do u really want me there we make out while hes in the other room
and u know that i dont care but i just miss the shit we used to do
lifes a funny story all filled with mellow dramatic tone
dialogue is boring cause i like wasting my time alone 
when u were there youd catch me before  could ever fall 
but now you stop and laugh before me as i stumble down the halls
i cant stand the face that u two make mirages i see through 
but what i loathe the most is how much i still miss you
do u really want me there we make out while hes in the other room
and u know that i dont care but i just miss the shit we used to do
in another life i swear id take ur hand and leave him in the dust
afraid thats not my character and im pretty sure my story sucks :/

⋆ stacys story ⋆ *ALL PLATS*

out on all plats now 🤞(mrdeetree on spotify)

Water You Doing Demo

puking w skeleton (slowed)

before i knew what hit me
i think im trpping, but when im 50 this shit wont slip my mind
im so sick and tired o-

u look good but i dont want u 
and i know that i should want someone new
you see life from a birds eye view
and it seems alright, but before i knew what hit me
i think im trpping, but when im 50 this shit wont slip my mind
im so sick and tired of wasting time on u
u look so good u look so good
u look so good, but i dont want u 
u look so good but i dont want u
u look so good, but i dont want u
u look so good but i dont want u
u look so good, but i dont want u
u look so good, but i dont want u
u look so good but i dont want u

u look so good :D *ALL PLATS*

this is not an official song i found an unreleased clip in a mix by parasocialfreak and decided to make this lol

lyrics (not 100% accurate its what i heard):

why do i only love you when youre gone?
fuck commitment i hate everyone
but if you leave, then youll be the only thing that i lay eyes on

you all using your power but it wasnt enough
on my very last day when the hours up
with my own two feet ill go walk to the sun
and i will scream "fuck god" cus you werent the one
why do i only love you when youre gone?
fuck commitment i hate everyone
but if you leave, then youll be the only thing that i lay eyes on

why do you only listen when i lie?
im preaching water while i drink this wine
my only wish is that we had more time
alone in my room thats how i spend my life
ks(keepsecrets) bitch you all know one 
she said "the white lines make my nose run"(coke)
fuck a first base(kisses) i need a home run(sex)
but all i wanted was somebody to hold on

why do i only love you when youre gone?
fuck commitment i hate everyone
but if you leave, then youll be the only thing that i lay eyes on

wifiskeleton x keepsecrets - why do i only luv you when your gone

prod rotten

Reality it's killing me
And I hope she's not too used to me
And I know it burns, and I know it hurts 
But it's nothing like you did to me

Wanna quit my day job, and go to hell
Maybe then I wont have to miss your smell
Reality it's killing me
Heart burns, pin till I feel ill

Did you even give a fuck, I'm sitting right here
Didn't call once, and didn't send a text

And all your friends are whores, does it mean you'll be worse?
Fuck my life, I'm living in a curse
Wanna set free, but I'm living on this earth
If you call I'm not far, but if you don't oh well.

reality its killing me

oooo he’s coming back for you
you can’t explain over the phone the things he made you do
oooo he’s coming back for me
i can’t express on just paper the things he made me see
oooo i’m tired all the time
i’m tired of shutting my mouth when someone asks me why
oooo there’s cuts inside my eyes
i’m driven to insanity so i just wanna die

raw 12 gauge shotgun shell

anna (⁠^⁠-⁠^⁠ ⁠)