Great work. Upload in YouTube. I wanna have the mp3. or has it a original name?

this is not a song, this is an experience

sitting in a hot hostel in edinburgh unable to sleep, its 12:21am. thank you for this, i needed it right now

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love is real, i know it, i am waiting to feel it split me into two.

Scarlet Transpiration

we're fighting again

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Vavvblh0Ehg&feature=youtu.be

Ratboys - The Stanza

and now I cant go back
i think ive gone too far
and now i cant go back
these times are like i'm weak from you
but i'm still staying and you're still playing
you got me so weak from you 
but i'm still staying
and you're still playing

who said that I couldnt feel it
who said that here is where i wanted to be
who said that you couldn't seal it

and now I cant go back
I think i've gone too far
and now i cant go back

these times are like im weak from you
and i'm still stayingand youre playing
you got me so weak from you
and i'm still stayingand youre playing

here is where I wanted to be

six feet under water

lyrics

dirt on my heart
ash on my lungs
blood in my eyes
and pain on my tongue
fuck with your feelings 
just for fun
I am wreckless I am young
dirt on my heart
ash on my lungs
blade in my eyes
pain on my tongue
fuck with your brain just for fun
I am wreckless I am young
forever young
I am wreckless I am young
forever young
choking on splinters of the house you built for us
looking for love and I only find lust
the sun bursts in a thousand shards
let my love tear you apart
take my soul and choke me out
drown my sorrow and kill my doubt
I will drink your poison
to end my mistakes and bury my choices
bury my choices
your voice is so golden I wish I could hold it
wish I could mold it into my soul
(repeat chorus)
do you wanna live forever with me 
in my fantasy
you are sprinting away from me
did you even care
were you even there to hold me
caress me
I infatuate
I infatuate about you
I dream of you
holding my heart and cut into a thousand pieces

infatuation

wrote the second part a few days before I left off to college and ended up with a little message about leaving.  Seeing as I am new here it's been hard finding friends so I settled down two nights ago and wrote the instrumental to the first part and chopped the vocals yesterday.  The song is more about the mood of the instrumental than anything.  I may sing on this at a later date but I think this accurately represents the ways I am feeling right now. 

I hope this goes better in the following weeks, I know now how lucky I was to have the friends that I had back home.

closing credits

finn & barnes blvd. - accusations against return

july 28, 2018 

sitting at a coffee shop 
"tell me about your day" 
flipping through your notes 
we start to escalate again 
i never seem to understand 
any of it in the end 

i replay each moment slowly 
frame by frame - a different story 
in my mind i'd like to change 
everything i said that day 

talking on a summer night 
"we can do it your way" 
turns into a fight 
i start to raise my voice again 
you never seem to understand 
any of it in the end 

i replay each moment slowly 
frame by frame - a different story 
in my mind i'd like to change 
everything i said that day 

and i still remember every sentence 
that i said that made you cry 
and if i could go back to evening

halcyon

We're coming through
No turning back now
A writing tool
Will understand you
We're coming down
And crying softly
Your photograph
Looks how you want it to

Gift

smog (2017 - 2019)

thoughts and sounds
inquiries:
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