drinking until i throw up

Sour w/ NAVYXOWER, imperial & The North Shore [+ irby]

Nothing I say or do will change it
Memories last

Changing feelings n switching wit the seasons at last
Not stuck in the past, I got scars on my back
Blood on my bed, room filled with red
Can't see past it right now but there's something ahead

I dunno what u wanted but can I take a wild guess?
U wanted something, or someone who was less of a fucking mess

Memories past nah there’s no going back 
Sometimes I feel so sad cause nothing good ever lasts 

You’re all that I had now and you’re gone like that 
We stabbed each other’s backs and things turned out bad 

Now I’m messing up yeah I don’t know where I’m at 
Feelings gone so fast oh yea that’s a fact 

I used to be so attached then you packed your bags , it was over like that , now baby that’s a wrap 

I was such a mess I was so depressed
Under so much stress turned into a mess 
I was such a mess I was so depressed 
Under so much stress turned into a mess

mess ft. LA LUKO (prod. The Ushanka Boy)

on and on (interlude)

Her problems w/ XELFIY (XELFIY x jkei)

SQUAD II

heights

freezing cold

a song I wrote while suicidal.  the Pain Away series are songs i make explaining my thoughts during depression </3

Pain Away III (feat. lilbearshawty) [prod. JWest]

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Lyrics -

Nothing ever really feels the same
I'm stuck here with this constant fear
that everything always has to change
why does it have to change

now I'm living in this atmosphere
cause they all left me here

hate it when you turn out the light
lost you in the dark
will I be alright

I'm tired living life alone
disoriented from my past
sever me from you with no chance to last

I'm surrounded by x4
I'm surrounded by ember

Nothing ever really feels the same
I'm stuck here with this constant fear
that everything always has to change
why does it have to change

now I'm living in this atmosphere
cause they all left me here

hate it when you turn out the light
lost you in the dark
will i be alright

la da da da da
la da da da da

you should of took me with you
this desperation seeps through
i know I can't come with you

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H8 Lyrics:

You can just h8 on me I really love it
I’m at the top so I’m stayin above it
They talked a lot now they all gotta shove it
Hittin that ass from the back And she love it
Tell me she doesn’t 
I became something I wasn’t
Made myself rich Got the Internet buzzin
I knew that I‘d be a Star 
when everyone said that I wasn’t 

Look at me shine Look at me flex
Look at the way that I pound on my chest
Look at the way that she touchin her breast
She only doin it cuz Im the best
Im finna ruin it if it’s a test
I was thru wit it I left my ex
Workin so hard that I hardly rest
spend a whole check and that’s on my set Yea 

Don’t think that I’ll ever forget
The ones who were in my corner
And the ones who were after my neck
Even tho I left I still adore her


You can keep saying 
that you didn’t mean it
But I know you mad 
that I signed an agreement
That shit was so crazy 
man you shoulda seen it
Now I got that cash 
on demand when I need it
And back when you all
said you didn’t believe it
You gave me opinions
I told ya to keep it
I had my own vision 
i always could see it
I made the decision 
To do more than dream it

Read it and weep i just played me straight
It’s actually sad to me how much you h8
Instead of ur words youd be eatin a plate
My table reserved for the real not the fake
I’m skinny right now but I’m movin dat weight
Beginning was hard but I never did break
I really can’t tell you how much I make
I really don’t know how much more u can take

Don’t think that I’ll ever forget
The real ones who stuck by my side 
and the ones who said they were my set
Then talked behind my back after saying goodbye

I stay on my grind everyday I be juggin 
I hustle no matter what
Im thankful I made it from nothin to something
While haters been too busy stuck
I made all my moves never put it on cruise
Now I’m up in a foreign truck
I leveled my head despite all that they said
And now I couldn’t give a fuck

You can still h8 on me u won’t feel better
I know what you thinkin right down to the letter
I hear that you talkin and makin them gestures
But h8 and success really don’t go together
this is my fate I can handle the pressure
I dug in my heels and I braced for the weather 
I still don’t get what y’all tryna measure
I guess h8 is just easier than just doing it better


Most people don’t make the cut
 you never know when the timing is right 


is juggin no matter the
Read it and weep aBelieve it no cappin I actually made it
I know how it happened

Pain Away III (feat. lilbearshawty) [prod. JWest]

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