Have you ever been so weak at the knees that you came crashing down?
Scared of the future.
Where the choice you made to keep wondering is the thief that stole your golden crown.

I'm in some kind of head space, a place where the problem is setting the pace.
I'm running fast as i can go, but it keeps on catching up. 
In my room I can spend my time so comfortably.
But the walls keep closing in on me.

Can't seem to tear it down, with the strength of a hundred horses.
Yet, I choose to let the fear build it's walls in my way.
Just know that I would take a bullet in the chest for a stranger, or almost anyone in fact. 
But they wouldn't do the same for me.

I feel the cold white teeth.
The mouth of fear eats me whole.

Every second the tremors worsen, and the fabric of what I am turns to dust.

Yeah, well I know.. I can't do everything, I can't be everywhere at once - But god, I try.
Taking back the times that I forgot to smile.
I think it's time, I need to measure my worth.
It's not a heartless world, but sometimes it hurts.
It's not a heartless world, however it may seem.

You might think it's daunting to measure the length of the journey you have to walk to be free. (Your escape)
Put yourself in the path of danger as you break through all these walls.
Point your glasses toward the sky, realise that fear isn't real at all.

I am free now.

I feel the cold white teeth.
The mouth of fear eats me whole,

I'm afraid that it's shaped me.
I'm afraid that one day, the people I love and trust, will someday hate me.
I keep losing sleep.
I fear everything, and it eats me whole.

I feel the cold white teeth.
The mouth of fear eats me whole.

And with all this said, i know what has to be done. 
I have to slip through the gaps in fear and follow the path into the sun.

I know I'll find freedom there.


 

Fear

firevsfire is a person that enjoys creating noises with instruments and recording them. this page contains a collection of his musical excerpts.