prod. flesh

lyrics: 
your words on repeat inside my head
why can't i leave the world i left
i waste a week alone in bed and 
i curse all of the things i left unsaid
all of those lies that i regret
i flew too high in my defense

yeah i'm sure you'd let me bleed out on the fence
was breaking strings out of the tension i could do without the pressure
i worked myself to death i think i need a new obsession

face it, face it, too complacent, this a mirage
wasted, wasted, take my wake up, see the face of god
ace of spades it, kill my ego, just dry me out
wait up, wait up, can't shake this fear of missing out 
x2

just get the jump on it, jump out the mattress and go reach the summit, fuck it
how many times will you numb it? say i won't lie but i've already done it, love it
smothered myself with the numbers i watch as they they plummet, all of this so sudden
killing what's left of me, pushing and tugging, i don't got energy, not doing nothing

i check on my phone, no texts, how coincidental
lost my innocence i can't win this battle
yeah i miss my friends, no i still can't let go
only 21 but still i whip the rental
tryna grip my center, hell no
miss the days when i was gung-ho
steaming kettle, need to breathe a little
heart is so brittle, feel it get old, whoa

whoa, need to let it go, gotta protect my soul
gotta set the tone, how'd i get so cold?
whoa, need to let it go, gotta protect my soul
gotta set the tone, how'd i get so cold?
whoa, need to let it go, gotta protect my soul
gotta set the tone, how'd i make it here?
how do i say what's real? oh, what do i do to heal more?
what has got into me? not sure

face it, face it, too complacent, this a mirage
wasted, wasted, take my wake up, see the face of god
ace of spades it, kill my ego, just dry me out
wait up, wait up, can't shake this fear of missing out
x2

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baby they'll be all gone, i dont wanna go run
after more bitches, i swear to you i'm so done
you're gon' be the last one, that i ever loved bro
that i ever loved bro

but i ain't bitter, i'm just broken and cautious
the way i shiver in motion, i'm nauseous
playing back our convos like tracks in the process
now i'm being ghosted, couldnt wrap mind around it
why does this feel hopeless?
keeping my face up like poker
life ain't that fair got no jokers
when you're low you go lower
keeping an eye up like mordor
still got my ring on
thought i could feel it, but no more
what should i go for now?

i got my feelings but can i trust them?
i got my heart, for you it's open
tell me why do i feel the coldness
losing track of time alone at home here
(nothing but my own time)

baby they'll be all gone, i dont wanna go run
after more bitches, i swear to you i'm so done
you're gon' be the last one, that i ever loved bro
that i ever loved bro

yeah, i been numb, but it’s safer that way
every girl feel like a rerun now, drains that smile out of my face

i decided to stay, even it kills me a little more every day
i hope you're doing okay, dont wanna see you just waste
it's beautiful that you create, i cannot let you just fade
still keep your song in my playlist

go run (demo)

caregiver.wav

timezone (caspyy)

Merlot (legos)

i'll scream
your name
so loud
it echos away

i can't breathe
oh ur not right here with me
oh such a shame
shame

i've got your blood
all on my hands
oh what a mess
that i have made
i froze im stuck
tell me what the next step is
cause i don't know
how to control
myself

i want this
im watching
like tell me
how do you want love?
im nauseuos
i lost it
right before us
cant help it
im obsessed
with the way you touch
i need you
i cant help 
but feel im not enough


its all okay
maybe that was a lie
you wont ever know
i wont see your face
i do this for nothing
i wake up 
just to find out
its all the same

i've got your blood
all on my hands
oh what a mess
that i have made
i froze im stuck
tell me what the next step is
cause i don't know
how to control
myself

oh what a mess that i have made [muzcean]

Vocals, Mix & Master by @solrisyours
Produced by @idlyblare
Released with safehaven.
Cover by Scarlet & @solrisyours
YouTube Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3LaINUnFnmo

lyrics:
it's nice to know eventually it gets better
and some changes needed made; i threw away that old sweater
the one he said looks best on me
but i feel safe where she stays
in this haven she made
she feels so right close to me

she makes her way in my dreams
my favorite company
i'll sit by those autumn leaves
the ones you piled for me

adorable girl, we'll make our way out of here
i'll show you the world, and that there's nothing to fear
or we can go to that forest no one knows
or a beach in the summer, we'll keep the water on our toes
or a house in the suburbs, watching shitty horror shows

it's nice to know not many know you like i do
even though that's the case, i still feel like i don't know you
what's your favorite food? what's your favorite thing to do?
all those things you say to me, do you promise that they're true?
god, those autumn leaves are pretty
i can't lie they remind me
they remind me of you.

solr - leaves (idly blare)

produced, mixed, and mastered by srypedia (me) & sunder
(production inspired by @dawsin)
(song inspired by little nightmares 2 & tokyo ghoul)

srypedia:
i met this girl along my way
short black hair covered her eyes
tall guy with a shotgun and a trench coat 
i’m nervous, gotta protect her
my throat is starting to close
i held out my hand
can’t be hesitant 
she got this look in her eyes
i think it’s kill intent
but we gotta survive
can’t leave her just to die
my leg is cramping up
hide in the swamp that’s outside
we gotta go he’s catching up
got a long shotgun, HES SHOOTING THRU THE MUD
i don’t know what is going on
i asked her name
but she said she don’t wanna talk
why r u being like that?? just tell me what’s going on 
shotgun pellets zipping past my head but she looks awfully calm
we found a house, we gotta hide inside before he comes
shotgun got stuck in the door
i blow his head off from the other side 
so now we’re back to square one i asked her name
she looked at me, whys a kid filled w disdain 
she held her hands up…i counted six
i took my bag off
“what is this?”

sunder:
is your voice all in my head
seeing someone who’s not there
terrified is this the end
grasping to something that i know is dead
gotta believe that you’re still right there
grab this gun put it to my head
just one shot and i’m with you right there
swear to my god that id do all i can

looking for you but this place is so loud
calling your number just to block out the sound
know that id rather be anywhere else
sos i’ve really been needing help but
you don’t care
you don’t care and that’s fine
but i’ll call you back just one more time
think i see my end and 
its in your eyes 
touch so bad but i want a lifetime

“I miss you so much it hurts. Why? Why couldn’t you just live for me? You had a choice. WHY DIDN’T YOU CHOOSE ME?
Even if it meant forsaking your honor?
YES IF SHE’D BE HERE NOW.
Even if it meant hurting her?
IF IT HAD TO BE DONE.
Even if it meant killing her?
WHATEVER IT TAKES.”

srypedia:
AH
AH
AHH
AHH
AHH
I LOOK INTO UR WINDOW
I SEE A GHOST I DIDNT KNOW
N IM SCARED FOR MY LIFE
RUN AWAY UNTIL I DIE
there’s not a time where i don’t feel afraid
PULL THE KNIFE OUT MY STOMACH
AND LOOK INTO UR DEAD EYES
I DONT THINK U REALIZE
EVERYTHING ABOUT U IS ALL I DESPISE 
I USED TO SEE A GIRL THAT I LIKED
NOW I LOOK AT U
I WANNA DIE
U GOT SOME NEGATIVE AURA MY GOD
I NEVER THOUGHT THAT U WOULD BE A FRAUD
BITCH COUNT UR DAYS IM COMING FOR U
I GOT SOME SCARS AND A COUPLE SCREWS LOOSE
TALL LANKY MAN, WHO IVE BECOME
BITCH CANT U DANCE? U ARE JUST SCUM
(prod. sunder)

“Good boy. Now you’ve got it Kaneki. You’ve learned the lesson your mother couldn’t seem to grasp. That sometimes to protect one thing, you have to have the resolve to let go of another.”

“Thou didst me good service, Serosh.”

srypedia:
“i hate u tristin
i hate u tristin 
i hate u u-u-u”
if u know what is right for u
u wouldn’t try to fight 
well im too busy 
collecting debts 
while ur begging for ur life
a stalker, oh i don’t know what’s wrong w u
u should take ur life
i dont know
oh i dont know
my dad, oh im missing my dad
hm
unheard of, why am i pathetic?
m-my shirts off while she’s getting naked
she turn into a beast
she claw my back
she’s getting restless
(prod. srypedia)

static w/ sunder.

Written by: Lizzie Calisto
Produced by: sorrow bringer
Mix and Master by: Chris Martsolf

[LYRICS}

Prisms of violet light reflect off my skin tonight
Tiny sparkles and specks flicker in fading moonlight
I shouldn't be here, but to leave now just wouldn't be right
I hear don't eat of the apple, but I know I just might

I take a walk up that hill, the dead of night at my back
Inside there's nothing to feel, I still don't know how to act
Slivers of light shine, the whites of your eyes attack
I catch a glimpse before everything fades to black

Forbidden fruit, oh now, what did I do?
Cause all hell broke loose as I was reaching for you
And now I live with the pain of starting over again
Forbidden fruit, I should've never have eaten it

Lead me in
Play around
Fill me up
Spit me out
(I should've never have eaten it)

Forbidden fruit, oh now what did I do?
Cause all hell broke loose as I was reaching for you
And now I live with the pain of starting over again
Forbidden fruit, I should've never have eaten it

Prisms of violet light reflect off my skin tonight
Tiny sparkles and specks flicker in fading moonlight
I shouldn't be here, but to leave now just wouldn't be right
I hear don't eat of the apple, but I know I just might
(I hear don't eat of the apple, but I know I just might)

Forbidden Fruit (Prod. sorrow bringer)

produced by me (dawsin)
written by me (dawsin)
lyrics:

my patience runs thin
my doubts start to creep in
this town feels cold
like it wants my soul
and my friends have split
i barely give a shit
i was always on my own
not one sound from the phone

i feel getting closer
i can feel it deep inside my bones
i can, i can feel it
feel it
i can, i can
whenever you're not around
i talk to myself like a ghost
i can, i can feel it
feel it
i can, i can

i can, i can feel it
feel it
i can, i can

i can, i can feel it
feel it
i can, i can

and i
hand me a pair of scissors
so i can cut my heart out
my heart out
beggin to die
cut me open
just to prove
not the monster you once knew
and the lies
peeled my skin
waste my youth
frizzy hair
and a rotten tooth

by now there's moss on the wall
powerlines fell down, no calls
it smells like mildew
blood on the carpet, it came from you

oh the guilt towers so tall
wishing my brain will just thaw
oh I'm afraid of you
of what you have the power to do

menacingly walking out the fog
she says to herself "like wtf"
oh ill happily die on this hill
till my blood grows cold from the chill
in my two hands, equipped with a club
go to her safe place, at the pub
gun got a nose and its a snub
you gave me a look like you wanna run

moss

prod. xhaji x nihil2free

i don’t wanna go outside
it’s like everyone wants me to die
i put my heart on my sleeve sometimes
and now i don’t wanna go outside

(2x)
i don’t wanna go outside
every day is suicide
i don’t see the point in life
my body is something i don’t like

i don’t wanna go outside
it’s like everyone wants me to die
i put my heart on my sleeve sometimes
and now i don’t wanna go outside

(2x)
i don’t wanna go outside
it’s like everyone wants me to die
i put my heart on my sleeve sometimes
and now i don’t wanna go outside

outside

artist / producer
@hollowbodyco @signett001

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