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halloween day

falling for the last time

berdlycore chapter 1

i started the UTSC to dariacore pipeline

i started the UTSC to hyperflip pipeline

a song for a close friend

sample from the ragnarok online ost, written and mixed by me

lyrics:

wake up , 7:30 in the morning
don't wanna get out of bed
so i'll keep on snorin

but i'll wake up only 30 minutes later
so i guess i'll just get up instead

turn on the computer, wait for everything to load
log in, check forums, never questioning my morals
always living in my best life
even though shit was really hard

i thought that nothin worked for me
i tried trying everything within the land n sea
just to find out that everything was fantasy
and it was always in the open, right ahead of me

i thought that nothin worked for me
i tried trying everything within the land n sea
just to find out that everything was fantasy
and it was always in the open, right ahead of me

i'm like a kafra, doin all the shit that i was told
never getting a say in anything until i got old
grow up, i was told to be like an adult
but i'm so fucking scared of what to do when i am alone

all my eyes see is crimson, the red of day
not sure if i slept at all yesterday
was never told that everything would be okay
now i'm left here to watch it all fade away

all my eyes see is crimson, the red of day
not sure if i slept at all yesterday
was never told that everything would be okay
now i'm left here to watch it all fade away

crimson

gets bullied to death

bleed me out.. prod nothempts

idk what to say about this one
follow my main @squiblers

questions (demo)

i lost 5tb of data recently
prod @swiftslash-300403458 , written and mixed by me
follow my main: @squiblers

lyr:
got me fucked up
windows xp on my laptop
cuz i never wanna upgrade from memories i once got
even though, i just found the iso, i don't know
where to go, how to back it up, i'm lookin high n low
scrolling through websites that fuck with my mental
ion really give a fuck if anything's experimental
if they ever try to fuck with me, they call it accidental
if i tell you who it was, you'd have to keep it confidential

and i'm still confused on how my life can change upon a single fucking click, makes me fucking sick
and if you told me that i would okay if i logged off then i'd agree, you're gonna set me free

but i still don't even know how the fuck i'm here
thought i would make a song n then just disappear
but i'm stuck within this file system
i miss my brother, i need his wisdom
but i can navigate just fine
i swear by google, so i stay online
and i know that it's unhealthy
but i've yet to find someone to help me

and i'm still confused on how my life can change upon a single fucking click, makes me fucking sick
and if you told me that i would okay if i logged off then i'd agree, you're gonna set me free

x86 <swiftslash>

i got covid
prod. @norrth4k , written and mixed by me - finalized as of november 18th
follow my main @squiblers

lyr:
3 days, been sick, i still feel like shit
takin meds, but there's nothin i can do 'bout it
voice gone, and my doctor aint respond
to my calls, or my texts, think i'm dying, need to rest
but i, wake up and i take more dayquil
and i, throw up but i take the pain well
but i don't know what to do if i still feel like this
in a week, i am weak, and it's getting hard to speak

sit down, let me speak, if you give a fuck
covid got me feelin like i'm always out of luck
spendin all my time on the sidelines, doin lines
of advil, take it up the nose to make me feel well
that's probably not a good idea i should shut up
but maybe i should really try it when i'm out of love
fucked up my lungs by smoking on that loud pack
if you really gave a fuck then you would help me get my sound back
but it's crazy to think that i'm still even here 
when all that i've done is just damage my ears
i'm still writing all the loud shit i always have
but i don't even think it's worth it when this is all that i have
is what i would've said, do you really think i'm dead?
with every single message that i sent you, would you see the end?
i never thought of that, my mama think i'm talkin back
when every fucking argument we've had is all just out of whack
it's still crazy to me that you're still even here
when all that i've done is just damage your ears
i'm still tryna make the best of the shit i have
but i don't even think it's worth it if i cannot show my dad
cuz i have problems and my brother tried to solve them
i'm filled with hatred, and i wish i could replace it
but i'm still restless, and i'm never on my best shit
i'm not a foe, but my mama said to go
now i'm living in austin, don't know how i got here
i miss all my friends, even if there are some here
reliant on weed, i don't wanna be up here
i wish i could see where my life would be next year
but maybe that's looking too far in my future
but all that i need is to pass away sooner
i'm hiding my problems behind all the humor
if anyone asks you can say that you knew "her"

but it's crazy to think that i'm still even here 
when all that i've done is just damage my ears
i'm still writing all the loud shit i always have
but i don't even think it's worth it when this is all that i have
but it's crazy to think that i'm still even here 
when all that i've done is just damage my ears
i'm still writing all the loud shit i always have
but i don't even think it's worth it when this is all that i have

malware <norrth4k>

don't wanna see myself

lyr:
don't wanna see myself, i'll break my fucking mirror
it'll cost a lot in damages, my mental state is damaging my [wait]

don't wanna see myself, i'll break my fucking mirror
it'll cost a lot in damages, i'm running out of bandages
been thinking bout where i should be
away from home sounds good to me
but i don't think that's possible
cuz my life became so hostile

and i don't know where i'm goin now
why do i feel like i'm going down?
i've been waiting for too long, i've been waiting for too long
just to see your face
and you're not how i imagined it
i kind of wish that i abandoned it

don't wanna see myself, i'll break my fucking mirror
it'll cost a lot in damages, i'm running out of bandages
don't wanna see myself, i'll break my fucking mirror
it'll cost a lot in damages, i'm running out of bandages
don't wanna see myself, i'll break my fucking mirror
it'll cost a lot in damages, i'm running out of bandages
don't wanna see myself, i'll break my fucking mirror
it'll cost a lot in damages, i'm running out of bandages

i've been waiting for too long, i've been waiting for too long
just to see your face
and you're not how i imagined it
i kind of wish that i abandoned it

don't wanna see myself, i'll break my fucking mirror
it'll cost a lot in damages, i'm running out of bandages
don't wanna see myself, i'll break my fucking mirror
it'll cost a lot in damages, i'm running out of bandages
don't wanna see myself, i'll break my fucking mirror
it'll cost a lot in damages, i'm running out of bandages
don't wanna see myself, i'll break my fucking mirror
it'll cost a lot in damages, i'm running out of bandages

mirror

the title means nothing i was just hungry
prod. okayjml - vocals, writing & mixing by me
follow my main @squiblers

lyr:
all they said is "i should think straight"
but i don't wanna think at all
cuz everytime i use my brain
is when the world begins to fall around me
begins to fall around me

but what if i still wanna live?
will you treat me like i'm just a lil kid?
or will you show the maturity you really fuckin need?
cuz if you really wanna go the path of always blaming me
then try to leave as little evidence as anyone could see

you say that i'm just critical
how can i be? my eyes are closed
avoiding every situation
and blaming me for confrontation
insane to think that we were cool
you tried to set too many rules
keep blaming me for realizations
and ruining my inspiration
but i don't wanna think about it all
i think i need to find someone to call

i'll admit it, i been feelin really desperate
searching every corner of my friends list, i regret it
but every time i hit them up they only say "don't sweat it"
but what i need is more than that so then i wish i never said shit
said shit, get hit, i don't think i'll get it
i been way too traumatized to think about if i should credit
all of my emotions to the person that'll spread it
would you even fucking care if i just told you to forget it?

you say that i'm just critical
how can i be? my eyes are closed
avoiding every situation
and blaming me for confrontation
insane to think that we were cool
you tried to set too many rules
keep blaming me for realizations
and ruining my inspiration
but i don't wanna think about it all
i think i need to find someone to call

fish <okayjml>

carried away by my thoughts
prod. guda
made this in december

lyr:
it's been a minute since i've had to sit down and do this
but i hope they're happy!
yeah, i hope you're happy
cuz when i'm not i try to write a lot
to get it off my mind
but you never could imagine it
you never hit my line
always picking up the pieces
just to get it realigned
never knowing how i do it
when it's hard to read the signs
of when to find a place to go and stay
when you tell me i should go away
but i've always felt like it was fate
to be yelled at and be thrown away

by the people, that i loved
by the people, that i loved
by the people, that i loved
by the people, that i loved

so stay away from me if you don't care
cuz i couldn't care less, no you couldn't care less.
this happens every time i try to talk
i speak a little fast and then i end up getting dropped
i start a conversation and it's always being stopped
what's the point in even trying if the channel's fucking locked?
getting told i'll be included when i'm always fucking not
but when i am the conversation only goes to "i forgot"
if you wanna talk your shit then can you do it in a spot
where i'll never fucking see it, holy fuck, connect the dots
people said that they would be there if i ever need to talk
when i look around i'm only seeing people who forgot
who i was, what i did, where i lived and what i'm not
and i know it's not coincidence, i've known that it's a plot
by the people, that i loved
by the people, that i loved
by the people, that i loved
by the people, that i loved

-kimono

kimono

prod. zeromandia + ‪evelosr‬
plz go to sleep!

new music soon ive been working hard on some big projects

rubble!

prod. julian ceasar
oopsies
lyr:
i been tryna pick myself back up
i don't think that i need nobody help
need to wish, throw some coin into the well
tough luck, fuck off, oh well

i been tryna build myself back up
i dont know how to ask for any help
need to breathe, put the blunt into my mouth
bad dream, tough shit, wont tell

i don't need no fuckin bandage
talking my shit wont get me no advantage
5 years ago, i don't know how i managed
puttin up with bullshit, you don't understand it

but i think i been alright though
i think that i just need to lay low
i think i'm better as a no-show
waiting for an answer that i know is gonna be no

none of your advice is gonna change how i feel
i don't wanna be alone, i don't ever want to kneel
i will bite the hand that's feeding me, won't ever make a deal
with the devil, i'm disheveled everyday, it's so surreal

i don't need another flashback
dog might go n lash back
i don't wanna clap back
need this shit to end fast
think i need another break or i'm gonna crash out
need this shit to get away from me, i'm gonna pass out

i put all my fuckin effort into something that i hate
i don't wanna show my face when i am in this kind of state
everything is overwhelming, why has this become my fate?
think i'm dying in december if i'm fadin at this rate

but maybe i just need to slow down? (are you kidding me?)
they tell me that i need to skip town... (seriously?)

you wont ever hear me speak no more (i don't wanna speak anymore)
got me fucked up, crying on the floor (i don't wanna cry anymore)
do you think that i really need more? (i don't wanna be here anymore)
can you tell me what this was for? (i don't know what this was for)

i think i'm left in the dark
so many questions don't know where to start
looking for words but they all fell apart
what do i do when i'm stuck at this part?
head on my chest do i still have a heart?
why are the simple things always so hard?
think i corrupted my memory card
pressing reset but the console wont start

format disc

original: https://soundcloud.com/lilsadeyes/ily-prod-lee

you inspire me a lot @lilsadeyes, thank you for making great music.

If the sun didn't rise, I'd still be right by your side
And if you're feelin' less lonely then baby I'm doin' fine
If the moon never glowed, I'd still be right here to hold you
How many times have I told you, I love you, I love you

Don't follow me I'm hard to read, I scare most people away from me
I hurt most people so can't you see, there's no way you're meant for me

I'm really glad I had it wrong cause, most people use me for the commas
I'm gettin' tired of the drama, I'm not one to talk no shit, I keep it honest

So to keep it 150 I'm feelin' drained
The only reason that I sing is cause of pain
Deep inflicted traumas that been pent up in my brain
How I found some happiness with her I feel okay

Will it last? Doesn't matter
If I'm smiling will it keep me from disaster?
Destructive thoughts about a history with patterns
All I care about is her, I'm glad I have her

If the sun didn't rise, I'd still be right by your side
And if you're feelin' less lonely then baby I'm doin' fine
If the moon never glowed, I'd still be right here to hold you
How many times have I told you, I love you, I love you

If the sun didn't rise, I'd still be right by your side
And if you're feelin' less lonely then baby I'm doin' fine
If the moon never glowed, I'd still be right here to hold you
How many times have I told you, I love you, I love you

original

ily [ cover ] (prod. lee)

we're falling again.

prod. https://twitter.com/prodbykhail
cover art: https://twitter.com/sir_blooper

falling again (p. khail)

thank you for sticking with me for so long, josh. i wouldn't be here without you and your constant love and appreciation to me. congratulations on your major album release, this cover is a tribute to you and our friendship. thank you so much, again. i love you. you're my brother. vaf forever. 💖
original: https://soundcloud.com/wolficide/petals-feat-kayden-neal

petals [cover]

little thing that @blackwinterwells and i did. 💖

stuck in my head (prod. blackwinterwells)

prod me!!
hope y'all like this, worked v hard with naku on this one <3

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/0G2KMKkfn1L2YzZHcevmS7?si=ijxod-gYQbOWvOjqon-PNg

naku: https://soundcloud.com/squiblers
https://twitter.com/miskeeping

lyrics:
flying so high in the clouds
i'm never comin back now
is it too much to ask from u
when u say u got my back, but ur covered in blue

in the end you'll stab me in the back, i know it
my contemplating thoughts are in the back, but i'll just bring it to the table
no more tales and fables
i ain't signing labels
i'm on my new shit now!

i'm only 17 and i live inside my dreams
i cannot go back now, i ain't steppin down
to who i thought i was supposed to be
i realize everything in the end didn't matter to me

i cannot think of u now, i can't afford to be down
when u got everyone around u with their head in the ground
and u be talkin smack, but i be gaining racks from all ur silly sounds
i can't afford to be down, becuz ur dead to me now

i said it, i can't bring it back, i ain't fuck with that
and honestly i fuckin hate ur guts and that's a fact
it feels like i'm never enough! but i don't care no more
i'm lookin for somebody else, well not really no more

i'm inside the clouds
and i won't function anymore
in the end, i wont fuck with u anymore

there u go, u stabbed me in the back, i knew it!
and part of me just wants this to be over now
but i'm thru it, and i'm fluent
in the shit u say to ur friends abt me

but i won't stop it now, cuz i'm up now
and i don't care what u say abt me
all my thoughts are caving in, i cant see past the dark sea
i won't give up now
cuz i'll keep moving forward in the end

they all want me dead and i'll never see why
so i'm hiding in the attic like i'll never survive
and they're sayin that i'm dumb because i never reply
i know that you're just mad because i didn't say bye

yeah, go and talk your shit
go and talk your shit
i don't really give a fuck
because i know that you're toxic

i know you're mad at me
i know you're mad at me
but i don't apologize
and i hope you aren't sorry

i know you aren't feeling well
i know you hate me i can tell
but i hope you get better soon
even if this is our doom

spotify

ite (w/ naku)

produced by me, only using sounds from minecraft.
i made this song out of a recent panic attack from one of my past relationships in 2018 and out of a fear that i'd lose the people i love the most. stay close with your friends and loved ones, you never know if they'll be gone the next day.

lyrics:
six hundred times that i've said that i love you
i know things have changed but i still really do!
i say that, but it feels like a lie
i'm trying to cope and i don't mean to cry

we broke up and it's fuckin with my mental
i know we couldn't do shit, it was incidental
i'm sorry for not letting you give your all
i'm hating myself, put my head in the wall

at least i'm coping in a healthy way
im workin on a song instead of wasting away
not swallowing drugs, you made me wanna stop that
i had something planned and i dont wanna drop that

but it wont be the same
look at me now, look at what i became
you helped me back up when i was at my worst
but i feel like i failed you, wish i could reverse

everything that i've done wrong
even though you say it's right
i'm just puttin up a fight
with myself, "go to hell," i hope that youll be alright

and i'm sure i'll be fine
it'll take me some time
in the end it's for the better
but i know you'll find someone thats better than me

i'd fucking die for you

out by the water
realfishers
aka @squiblers

questions (demo)

k4