Not rap, you wont regret it i promise --> https://soundcloud.com/homs_2_u/addicted-and-begging-for-help

I can't express how much I love this song

I've cried to this song so many times bruh.

cool music

you said okay

saturday dec 14 2013

bubble boy, an insignificant cell on a strangers body. a nobody, with no purpose, but i’ll still find a way to draw parallels to who looks better with their shirt off. now it feels like the world is spinning too quickly and sometimes i just can’t fucking believe that i’m here right now. please, i’m begging you to compare me to someone else. spit in my mouth,  then on my chest. let me taste you so when you’re gone i’ll know exactly what i’m missing. it’s 1am and i want to be apart of you in ways you’ll only bring up when you talk shit on me years later. until then i’ll kiss your stretch marks, and you’ll run your fingers across old scars, and together we’ll repeat 'i love you' until the mirror breaks.

the root of my problems doesn’t have a root at all. it isn’t a string or trail of bread crumbs i can follow back to a single moment. it isn’t a suppressed thought, it’s a voice that convinces me my thoughts are worth suppressing in the first place.

we'll repeat 'i love you' until the mirror breaks

don’t hold your tongue
i know we’re done
i’m not an idiot
there’s no coming back
from where we’ve been
and who we’ve been with
but these are not the people
we thought that we would touch
and i’m scared that if i see you
i’ll start missing you too much

i know i felt like home
a year ago
when this was new
we’ll learn who we are
when we drift apart
when we drift
but when did we become so old
tomorrow i turn twenty four
and i’m still chasing the dreams
we had in high school

now we’re clinging onto objects
that someone else had touched
in hopes that we still smell them
in the fabric and the dust
i took the book you wrote me
and i tore it into shreds
but i still keep it in a shoe box
in a space next to my bed
i want to hold you until i’m empty
and i’ve got nothing left
so when you let me go
could you do it slow

and i’m sorry that i went away
i just needed some time to make
the pain into something
you can hold

july 8th, 2014

you're a mess in public

6:49 AM was the last moment I lost u

it's thursday, january 12th and this is the last time i'll talk about drowning

海を乗せる船
今を見る夢
果てしない部屋
やさしさ　やさしさ

穴の空いた底
したたる水と僕
光を探す闇
来た場所を夢見て

しわがれた希望
すがったまま落ちて
知ってたかのように
まだ死なない


海を恥じる虹
さっきが傲慢に
繰り返す部屋
さびしさ　さびしさ

穴を塞いで
眩しすぎる空
満ちることなく
いつまでも明日がある

やつれた理想
破ったままつかんで
安心したかのように
まだ握ってた

嫉妬し合う憧れ.WAV

days dedicated to the thought of being through 
and i just want to lay in bed with you 
and admit that i'm so tired of everything i do 
but with you - it was new 

and i can't stop thinking of the moon 
or the nights i saw your breath in the room 
so draw a line within the snow 
between what you thought and what you know 
and in that space i'll build a home and i'll wait 

if this fire goes out i will keep you warm the best i can 
i'll throw everything i have into the flames just to make it last

in the absence of everything, i promise to keep you warm

there are reasons that i can't stay 
i counted them all myself 
but i will always keep awake 
searching for how it felt 
because all i want is to find myself in anyone 
and i wonder if it'll ever come 
as easy as us giving up 

if this could stop 
i don't think i'd want it to 
i built my life around watching everything you do 
it still feels like you can hear me when i talk to you 
you just don't respond 

and all i want is to find myself in anyone 
and i wonder if you're having fun 
i wonder if you're having fun 

all i want is to find myself in anyone 
and i wonder if you're having fun 
in that empty space where we used to talk

you wanted to look for help, i wanted to sit and wait to be rescued

From the album "town" (DWL020)

deaddrunkwithlove.com/dwl020

kitchen - november prayer

we would make an EP but i think we're both too impatient for that so!! :p

lyrics:
You expect more of me than I could ever meet
Everything I do is never quite complete
I know I disappoint you but I'm trying as hard as I can
You'll never care and I'll never understand
Please just give it a rest and don't expect the best
For I know you'll expect too much and I'll just let you down
I'll just let you down

I want to tell you that I need you to be proud of me
I know it's annoying and I'm sorry please don't hate me
I'm sorry
Without support, this is so hard, it's so hard
Will you believe in my vision
I need to stop wishing
It's so hard

it's so hard

hi!!! another song!! wow only after a few days!?!?!?!?! CRAZY!!!! anyway

lyrics:
you're all i want
and i'm all you need 
if we ever talk
i hope you never leave

all i really want is for you to be happy
even if it doesn't involve me

every word you say will tear me apart
and every time you cry it will break my heart

i just wish that i could help you
but i am afraid i'll only make it worse for you

and when the sun comes up you'll see
everything you want you'll see in me

to see you alive

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