don’t even try to find this song on yt😭😭😭 

hmm 🙁 let’s go to the circus and eat popcorn instead 🙂

this is so beautiful i'm so glad you wrote this when you did

Lovely song, I love flatsound, such amazing work

always feel like im in a whole nother world when i listen to your songs

songs to cry to

there is a darkness inside of your brain
and i don't think it'll ever go away
at least not entirely
through all that you try to be
you crawl and you hide beneath
all those layers of mountainside
the soil has calcified
you’re constantly wondering
if the monster will get to you
while you're navigating through
the labyrinth of everything

but i still like you even when the days are long
and i still like you through the cloudiness of the thickest fog
and i still like you through the months and months you were convinced it's gone
and i still like you a lot

i still like you even when the days are long
and i still like you through the empty space of a distant god
and i still like you through the years and years i couldn't get a job
and i still like you a lot

there is a darkness inside of your brain
and i don't think it'll ever go away
at least not entirely
through all that i try to be
i can feel it inside of me
like a bandage i couldn't close
a festering hologram
i'm sorry for everything
and now the monster has bitten you
and i would do anything
for you to roll up your sleeve
because the monster has bitten you
and all i'm trying to do
is show you where it's bitten me
it's bitten me

the labyrinth of everything

6:49 AM was the last moment I lost u

buy it on itunes

nothing good comes from being gone

Alicks. - Next To You

Bloom EP available everywhere Nov 18th on Almost Communist Records. 
Video for this single here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Wps8xG12gEQ
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Enjoy.

Apple

Away From The Noise

what did you expect
i've always been a little bit pretentious
is it stuck in your head
as the only thing i've ever been
this is not what i meant 
when i said it's repetitive
and hard to forget

but i am so bored
i wonder if i should even try
how'd you get me so bored
i'm still waiting to come alive
if i wasn't so bored 
i would get up and i'd go outside
but i am so bored all the time

what did you expect
i've always been a little introspective
i get stuck in my head
like it's the only place i've ever been
this is not gonna end without bottles of medicine
so i stay in my bed

because i am so bored
i wonder if i should even try
how'd you get me so bored
i'm still waiting to come alive
if i wasn't so bored
i would get up and i'd go outside
but i am so bored without you in my life

bored

tell me what to do
when i get home
all scratched and bruised
i’m licking all my wounds
anything to heal them soon

and i think
when i taste blood
inside my mouth
i feel alive

daylight, night time
what’s the difference now
it all blurs into colors
and words i can’t pronounce
i want to take a different route
but i don’t know how

a dog with blood in its mouth

do you find it so much harder than me
to sit and watch me get eaten alive
by the thoughts that wake me in my sleep
on the nights that i feel everything
but i swear that i’m well aware
how i take curses and make them prayers
we’ll pretend that i wasn’t scared if you want to
i swear that i’m well aware
how i take curses and make them prayers
there’s a monster under the stairs
i think it wants you

i see it watch you
every time you walk through

now it’s black
and you’re in love with broken teeth
and every broken part of me
when it’s dark i feel warm beneath the sheets
i guess that’s why i couldn’t leave
but i swear that i’m well aware
how i take curses and make them prayers
we’ll pretend that i wasn’t scared if you want to
i swear that i’m well aware
how i take curses and make them prayers 
there’s a monster under the stairs
don’t let it haunt you

because it’ll haunt you

when i think that i’m under fire
it feels like i’m underwater
i know that i must look tired
i hope i can meet your father

it feels like i’m under fire
i swear that i’m underwater
why does everything make me tired
i hope i can meet your father

it feels like i'm underwater

you shouldn't start
i know who you are
when you're behind his back
you take it too far

but you say
we all reach a point
where we get too tired
and it all just goes away 

and i wanted to
be here next to you  
when our bodies all decay

we can act like it's the end of the world

start the day off with a weight
and stomach pain
turn away
a simple call for subtle change
but every day
feels the same

come to life
valentine
and walk beside me close
come to life
little thoughts of mine
the ones that i love most

i’m walking in circles where my dad
used to stand among the plants and
they’re growing taller than i can
up the wall
over the fence

my hands are high
they grab the vines
and begin to climb the post
why have i begun
where i started from
it’s a palindrome i wrote
i want leaving to feel like
i’m coming home

so i’ve gotta try
i’ll try
i promise to try
because with you and i
in the night
i feel fine
with just you and i
in the night
i feel fine

palindrome

great, isn't it great
to be held like your sisters baby
hate, you said you hate
when i just lay there like an empty body
but i don't listen and i don't care
i don't like it so get me out of here
i don't listen and i don't care
the smell of smoke
the taste of chamomile

i don't listen and i don't care
i don't like it so get me out of here
it's all so distant and i'm so scared
the smell of smoke
the taste of chamomile

oh no, think i'm in trouble
ten long years inside of this bubble
ha ha, look at him struggle
fuck my mouth and feed me your knuckles
oh no, everything crumbles
you found me inside of the rubble
ha ha, look at me struggle
begging for help from someone who's dead
i'm trying to decipher things that you said
but they only exist inside of my head
so no, i don't want to be calm anymore

chamomile

wake up tired
sometime before noon
it’s stuck on my mind 
something i told you

i’m sorry that i do
things i don’t want to

do you believe in love
it feels like a memory of a cher song
do you believe in love
i’m scratching my eyes out 
come over to my house

everything’s empty
i am a part of what you lack
tell me i’m crazy
put up a wall i cannot pass

do you believe in love
i want us to listen to that cher song
do you believe in love
i’m scratching my eyes out

nov 13 (do you believe in love)

secretly leave the coffee shop
walk the avenue
make our way to the beach
your head resting on my knee
pretending to stare out at the sea
and i don’t know where anything goes
i don’t know where anything goes
i don’t know where anything goes
i don’t know where anything goes

i don’t like the weekends like i used to
show me all the weakness that i show to you
because i don’t know where anything goes
i don’t know where anything goes
there’s a man above us watching you perform
i bet he feels so alone

pretending to stare out at the sea (carlsbad, ca 2006)

i record songs and write poems and i really hope you're having a good day.

a dog with blood in its mouth

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