safeway (prod. scholar)

There's a party
At the gravesite
In the asylum
I'm at the clinic
I'm not hiding
I'm just a cynic
Don't see the daylight
I see the spotlight
See the peroxide
I hear the siren
I'm not sorry
And would you tell me
How it felt when I was yelling at you
It's just another hospital bed I fell through

Party
At the gravesite
In the asylum
I'm at the clinic
I'm not hiding
I'm just a cynic
Don't see the daylight
I see the spotlight
See the peroxide
I hear the siren
I'm not sorry
Would you tell me how it felt
Would you help me if I fell
Would you help me

Nurse gave me the key to the basement
I made a studio I can escape it
No
I don't see the sky
I see the floor
I don't know what hurts me more

Liquid Crystal
Liquid Crystal Semi Conducter

I don't know my father now
No, I don't know my mother

There's a party
At the gravesite
In the asylum
I'm at the clinic
I'm not hiding
I'm just a cynic
Don't see the daylight
I see the spotlight
See the peroxide
Hear the siren
I'm not sorry
I'm not sorry
I'm going joker

There's a party
At the gravesite
In the asylum
I'm at the clinic
I'm not hiding
Just a cynic
Don't see the daylight

I'm soaked in oil and lime and slime
And I don't even know if I'll find the time
I don't even know if I'll live or die
Trying to find my way since I gotta try
I'm nerves
You know it hurts
I don't know what's worse
Am I really worth all of this pain
God take me away

Little Red Riding Hood

CATXSCAN - Liquid Crystal Semi Conducter

our existence is not political. our existence is not up for debate. i am who i am. we are who we are. i deserve to be able to be who i am.
if u think otherwise u deserve 2b curb stomped <3 
#endtransgenocide #protecttranskids

lyrics:

we jus wanna fuckin live what the fuck is problem 
we lose our siblings everyday, way too often 
trading our lives for some profit in they pockets 
i swear killn politicians is the only way to stop it x2

Our bloods on your hands 
it’s genocide in ways u don’t understand 
are our lives really worth the bands?
It’s not a fuckin crime to be trans 
ur a bunch fuckin nazis hiding in plain sight 
ur getting fuckin curb stomped if I see you in the daylight 
i Cant go outside coz im so fuckin afraid, why? 
How tf are fascists the cunts ur getting swayed by?

Don’t say u want what’s best 
We know that you just want us dead 

u want... us dead
 
we jus wanna fuckin live what the fuck is problem 
we lose our siblings everyday, way too often 
trading our lives for some profit in they pockets 
i swear killn politicians is the only way to stop it x2

Don’t say u want what’s best 
We know that you just want us dead x2

*the only good transphobe is a dead one* #endtransgenocide <prod gbb>

music video: https://youtu.be/A13EGQJPXso

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fuck it up

dreams n nightmares

[Intro]
These marks on my skin… they’re not the end of me.
They’re the reason I’m still standing.

[Verse 1] 
Every cut was a war I fought in silence
Every bruise a reminder of the violence
I stitched myself back when the world tore me apart
Carved every battle in the flesh of my heart

I wear the weight of a thousand nights
Where the blade felt closer than the morning light
But every scar is a story written in skin
Proof of the battles where I refused to give in

[Chorus]
The scars are proof — I’m still alive
Every mark screams that I survived
I’m not the pain, I’m not the shame
I’m the fire that rose through the endless rain
The scars are proof — I made it through
And I’ll keep on breathing, I’ll keep on breaking through

[Verse 2]
You can call me broken, you can call me weak
But these cracks are the places where the light still leaks
Every tear that I shed was a seed in the ground
Now I’m stronger in the places where I fell down

I’ve been the prisoner, I’ve been the slave
I’ve walked with death and I’ve touched the grave
But I’m still standing, I’m still proof
That pain can’t erase the truth

[Pre-Chorus]
You’ll never see the battles I’ve fought in my head
But I’m still here, I’m not finished yet!

[Chorus]
The scars are proof — I’m still alive
Every mark screams that I survived
I’m not the pain, I’m not the shame
I’m the fire that rose through the endless rain
The scars are proof — I made it through
And I’ll keep on breathing, I’ll keep on breaking through

[Bridge]
These scars don’t define me…
They remind me…
Every time I bled, I refused to fall —

SCARS ARE THE EVIDENCE — I SURVIVED IT ALL!

[Breakdown]

I AM THE PROOF — I’M NOT DEAD YET
MY BLOOD STILL BURNS — I WON’T FORGET
THE FIRE INSIDE — WILL NEVER LOSE
I’LL SHOW THE WORLD — THESE SCARS ARE PROOF!

[Final Chorus]

The scars are proof — I’m still alive
Every mark screams that I survived
I’m not the pain, I’m not the shame
I’m the fire that rose through the endless rain
The scars are proof — I made it through
And I’ll keep on breathing, I’ll keep on breaking through

[Outro]

These scars… are not the end of me.
They are proof… I lived.