ذكريات 2008 خالد الدوسري عبدالرحمن العيد والشباب الله يذكرهم بالخير

The older i become, the more intelligent i get, and the more intelligent i get the more i realise things, realise the state im in and how lonely I am and how unetanable love is for me. Why at such a young age do I have to feel this way, i want to kill myself.     
I work harder than anyone to feel better about myself but then, I realise again that it doesnt matter, ill never find love because I cant socialize for shit, I cant relate to any other kids because ive dropped tiktok and video games so I can improve myself for the sake of pleasing my bitch mom with the highest of standards. It doesnt help that I had depression and anxiety and loss of memory because of the physical and mental abuse she gave me, so i couldnt even focus on homework or   anything without feeling like I want to sleep or lay down to feel calm, or safe away from all of my problems. I might buy a gun when i turn 18 to kill myself ( 2 months awat ) I hate people and i dont think any women is as pure as im hoping.

Beginning of 2022

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Dreamcore

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i hope you're okay

Cancion by Felix Ibañez (Songtree-id-5828096)

BBBlue

lay awake 
counting all the time you waste 
sleep for days 
sink into the bed you've made 

left alone 
in a place you can't call home 
so get high 
don't tell your friends you want to die 

because that's life 
and its cruel 
and its wrong 
but you have to hold on 

because love 
can be felt 
in a song 
long after i'm gone 

so when i 
am put to death 
for the things 
that i've done 

just know 
that inside 
of my heart 
that you 
were the one

All I Wanna Do Is Get High With U In My Room - Dandelion Hands

Cinnamon

this time is different
i feel different
lost under tension
fateful companion
your skin is frozen
my wounds closing
you overestimate
the ones you love the steps you take
i want us to be best friends but
maybe baby i cant pretend
when im asleep
is when you call me
don't talk too deep
we'll be sorry
find hope in nothing
we are nothing
i want us to be until the end
maybe baby i cant pretend

the pictures on my phone are all of you

see myself in a screen
wasting days, counting weeks
getting more familiar with how you speak
while you're away from me
but i don't want to say goodbye
because it's safer when i'm by your side
i want to be near you
like i'm meant to

but hey
i think it's going to be alright
when we're sleeping and i'm by your side
i want to learn to fly
but it's safer when i stay inside

i want you
but the monster
won't let me
escape here

by your side

Is this the life 
That you asked for
Are you happy now
You walk around 
With your broken smile
When you go back in town
Is this life that you ask for 
Are you happy now
You take it all in broken smiles
Are you happy now

This life that you asked for
Are you happy now
You want to be
Alone
You want to be 
Alone

Is this life that you asked for
Are you happy now
You walk around with a broken smile
Will you be happy now
Be happy now

crying blood

i like you

my friends don't know i know they hate me

https://mentalhealthcomp.bandcamp.com/album/running-from-the-dark

"Running from the Dark is an album compiled in honor of mental health awareness month. Each track was graciously donated by the artist and many include personal explorations of mental health.

All proceeds from this compilation will be donated to the National Alliance on Mental Illness. NAMI is the nation’s largest grassroots mental health organization dedicated to building better lives for the millions of Americans affected by mental illness. "

Fog Lake - Oh My God

where did you go, and what did you do
with all the time you were too scared to move
and what is it like to be by yourself
for three and a half years
for roughly three and a half years
if we could just pretend that i went to college
and that is why you, you haven’t seen me
i wanted to go, but not for this long
i over did it
why did you say that i was one in a million
because i believed it i thought i had something
that you were too scared to lose
so if we could just pretend that i went to college
or traveled abroad and did something different
anything but just sitting at home
for three and a half years
writing song after song after song
so what is it like to be by yourself
and not feel like you’ll die
around everyone else
i thought i was one in a million
well thanks for nothing
yeah thank you
thank you 

if we could just pretend

To Forget

Missing Teeth

i record songs and write poems and i really hope you're having a good day.

by your side

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