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Reality’s cruel, oh I was the fool, used as your tool

ARCHIVE #01: ANGER

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Lyrics:
You, you gave all of the signs
Don’t know why I let you in my life
Now you’re bleeding me dry
No regard for my time

So cut me off once and I’ll try, try again
Piss me off twice, I’d still call you my friend
Set me on fire three times and I’m done
‘Cause you lit the fuse and you loaded the gun

So leave me be
It’s hard to imagine that you ever gave a shit
About me
When you only kept me around just to make you look good

Yea, I made you look good
Reality’s cruel
Oh, I was the fool
Used as your tool 

I, I finally realize
Took me too long to figure it out
Now I’ll hang you to dry
You only used me for clout

So I’ll cut you off once, you say try, try again
I’m ghosting you twice you still claim I’m your friend
You set me on fire three times now I’m done
‘Cause you lit the fuse and you loaded the gun

You say it’s not fair
Like I treat you so awful and I should do better
As if I care
When you only kept me around just to make you look good

Yea, I made you look good
Reality’s cruel
Oh, I was the fool
Used as your tool 

I’m done with your lies and I’m done with your games
So cry all about it and I’ll take the blame
You force those around you to live by your rules
You use and abuse us like we’re all your tools

So go away
Just leave me to my own devices and I will be on my way
‘Cause you only kept me around just to make you look good

Yea, I made you look good
Reality’s cruel
Oh, I was the fool
Used as your tool

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𝔥𝔦 𝔪𝔜 𝔣𝔬𝔩𝔩𝔬𝔴𝔢𝔯𝔰 𝔪𝔜 𝔫𝔞𝔪𝔢 𝔦𝔰 𝔰𝔬𝔩𝔳𝔢𝔯 𝔲𝔷𝔦 ℑ 𝔟𝔢𝔢𝔫 𝔭𝔯𝔬𝔡𝔲𝔠𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔣𝔬𝔯 𝔞 𝔜𝔢𝔞𝔯 𝔞𝔫𝔡 ℑ 𝔞𝔭𝔭𝔯𝔢𝔠𝔦𝔞𝔱𝔢𝔡 𝔜𝔬𝔲𝔯 𝔩𝔦𝔨𝔢𝔰 𝔬𝔫𝔢 𝔬𝔣 𝔪𝔜 𝔱𝔯𝔞𝔠𝔨𝔰 "𝔪𝔢𝔫𝔞𝔠𝔢 𝔦𝔫 𝔤𝔬𝔩𝔡". ℑ 𝔞𝔪 𝔰𝔬 𝔥𝔞𝔭𝔭𝔜 𝔣𝔬𝔯 𝔱𝔥𝔦𝔰 𝔱𝔥𝔞𝔫𝔨 𝔜𝔬𝔲 𝔰𝔬 𝔪𝔲𝔠𝔥! 
𝔞𝔩𝔩 𝔞𝔟𝔬𝔲𝔱 𝔪𝔢 
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ℑ 𝔞𝔪 𝔱𝔥𝔢 𝔬𝔩𝔡𝔢𝔰𝔱 𝔬𝔣 𝔪𝔶 𝔣𝔞𝔪𝔦𝔩𝔜 
 ℑ 𝔞𝔪 𝔞 𝔰𝔞𝔤𝔦𝔱𝔱𝔞𝔯𝔦𝔲𝔰 
ℑ 𝔩𝔦𝔨𝔢 𝔠𝔞𝔫𝔡𝔜 𝔞 𝔩𝔬𝔱 
ℑ 𝔩𝔬𝔳𝔢 𝔱𝔬 𝔡𝔯𝔞𝔚 𝔞 𝔩𝔬𝔱 𝔴𝔥𝔢𝔫 ℑ 𝔞𝔪 𝔰𝔱𝔯𝔢𝔰𝔰 
ℑ 𝔥𝔞𝔳𝔢 𝔱𝔴𝔬 𝔰𝔦𝔰𝔱𝔢𝔯𝔰 (𝔞𝔫𝔡 𝔱𝔥𝔢𝔶 𝔞𝔯𝔢 𝔞𝔫𝔫𝔬𝔶𝔦𝔫𝔤) 
ℑ 𝔞𝔪 𝔢𝔦𝔤𝔥𝔱𝔢𝔢𝔫 𝔜𝔢𝔞𝔯𝔰 𝔬𝔩𝔡 
𝔞𝔫𝔡 ℑ 𝔞𝔠𝔱 𝔩𝔦𝔨𝔢 𝔲𝔷𝔦 𝔡𝔬𝔬𝔯𝔪𝔞𝔫 𝔣𝔯𝔬𝔪 𝔪𝔲𝔯𝔡𝔢𝔯 𝔡𝔯𝔬𝔫𝔢𝔰 
𝔪𝔜 𝔟𝔦𝔯𝔱𝔥𝔡𝔞𝔜 𝔦𝔰 𝔦𝔫 𝔫𝔬𝔳𝔢𝔪𝔟𝔢𝔯 𝔱𝔴𝔢𝔫𝔱𝔜-𝔫𝔦𝔫𝔱𝔥 
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𝔥𝔢𝔜 𝔤𝔲𝔜𝔰 𝔦𝔱 𝔰𝔬𝔩𝔳𝔢𝔯 𝔲𝔷𝔦 𝔞𝔤𝔞𝔦𝔫 𝔰𝔬 𝔰𝔬𝔯𝔯𝔜 𝔱𝔥𝔞𝔱 ℑ 𝔞𝔪 𝔰𝔬 𝔩𝔞𝔱𝔢 𝔞𝔱 𝔱𝔥𝔢 𝔫𝔢𝔴 𝔯𝔢𝔞𝔩𝔢𝔞𝔰𝔢 𝔠𝔞𝔩𝔩𝔢𝔡 "𝔟𝔞𝔱𝔱𝔢𝔯𝔜 𝔡𝔢𝔪𝔬𝔫" 𝔦𝔱 𝔤𝔬𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔱𝔬 𝔱𝔞𝔨𝔢 𝔪𝔢 𝔞𝔴𝔥𝔦𝔩𝔢 𝔰𝔬 𝔳𝔢𝔯𝔜 𝔰𝔬𝔯𝔯𝔜 ℑ 𝔞𝔪 𝔱𝔯𝔶𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔱𝔬 𝔪𝔞𝔨𝔢 𝔦𝔱 𝔞𝔫𝔡 𝔦𝔱 𝔤𝔬𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔱𝔬 𝔱𝔞𝔨𝔢 𝔪𝔢 𝔞𝔩𝔩 𝔡𝔞𝔶 𝔞𝔫𝔡 𝔫𝔦𝔤𝔥𝔱 𝔞𝔫𝔡 𝔤𝔲𝔢𝔰𝔰 𝔴𝔥𝔞𝔱 ? ℑ 𝔴𝔦𝔩𝔩 𝔰𝔱𝔞𝔶 𝔞𝔩𝔩 𝔫𝔦𝔤𝔥𝔱 𝔱𝔬 𝔡𝔬 𝔦𝔱

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