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intro to my ep, "internet"
https://soundcloud.com/squiblers/sets/internet

disconnecting (intro)

joshua lanuarii and i have been through a lot of shit in our lives, but we're still here together. this is us looking back on our past and remembering all the shit we've been through together. we truly hope you enjoy.

it never stays the same [p. stxrmiix]

elementary [p. puma tooth]

https://soundcloud.com/k9id3n

u were a friend of me
n now u locked me up n i'm all alone :(
maybe it was meant to be
u didn't take the time to look past my soul
but i been on my own
yet never felt so alone
maybe it's time to go
i will always be unknown, for now

been walking inside these shoes for 17 years
rly wish i could be someone else n disappear 
i don't rly think like that anymore
gonna sleep n drown inside the floor

it's all a lie, just accept it
everything u said, it made me sick
now i don't know where to go
rly want it like before :/

don't know where the fuck to go anymore
when my body's on the shore, there's some shit u can't afford
that's a saturn lyric :^)
ima think abt it bro
ima let it fall n let the rain pour

a friend of me that died inside the heartless, now ur gone
maybe it was meant to be
that everything u said was not for long
n now u broke me down
so much for scars, wow
n i can't hear a sound
so much is gone now

friendofme (p. kaiden)

i just got here but i'm already gone (plxce)

https://twitter.com/miskeeping/status/1303573442126635008
i don't want dumb drama shit on my main so i put it on here hi
follow my main @squiblers
what happened to changing

i h8 wht u bcame

tw / suicidal thoughts n shit from anxiety
follow my main @squiblers

(prod. lacuna)

got out of bed i woke up from a nightmare
scared of the monsters that i know are not there
what the fuck am i doin wrong?
cuz i know it ain't nothing i'm doin right

starin at my pc background
just for comfort
i need you right now
becuz im so fuckin scared without you

fuck this life cuz i can't ever
speak about anxiety to
anyone who's promised me
that they'd always be there for me
it's wrong

but i don't care much anymore
they showed me time and time before
that they are busy, i'm a nuisence
haven't had to tie a noose since
i was 15 years old

they'll pass it off until i'm gone

my cries for help constantly go unnoticed how much more do i need to scream (prod. lacuna)

petals, petals, falling down. remade with love & care
produced & mixed by @nbmusic098, ft @kaydenneal

[Chorus]
Petals petals falling down
Don't feel great you'll hear the sound
Of my heart it's beating loud
Petals petals falling down
Down feel great you'll hear the sound
Of my heart it's beating loud, loud

[Verse 1: Kayden Neal]
Spent my life looking for something else
Each wave crashed against my shell
And I was lost in the abyss
Overall a weathered kiss
It pulled me in, pulled me in
Made me feel alive again
These cards they fell
Like a petal in a well

[Chorus]
Petals petals falling down
Don't feel great you'll hear the sound
Of my heart it's beating loud
Petals petals falling down
Down feel great you'll hear the sound
Of my heart it's beating loud, loud

[Verse 2: Wolficide]
Spent my life for some fortune & fame
Got a lot of a time for one sick game
Wasn't too much, baby
Trust for my self 
Walkin by the beach like I live in 012
Wasn't a lot, I wasn't myself
Had to discover some fortune for change
Always my best, I'm lovin your name
Mirror in a woods like a worn out flame
But it's okay 
Maybe I'm fine
Flippin my life like the head of a dime
Oh I'll be fine, can't think of a time 

[Chorus]
Petals petals falling down
Don't feel great you'll hear the sound
Of my heart it's beating loud
Petals petals falling down
Down feel great you'll hear the sound
Of my heart it's beating loud, loud

[Outro: Wolficide & Kayden Neal]
Petals
In the wind
Petals
In the wind

i h8 wht u bcame

k4