just self reflecting, follow my main @squiblers

i just need a hug, i need a bit of love right now
talking shit in my uber, am i really bouta break down
deep breaths, getting told i'll be fine
but i'm always overthinking, what if they all were lying?

calm down, you already know the outcome
you have all your friends and they let you feel welcomed
you know that they love you, you know you're important
if you disappear then you know they'd report it

i don't know why you're like this
you always assume the worst, you never hide it
emotions are fragile and yours are no different
so then why the fuck are you keeping them hidden?
away from your friends so then they never notice
thats so fucking harmful, you need to control it
im not confrontational, im just being helpful
please can you listen i dont want you to hurt anymore

we're in this together, forever, i promise i promise

i just wanna see you happy,
i never expected what this all would cause for you
but its all for the best,
its a tiring process but please try to pull through

i know it's hard, i know it is
just try your best? our motive is
to see you smile, that's all we want
but if you're tired, then we can stop

even if it's for a moment
you're doing so great and i'm so fucking proud of you
look at you go, do you see where you're headed to?
honesty led you here that-

don't listen to them cuz you know they are lying
you're doing so poorly, are you even trying?
give up, throw yourself into your bed
write your last words, put a gun to your head
let it end

note to self <clearlyyy>

cutthroat w/ 1crusafix (greentop)

prod me
sample - Decalius - Excluded From Humanity
lyrics:
i know ur feeling stressed but i cant get u out my mind
baby look into my eyes tell me if ur suprised
i know that you fukin love me but i cant decide
whether if u tell me truths or if they all are lies
im so fukin depressed that my mind is fukin blank
you want to talk to me but rn i really cant
fill me up with pills so that i can communicate
all this medicine i take is gonna fry my brain

note to self <clearlyyy>

k4