songs to cry to

can’t

Nouns - You're Not The One That I Want

Alicks. - Next To You

Bloom EP available everywhere Nov 18th on Almost Communist Records. 
Video for this single here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Wps8xG12gEQ
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Enjoy.

Apple

Away From The Noise

this time is different
i feel different
lost under tension
fateful companion
your skin is frozen
my wounds closing
you overestimate
the ones you love the steps you take
i want us to be best friends but
maybe baby i cant pretend
when im asleep
is when you call me
don't talk too deep
we'll be sorry
find hope in nothing
we are nothing
i want us to be until the end
maybe baby i cant pretend

the pictures on my phone are all of you

see myself in a screen
wasting days, counting weeks
getting more familiar with how you speak
while you're away from me
but i don't want to say goodbye
because it's safer when i'm by your side
i want to be near you
like i'm meant to

but hey
i think it's going to be alright
when we're sleeping and i'm by your side
i want to learn to fly
but it's safer when i stay inside

i want you
but the monster
won't let me
escape here

by your side

what did you expect
i've always been a little bit pretentious
is it stuck in your head
as the only thing i've ever been
this is not what i meant 
when i said it's repetitive
and hard to forget

but i am so bored
i wonder if i should even try
how'd you get me so bored
i'm still waiting to come alive
if i wasn't so bored 
i would get up and i'd go outside
but i am so bored all the time

what did you expect
i've always been a little introspective
i get stuck in my head
like it's the only place i've ever been
this is not gonna end without bottles of medicine
so i stay in my bed

because i am so bored
i wonder if i should even try
how'd you get me so bored
i'm still waiting to come alive
if i wasn't so bored
i would get up and i'd go outside
but i am so bored without you in my life

bored

tell me what to do
when i get home
all scratched and bruised
i’m licking all my wounds
anything to heal them soon

and i think
when i taste blood
inside my mouth
i feel alive

daylight, night time
what’s the difference now
it all blurs into colors
and words i can’t pronounce
i want to take a different route
but i don’t know how

a dog with blood in its mouth

i like you

i know i’m friends with the trees
they peer out my through the windows
silently staring back at me 
i want to root myself deep in the ground
i want my arms grow strong, bear fruit, be home to the bees
let my blood turn to sap and my fingers into leaves

i want to go back
let me return to the ground in the ashes of the earth
my bones are just carbon
or star dust
i can stand my sentient form
let me return to the place where i was born

i can’t see the lines they’re blurred
i say i do my best without my sight
when im hurt the most
spread my ashes when i die
don’t let me be enslaved to this form
particles separate

i want to go back
let me return to the ground in the ashes of the earth
my bones are just carbon
or star dust
i cant stand this  sentient form
let me return to the place i was born

Mantis

glowstick (extended play)

i don't want to be here

Peace and Quiet

March 14, 2012

(TW: lyrics discuss self harm/suicide) so this week, i’ve been six months clean from self harm :) longest i’ve ever gone. i’m really proud of myself, bc it has truly been a tough year, but i am so much stronger now. this song is about my struggles with thoughts of relapse, intrusive thoughts, and just about the lows you go through while recovering. for my fellow survivors, i love you guys so much <3 if you ever need anything, my dms are always open. on the contrary to this song, i am very happy to be sober/clean :) (btw i’m super nervous 4 this ahaha)

happy six months (read description)

Song written from bella swan's pov after edward left her cuz she has literally no personality outside of him still much love tho xx

Bella If She Had A Personality (Single)

Bella If She Had A Personality

i record songs and write poems and i really hope you're having a good day.

by your side

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