Amber Island - Nelward & HiP CoLouR

lately
the days all blend together
the same things
and melancholy nights

sunbeams
might change up the weather
but in my dreams i wonder where you are

(I wonder where you are)

You're just on the horizon
though i know not to indulge, darling
I'm looking high and low

For my gumdrops
I left them on the counter
gumdrops
someone hid the jar, darling

the simple pleasure keeps my last 2 brain cells
from wondering where you are

You saw me at the turnstile
And I said I'm doing fine, darling
In one word we said goodbye
That's the scene in my mind

As I eat my gumdrops
they taste so sweet and sour
Gumdrops
They're never very far, darling
the simple pleasure keeps my last 2 braincells
from wondering where you are

from my gumdrops
I left them on the counter
Gumdrops
someone hid the jar, darling
the simple pleasure keeps my last 2 brain cells
from wondering where you are

i wonder where you are
i gaze upon the stars
and wonder where you are
i wonder where you are

gumdrops

this song is a little different from my other songs, just a more classic future funk ig?? plus its more of an edit of esplanade but thats cause i really need to spill my feelings into a song right now and that sample was perfect!!!!!!!!!!!!!

CUPID STRIKE ME

lydia

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nelward's highly anticipated EP brings about his vocal debut, channeling his explosive fun energy into crisp electronic desktop-pop (DESKPOP)!

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art by @brainFOAM (https://twitter.com/brainfoam_)

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LYRICS:

show me where u are
every time i hear this tune
u wrap around the vine

i know it sounds bizarre
but if i can tell the truth
i kind of lose my mind

i look at scenes for the picture (ready or not)
soaking up the sound

it makes me feel like a sinner
because i can’t seem to get u off my mind

i look at scenes for the picture (ready or not)
soaking out the sound

maybe oatmeal's for dinner
and we’re upside down

maybe this time its different (probably not)
leave me on my cloud

it makes me feel like a sinner
cause i can’t seem to get your airy eyes off my mind

Alive In Screen

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nelward - brain dance (feat. PAIGE)

Dedicated to Chris Taylor (1997-2018).

LYRICS:
I've spent many epochs trying to repair all my files
there are thousands of them in my mind
scattered all around, so fragmented
broken in my brain, my memory can't be the same
memory, volatile in nature
did I write to disk? 
or did I purge those thoughts all about you
there's nothing here that I can risk

please, oh please, oh where can I find you?
oh I miss you so
it feels like there's corruption inside me
bad sectors created from woe
when you were around I felt nothing and partitioned my mind
I wish that I could still feel aligned

wish that I could store all that data
may have flipped those bits
but all I want is you here beside me
I don't know if your file exists
recovered from a head crash that made me reconsider life, 
like an understanding of my time

please forgive me for my failures
I am human too 
when I look into a mirror
I say, "that isn't you"

wandering around without a purpose
combing through the tracks, I would do anything to have you back
I don't know what I did with your data or even if it's stored
I don't tend to think when I record

please, oh please, oh where can I find you?
oh I miss you so
it feels like something's zeroed inside me
I know that I have to let go
  
please, oh please, oh where can I find you?
oh I miss you so
the world feels so lonely without you
but I know that you had to go

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SAMPLE SOURCES:
Francy Boland - Claudia

Vocals by me

Volatile memories

I have a girlfriend who's not really human
and I like the control, but I'm not cut out for this,
the endless, infinite abyss

My alien girlfriend, no one knows what she did, 
where she's from, or what she is
I don't deserve her, she trancends our dimension beyond time and comprehension

I wanna love you and learn the ways of outer space,
so I'm gonna fly today, can you take me away

I can't ignore the signs, a beauty and fury of the third kind
the stars are aligned, look into my mind and see what you can find,
and all that that implies

My alien girlfriend, no one knows what she did, 
where she's from, or what she is
I don't deserve her, she trancends our dimension beyond time and comprehension

I wanna love you and learn the ways of outer space,
so I'm gonna fly today, can you take me away

I could never say you amount to somethin
Never gonna mean you amount to nothin (x500)