luv
all im livin off is sex n weed
sum ecstasy
livin da american dream
40 tabs,
yk i down em all in a week
ik im such a fukkin mess
can u stp bitchin pls -_-
i swear evrytime we talk
i gotta hide up my sleeves
i feel lik evrytime we talk
u always keep it brief :(
ill nvr undrstand
why cant u just talk to me
u want me as ur man
but id rather keep my peace
ur words leech onto me
swear dey makin me bleed T-T

back 2 our regularly scheduled programming 📺🌌 #CH83

by: @anjiwdoves

lyrics:
i didnt even tell u
i didnt need to tell u anyways
ill still b okay
in the end its all the same
but u made everything go away
ur like a tattoo stuck to my brain
i j cant seem to forget ur name
and i dont wanna try again w sm1 new
cuz i still feel a way abt u 
im scared that its gon happen again
so maybe were better off friends
in the end its all the same
maybe im j scared of getting hurt
idk i never felt this way b4
im probably the worst
but do i still miss u? of course
u changed so much this year
while u left me here
and im still tryna get out
everything feels so weird
without you here
and im still tryna figure it out

all the same

calorie:
i drank too much last night 
and i wish i didn’t say too much in the heat of the moment
i hope i didn’t say what i’ve been wanting to say for a while 
and get kicked out of your home (it’s true)

what are you trying to establish? (it’s true)
why you trying to inflict this damage on me? (its truee)
or maybe was it an accident? (its trueeeuee)
your treating me like i’m an asset with no value

but then when i least expect it, you came out and reached ur arms to me
i took your hand when i least thought it would come to me,
but i don’t regret it
now it’s friday night, i look at my phone and your calling me, texting me, message me
it gets messy (messy) messy (come back please)

estella:
its too damn much
always on my phone when youre not on yours i swear ive had enough
do you even see that it's me who cares for you
or do you give no fuck?
calorie and me gon eat it up like its thanksgiving and we don't give a fuck
bitch it's friday night and the time is right just text me back hope i have some luck

i can say you missin out on me but honestly it really sucks
maybe one day you can hit me back and we'll unpack maybe just this once, once, once

calorie:
i drank too much last night 
and i wish i didn’t say too much in the heat of the moment
i hope i didn’t say what i’ve been wanting to say for a while 
and get kicked out of your home (it’s true)

what are you trying to establish? (it’s true)
why you trying to inflict this damage on me? (its truee)
or maybe was it an accident? (its trueeeuee)
your treating me like i’m an asset with no value

but then when i least expect it, you came out and reached ur arms to me
i took your hand when i least thought it would come to me,
but i don’t regret it
now it’s friday night, i look at my phone and your calling me, texting me, message me
it gets messy (messy) messy (come back please)

(ALL PLATS) reach out ur arms :P @estella

take the retards out their misery

paranoia 2

prod 66smokey

rip your heart out and lock it in a safe
im so disgusted by myself
get away from here i need some space 
with you i feel like a such a disgrace
i stab my wrist just for engagement
dont tell ur friends ur in my basement
ur prolly in a better place now
i didnt know what that was all about

anji-july

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