produced by @o756

cover art by @necronomicmiraclepending
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written by me

im at the dead flower garden
just above the depths
you gotta watch your step
or you will fall about a mile
when you start to decend
down deep within
youll start to feel a ton of weight
the kinda weight that make you bend
so stay up here in the garden
it still might not be the best
i know the flowers are dead
but remember what i said
its better than the depths
i'd know, ive been there before
and eventually ill prolly end up back there again

i lay a while, tried to rest in my pile of bones ive grown just a tad bit accustomed to
it seems its my fate just to lay for the rest of my days in this cylinder shaped, cold and lengthy grave
at the bottom of the well where you cant even tell when it was that you fell and you can only smell
the stench of bodys that been down here rotting for days and couldnt make their way back up to the surface

i want to be everybodys friend all the way to the end
but i have trouble talking to new people
i hate how nobody ever responds to whatever i say
its almost like i am not a person
but a ghost that everybody knows is there but no one cares about
my presense its just a slight annoyance
ive been lying in bed starin at my ceiling listening to my ceiling fan

i lay a while, tried to rest in my pile of bones ive grown just a tad bit accustomed to
it seems its my fate just to lay for the rest of my days in this cylinder shaped. cold and lengthy grave
at the bottom of the well where you cant even tell when it was that you fell and you can only smell
the stench of bodys that been down here rotting for days and couldnt make their way back up to the surface
 I LAY A WHILE, TRIED TO REST IN MY PILE OF BONES IVE GROWN JUST A TAD BIT ACCUSTOMED TO
IT SEEMS ITS MY FATE JUST TO LAY FOR THE REST OF MY DAYS IN THIS CYLINDER SHAPED COLD AND LENGTHY GRAVE
AT THE BOTTOM OF THE WELL WHERE YOU CANT EVEN TELL WHEN IT WAS THAT YOU FELL AND YOU CAN ONLY SMELL
THE STENCH OF BODYS THAT BEEN DOWN HERE ROTTING FOR DAYS AND COULDNT MAKE THEIR WAY BACK UP TO THE SURFACE

the surface (prod 756)

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art by nkieve8
visuals by nkieve8 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0rwvdqhg-aw

bittersweet bread ..--Prod Porkbelly

crystalmirror331 and galloper happy thanksgiving :)

old drawing of me by @vidrio12, collage and other drawing by me
繋ぎとめていたいよ
思いの丈すべて伝えたいから
耳を澄ましてごらん
僕が奏でているこのメロディが泣いている
泣いて泣いて泣いて x2

shattered

Produced by @taimuthy Taimo and @mmassi Massi
Artwork by @mymemorylife Sugar fruit dance
This song is from an upcoming mixtape, just wait for one moment while I'm working on it!
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@Crystalmirror331 Mirau sings the words as follows:

"Loose lips sink ships

Loose leaf, take sips of my tea that I made

Way too bitter!!

Gotta steep

Stay up, I don't sleep

all night

Can't believe this my life

For real, not the life made for me

I can't drive, only dream

keeping active, Bruce Lee

I could fuck you up bad if you won't come along with me

Spray paint on the tree

MiT that's my team

In the park by the sea

On the ground, watch the leaves fall down

Fall goes by, watch the leaves turn brown

Now it's winter, I'mma walk around the town

I got tricks in my hat, I could knock you out

To the ground, watch you fall right down

Like a building, you get knocked right down

I'm a crane, you're a concrete tower

When the wrecking ball hits, you gonna crumble to the ground

Fuck with me, you get sent to the clouds

I could sing about the pines

or about the way things played out

All the leaves go down the stream right in between the border lines

Loose lips sink ships

Loose leaf, take sips of my tea that I made

Way too bitter!!

Gotta steep

Stay up, I don't sleep

all night

Can't believe this my life

For real, not the life made for me

I can't drive, only dream

keeping active, Bruce Lee

I could fuck you up bad if you won't come along with me

Spray paint on the tree

MiT that's my team

In the park by the sea

On the ground, watch the leaves fall down

The leaves fall down

All the leaves fall

The leaves fall down."
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Released in conjunction with @mostimportantthing MiT homesail group, 2025.

Loose leaf tea!! (prod. taimo & massi)

written perfomed produced mixed mastered by junifer (feral cat)

25 years in a chair in a basement
while everyone is out with friends in a place that
seems like fun id rather kiss a gun
than ever try to fit in again

and theres no pain quite like monotony
it seems like unbreakable routines have gotten to me
again and again
and i heard from a friend of a friend

that im not worth the dirt that you walk on
and im not worth a hum let alone the full song
im stepping on rakes every moment im awake
at least im pretty good at making mistakes

who knows if ill ever find my place
another faceless victim of the ratrace
every day just feels like hell but im way too scared to kill myself
maybe that’s too personal but ive learned that self pity sells

backed against the wall with the girl i wish i was
every year im alive makes me realize that i am truly that dumb
ill relearn this lesson again and again
and i heard from a friend of friend

that im not worth the dirt that you walk on
and im not worth a hum let alone the full song
im stepping on rakes every moment im awake
at least im pretty good at making mistakes

friend of a friend

A full remake of my second album which was released in 2021. Tools and software used: Fruity Loops 2025 all plugins edition, Omnisphere 2, Novation Launchpad. Vocal recordings for chops were used in the making of the instrumentals using a Blue Yeti USB microphone, Enjoy the ride! 😄

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swords2 - christmas cheer ! [prod mimics gate]

Extra Terra & N3b - Silence

written perfomed produced mixed mastered by junifer (feral cat)

everybody lives on autopilot, if that were me id be unsatisfied
i couldn't live a life thats predetermined, when youre at the end there'll be nothing to testify
when everythings mundane and theres no happiness to rectify, do you regret the choices that you made just to get by
couldn't be me, couldn't be me, suffering is just another part of breathing

a 9-5 is another way to say self worth suicide
ironically i feel way better when i waste away inside
you gave up all your passions as a means to stay safe
ill gladly take the fall for every single risk i take

youve sacrificed your art, even worse youve sacrificed your heart
youve given up yourself just like when an actor plays a part
when you clock out tonight dont go back there tomorrow
thisll be the last day that youll ever feel hollow

everybody lives on autopilot, if that were me id be unsatisfied
i couldn't live a life thats predetermined, when youre at the end there'll be nothing to testify
when everythings mundane and theres no happiness to rectify, do you regret the choices that you made just to get by
couldn't be me, couldn't be me, suffering is just another part of breathing


shattered

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