Sorry that I lied 
I hate when we fight
Now you’re outta sight
And I’m Ona. Flight
Take me it’s my time
Don’t care if I die
Don’t wait for replies 
Bella look at my eyes
Why can I not die???
I just wanna fly.
I just wanna fly…
Away from all my problems 
Everybody got some 
You’re my cherry blossom
Think I’m better off dead
Diary of blood shed
Please kill me if you’re upset
Bury me at sunset.

Theprivilegeoflovingyou (chaosysl)

shoutout skype for the ringtone sample
produced by me

lyrics: 
Cuz I don’t understand it
Yea I don’t really know where your head is
You treat me like I get it
But I don’t really understand the message
I think you get that
You made it clear,
But did you really? You just saved the tears
For later
You gotta tell me now
Cuz lately I’ve beeeeeeeeeen


Cuz, Lately I’ve been feeling homesick
If you want me baby, you just gotta take me away
I keep feeling hella dangerous
If you want me baby, you just gotta take me away
Cuz, Lately I’ve been feeling homesick
If you want me baby, you just gotta take me away
I keep feeling hella dangerous
If you want me baby, you just gotta take me away

You made it clear,
But did you really? You just saved the tears
For later
You gotta tell me now
Cuz lately I’ve beeeeeeeeeen

Cuz, Lately I’ve been feeling homesick
If you want me baby, you just gotta take me away
I keep feeling hella dangerous
If you want me baby, you just gotta take me away
Cuz, Lately I’ve been feeling homesick
If you want me baby, you just gotta take me away
I keep feeling hella dangerous
If you want me baby, you just gotta take me away

homesick

Made August 2022

lyrics:
I could of tried 
To make it right 
I could of gone oh
You could known 
Me better
But time is gone

You bring me out 
On the floor
I’m loving everything
And more
It’s you
Woah
I’m losing sight
Of everything
But loving
Every thing I see 
It’s you
Woah

Everything and More

I retrace our steps

You don’t understand guilt

I live in them pain pills

I feel stuck, okay

Outta luck, okay

In my gut dyin days 

So what okay. I know that you want stay 

My debts in a grave 

You're all that I crave

The laws that I break 

The tears that I shed

Everything I wanted now is dead 

I can't shake this feelin

I was sad on vacation 

Foreign food I don't wanna taste  it 

We fight, okay. No it's not okay..

You can't take this pain away I'm already in my grave 

Percocet, no pain.

Okay? Okay..

I keep feeling so numb

I don't wanna hold my tongue anymore 

Sorry that I shut the door

I don't wish to hurt you

Dyin when I'm sippin red wine I be cryin cryin

I be lookin back like everything was a fuckin lie..

I thought everything you said was real but it turned to lies

You don't got a spine

I'm sippin on red wine

Damn I did a line..

You told me not to, I do it every time ..

My face goin pale 

She lie through her veil..

My gear goin stale.. 

Cheap thrills

I can think- 


I feel stuck, okay

Outta luck, okay

In my gut dyin days 

So what okay. I know that you want stay 

My debts in a grave 

You're all that I crave

The laws that I break 

The tears that I shed

Everything I wanted now is dead 

I can't shake this feelin

I was sad on vacation 

Foreign food I don't wanna taste  it 

We fight, okay. No it's not okay..


sowhatokay (friendly)

Watch my back..

Evething you said 

I can't see no more 

This shit don't make no sense

Where did you go?

I can't cope

This can't go on..

I still have.. everything.

Drive me insane.

What did I do? To make you go

Oh my god what did I do? (Oh my)

Wherever you go I'll be right beside you. 

I live Inside you

Talk is cheap no this ain't easy 

Easy!

Where did you go?

What did I do? What did I do..

(I live inside you)

No more.. this shit don't make no sense


Where did you go?

I can't cope

This can't go on..

I still have.. everything...


catchingmyself (flare)

Girl I’m hopping trains yea just got on J

NYC met bad bitches they all up in my face 

Now I kick it wit Sheff yea he tell me how I step

I'm in nyc my ex bitch no she don't believe 

She said come Le Bain, so I'm at the bank 

Tellin me I hate you cus I'm not from your state.. 

I could tell your fake from a thousand miles away 

I be doin drugs on these high rise doin doin dates 

Now it's fyed up how I cannot feel my face (nah)

Why these niggas talkin they don't even come my way?

Constantly drinkin all my feelings away

She just wanna sip she don't want no dinner dates 

Cryin from the fact that I gotta leave your place

Damn I love the sex but I really love your face

She don't wanna text so I don’t know what to say

Don't know what to say as she just left my place 

Driving me insane when you said get all things

Now I’m in the city doin what you said I can't 

(What I did) (Eugh)


everythingthathappened (violet)

such kind words don't mean much coming from someone like you

I'm missing your touch and you're miles away
I want you to clutch me and tell me to stay
I'm sorry I fucked up I made a mistake

This shit disgusts me this shit a disgrace
I can't stop blushing you make me this way
The further apart the heavier the weight
Baby rip out my heart maybe this what it takes
Going back to the start maybe that's okay

What did I do, like what?
You pop pills just to hurt me, you know its fuckin' me up
Do whatever you will, but it's leaving me stuck
And I always get chills when you give me that look
'Cause its hurting me still, yeah that's more than enough
Plant pink daffodils right where I'm hung
Die a red death in the setting sun

I'm missing your touch and you're miles away
I want you to clutch me and tell me to stay
I'm sorry I fucked up I made a mistake
You're doing these drugs but this shit won't change
This shit disgusts me this shit a disgrace
I can't stop blushing you make me this way
The further apart the heavier the weight
Baby rip out my heart maybe this what it takes

What did I do, like what?
You pop pills just to hurt me, you know its fuckin' me up
Do whatever you will, but it's leaving me stuck
And I always get chills when you give me that look
'Cause its hurting me still, yeah that's more than enough
Plant pink daffodils right where I'm hung
Die a red death in the setting sun

red death

Do dat (gamo8k)

i hear your voice but it just slips through my hands
and i’m just hoping you still know who i am
honestly, i’m shot

i’m terrified of telling the truth
but then again i hope i’m something to you 
honestly it breaks my heart

fuck this ghost town 
eyes bleeding in the back at the dog pound
apologies again, i said i’m sorry
i fucked it up again and now its piling up
i’m trying not to sin but i’m running out of luck
id do it all again but its bringing me down
blood falls
and i can’t breathe when you’re around
withdrawals 
blood seeping out
i’ll die from a million cuts
i’ll drown
no sound
deathbound


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