Fallout live

Written by Ilana
SoundEngeneer LaNoir

Still You

OOOOO

EIGHT TIMES I WOKE FROM CRYSTAL SLEEP
YOUR SHADOW CARVED IN COBALT DEEP

I CAUGHT A WHEEL INSIDE MY CHEST
IT SPUN FOR YOU AND NO ONE ELSE
TRIPWIRE DAYS IN PLASTIC SKIN

BOUND BUT CRAVING WHERE WE’VE BEEN

I WHISPERED YES BENEATH MY CHAINS

STILL YOU REMAIN...

NO LOGIC IN THE BEAT WE MADE

JUST CHAOS WRAPPED IN SATIN BRAID
(BUT OH, I STAYED...)

YOU'RE THE MAP I CANNOT FOLD
YOU'RE THE HEAT INSIDE MY COLD

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STILL YOU

IN EVERY TWIST OF STRANGE DESIGN
STILL YOU

THE COMPASS BREAKING IN MY MIND
NO RHYTHM CLEAN, NO PATHWAY TRUE

BUT I WALK THROUGH EVERY LOOP TO FIND
STILL YOU

OOOOOOOOOO

HANDCUFFS WITH A SECRET KEY

YOU BURNED YOUR SHAPE INSIDE OF ME
A VILLAGE HIDING IN THE WALL
WHERE WE ONCE DANCED BEFORE THE FALL
GLASS AND WIRES, A FOREIGN STAGE

BUT I COULD FEEL YOUR HEARTBEAT'S CAGE
YOU TWISTED LIGHT INTO MY VEINS

STILL YOU REMAIN...

IF I EVER GET CLOSE AGAIN
TO THE SOUL YOU HIDE BENEATH YOUR SKIN
WILL IT HURT LIKE THE FIRST TIME?
OR JUST FEEL LIKE HOME?

STILL YOU

STILL YOU

STILL YOU

Still You (Remix)

Written by Ilana
SoundEngeneer LaNoir

Written by Ilana
SoundEngeneer LaNoir

You Don’t Have to Be Perfect


SIXTY-FIVE CHAINS, SIXTY-FIVE NAMES
(YOU HEARD ME?)
MONEY ON MY TONGUE, BUT HER NAME ON MY VEINS
WHAT’S IT MEAN WHEN I WALK TO THE MONEY?
(IT MEANS I LEFT HER BEHIND…)

WE SHARED A DREAM IN BROKEN SKIN
I WORE YOUR LOVE LIKE SOMETHING THIN
A GHOST OF SUGAR, TOUCH OF LEAD
ANOTHER VOICE INSIDE YOUR HEAD

SHE BOUGHT YOUR DOUBT IN PLASTIC FOLDS
HER HANDS WERE NEW — BUT MINE WERE OLD
YOU KISSED ME ONCE THEN BLINKED AWAY
STILL I REMAIN, AND STILL I SAY...

ONLY HER
EVEN AFTER ALL THIS NOISE
ONLY HER
NO TRUTH, NO PEACE, NO VOICE
YOU DON’T HAVE TO BE FLAWLESS — NO
YOU JUST HAVE TO STAY
ONLY HER…

SHARED THAT GIRL LIKE A PIZZA SLICE
(YOU HEARD ME?)

NO GODS, NO RULES, JUST ROLLING DICE
SHE WATCHED YOU FALL AND CALLED IT FATE
I HELD YOUR NAME BENEATH MY HATE
WE DON’T EXIST ON SOLID GROUND
OUR LOVE WAS LOUD — NOW JUST A SOUND
LIKE MONEY SWELLING IN A CYST
YOU TASTE LIKE ASH BUT STILL I KISS

YOU WALKED WITH GOLD INSIDE YOUR HANDS
BUT LEFT ME BRUISED INSIDE YOUR PLANS
(BUT OH, I STAYED...)
I WATCHED YOU LOVE HER LIKE A SHOW
WHILE BLEEDING QUIET IN THE GLOW

IF I COME TOO CLOSE
WILL YOU FADE TO MYTH?
WILL YOU SPEAK MY NAME

OR TWIST THE GIFT?
IF I GIVE YOU ALL
WOULD YOU SPLIT MY LIGHT?
OR LET ME BURN… INSIDE YOUR NIGHT?

You don’t have to be perfect
You just have to be real
You don’t have to be flawless
Just tell me what you feel
You don’t have to be perfect
Not with me…

BENT IN HALF FROM LOVING YOU
A PERFECT LOOP I CAN'T UNDO
SIXTY-FIVE CHAINS MADE OF BREATH
EACH ONE FORGED FROM SILENT DEATH
I WORE YOUR NAME LIKE ARMORED SKIN
YOU CALLED HER GOD — ERASED MY SIN
BUT STILL I CRAWL BACK THROUGH YOUR FIRE
NOT PERFECT. JUST... DESIRE.

ONLY HER
EVEN IN THIS TWISTED SCRIPT
STILL ...YOU
MY NAME BEHIND YOUR PAINTED LIPS
YOU DON’T HAVE TO BE PERFECT
YOU DON’T HAVE TO BE TRUE
JUST SAY THE WORD, AND I’LL BREAK FOR YOU

YOU DON’T HAVE TO BE PERFECT...
YOU DON’T HAVE TO BE PERFECT...

ONLY ......HER…

YOU DON’T… HAVE… TO… BE…

YOU DON’T… HAVE… TO… BE…

You Don’t Have to Be Perfect

Written by Ilana
SoundEngeneer LaNoir

Last Time We Spoke

WHEN YOU CALLED...
YOUR VOICE CUT LIKE A BLADE
I KNEW IT WOULD BE
THE LAST TIME WE EVER PLAYED

YOU SAID SOMETHING I COULDN’T BEAR
I HEARD IT CLEAR – I DIDN’T CARE
YOU DROPPED THE MATCH, SET IT ALIGHT
AND VANISHED INTO DEAD OF NIGHT

THE LAST TIME WE SPOKE
YOU CRACKED ME OPEN
BUT I WON’T CHOKE

WHAT DID I – WHAT DID I
WHAT DID I
WHAT DID I DO TO YOU?
YOU SWORE YOU LOVED ME

BUT YOU CURSED ME THROUGH AND THROUGH
SCREAMING LIKE A STORM AT SEA
FACE TURNED BLUE, DROWNING ME
(WHAT DID I DO TO YOU?)

I FEEL LIKE I’M JUST FALLING SHORT
NEVER THE GIRL YOU WERE FIGHTING FOR
I GAVE YOU BLOOD, YOU GAVE ME WAR
NOW I’M CRAWLING BACK NO MORE

I WAS A SLAVE TO YOUR SPLIT-TONGUE KISS
YOU PLAYED MY MIND IN THE DARKNESS
THERE’S NO GOLD IN THAT RING OF SHAME
NO VOWS, NO TRUTH – JUST A TWISTED GAME

YOU CALL THE SHOTS
I TAKE THE HIT
I POUR THE DRINKS
YOU LIGHT THE WICK

I WAS YOUR PUPPET
SCARRED BY YOUR NAME
NOW I’M FIRE
NOW I’M FLAME

IT’S A HARD TIME
GETTING THROUGH
EVERY DAMN DAY
THINKING ABOUT YOU

YOU KNEW ME DEEP
THEN LEFT ME BLIND
GIRL, YOU KILLED ME
ONE LAST TIME

WHAT DID I – WHAT DID I
WHAT DID I
WHAT DID I DO TO YOU?

YOU SAID YOU’D STAY
BUT YOUR GOODBYE RIPPED ME IN TWO
I WORE THE CHAINS
NOW I BROKE STRAIGHT THROUGH
YOU’LL NEVER OWN
THIS FIRE IN ME –
I’M NOT YOURS
I’M FINALLY FREE

HEY! HEY! HEY!
SHE’S NOT YOUR NAME!
HEY! HEY! HEY!
SHE’S HER OWN FLAME!
HEY! HEY! HEY!
SHE’S NOT YOUR NAME!

LAST TIME! WE SPOKE!

I SET MYSELF FREE!

The Last Time We Spoke

Written by Ilana
SoundEngeneer LaNoir

Wrong Time, Right Mirror

I WISH I WAS INFINITE
GIVEN MY WAY, I’D BLUR THE LINES
YOU LOOKED AT ME WITH YOUR QUIET RAGE
AND I DISSOLVED INTO YOUR MIND

ALL I KNOW, YOU HAUNT MY NIGHTS
(YOU SAID IT'S LOVE, BUT NOT THE TIME)
YOU HELD MY HAND JUST NOT TO FALL
AND I STILL ANSWERED EVERY CALL

YOU SAY I’M COOL, WHEN I’M FEELING THE RUSH
BUT I’M CRACKED GLASS IN YOUR TOUCH
WE DON’T FIT THE WORLD’S DESIGN
BUT YOU’RE THE MIRROR I CAN’T LEAVE BEHIND

FELL AWAKE IN ALL THIS NOISE
DREAMT OF VELVET SKIES AND VOIDS
TOLD MYSELF THAT THIS WOULD PASS
BUT I KEEP STARING THROUGH THE GLASS

(IT’S HARD TO BELIEVE WHAT YOU SAY)
WHEN NOTHING CAN FIX WHAT WE FRAY
YOU LOVED ME IN THE WRONG TIME
BUT GIRL, I SAW THE SIGNS
I SAW THE SIGNS

YOU SAID HE WAS FIRST — (I WAS LATE)
BUT I NEVER CARED ABOUT FATE
THERE’S A VERSION OF US IN SOME OTHER SCENE
WHERE WE’RE NOT BROKEN BY ROUTINE

BOREDOM DOES NOTHING FOR ME
STILL I WALK WHERE SHADOWS BLEED
HE WON’T SEE YOU LIKE I DO
EVEN YOUR SILENCE SPEAKS THE TRUTH

(YOU’RE EVERYTHING...)
I WANTED TO BE YOUR IDOL
(YOUR MAKER)
YOUR BREATH BETWEEN THE LINES
BUT I’M JUST YOUR DIRTY DREAM DESIGNER
A VOICE STUCK IN REWIND

IT’S HARD TO BELIEVE WHAT YOU SAY
WHEN NOTHING CAN FIX WHAT WE FRAY
YOU LOVED ME IN THE WRONG TIME
BUT GIRLL, I SAW THE SIGNS
I SAW THE SIGNS

IF WE MET BEFORE THE PAIN
WOULD YOU HAVE HELD ME ALL THE SAME?

I’M STILL WRITING YOU IN SONGS
TRYING TO FIND WHERE WE BELONG
BUT BABY — IT’S JUST THE WRONG TIME

RIGHT MIRROR

WRONG TIME





Wrong Time, Right Mirror

The First Time I Knew

I WAS GONNA STAY ON MY OWN
FINALLY,
I'VE COME TO MY SENSES
I CAN FEEL IT BACK ON THE TONE
MAYBE I FORGOT TO MENTION

I'VE BEEN KNOWN TO OVERTHINK LIFE
SPEND THE TIME PAINTING MY WORLD BLUE
HEARD YOU'RE QUITE THE ROMANTIC TYPE
BABY, I SHOULD JUST BE MORE LIKE YOU
'CAUSE I HAVE SEEN THE FUTURE
IT'S YOU AND ME
GIRL, I DON'T WANNA HURT YOU
IT'S QUITE THE OPPOSITE
NOW I'VE GOT YOU LOCKED IN MY MIND
THINK ABOUT THE FIRST TIME YOU KISSED ME
YESTERDAY WE TALKED FOR SOME TIME
AND YOU TOLD ME HOW MUCH YOU MISS ME
I THINK YOU'RE IN A FALL OF SOME SORT
YOU COULD CALL IT LOVE IF YOU WANT TO
TELL ME HOW YOU FEEL, KEEP IT SHORT
I DON'T THINK THERE'S ANYTHING WE CAN'T DO

WHEN YOU CALLED
YOUR VOICE WAS SO GRAVE
I KNEW IT WOULD BE
THE LAST TIME WE SPOKE

YOU SAID SOMETHING I COULDN'T BEAR
TO HEAR WITH MY OWN EARS
THE LAST TIME WE SPOKE
IT SHATTERED EVERYTHING WE BUILT THROUGH THE YEARS

'CAUSE I HAVE SEEN THE FUTURE
IT'S YOU AND ME
GIRL, I DON'T WANNA HURT YOU
IT'S QUITE THE OPPOSITE
AND I WAS BUILT TO PLEASE
UPSIDE-DOWN AND INSIDE-OUT
IT'S NOT LIKE THAT'S YOUR PIECE
TELL ME THAT YOU WANT ME, BABY
I MIGHT NOT AGREE
I DON'T WANNA LEAVE
I FIND IT HARD TO THINK NOW

'CAUSE I HAVE SEEN THE FUTURE
IT'S YOU AND ME
GIRL, I DON'T WANNA HURT YOU
IT'S QUITE THE OPPOSITE
NOTHING HURTS
LIKE SOMEONE WHO KNOWS
EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU
LEAVING YOU BEHIND
AND IT'S A HARD TIME TRYING TO GET THROUGH
ALL THE DAYS THAT DRAG ON, THINKING ABOUT YOU

I’VE SEEN THE FUTURE

AND IT’S STILL… YOU AND ME


The First Time I Knew

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