For every child who’s been told they’re “too much” or “not enough”
This is the story of life in a world that won’t slow down.

A neurodivergent mind trying to survive the noise, the lights, the looks, the labels. Misunderstood by teachers. Isolated by classmates. Always one step behind, or three steps ahead, but never quite where the world expects.

Until one quiet moment, and in my case, the sound of a clarinet.
It didn’t fix everything, but it gave my chaos a rhythm, and my mind some space to breathe.
(It won’t be the answer for everyone, but it helped me begin to find my way.)

This track isn’t perfect, neither am I.
But it’s honest. And sometimes, that’s enough. 💙🎵🕊️

This track is for the kids who feel everything.
💙 For the ones masking to fit in.
💙 For the ones melting down inside.
💙 For the ones still searching for a safe place to just be.

You’re not broken. You’re brilliant.
And your rhythm matters. 🎵🕊️

****Lyrics****

They said, “Use your words,”
But mine don’t come when I need them
They said, “Pay attention,”
But I already was, just not the way they wanted
I don’t talk much in class
But my head never stops
I see things they don’t
And they call it “wrong”

It’s too loud, too bright, too fast
And I’m trying, I promise, I really am
But I don’t fit in their lesson plan
So they call me “difficult” again
I’m not broken, I’m not bad
I just need someone to understand
It’s too loud, too bright, too fast
And I’m doing the best I can

The lights flicker hard
And the questions come too quick
They say “just be normal”
But don’t say what that is
I like quiet corners
They call that “hiding”
But I call it breathing
When the noise keeps rising

It’s too loud, too bright, too fast
And I’m trying, I promise, I really am
But I don’t fit in their lesson plan
So they call me “difficult” again
I’m not broken, I’m not bad
I just need someone to understand
It’s too loud, too bright, too fast
And I’m doing the best I can

I wish they’d stop asking me why I’m like this
And just ask me what I need
They might find I’ve got answers
They’ve never even seen

Then one day they handed me a clarinet
Said, “Let’s see what happens”
And I did
I held it close
Like something that understood
One steady breath
And the chaos moved

It’s still loud, still bright, still fast
But I found a way to hold it back
Through every note I find my pace
In every sound, I carve some space
No, it didn’t fix everything
But it helped my heart to sing
It’s still loud, still bright, still fast
But now I know who I am

I am not naughty
I am not wrong
I just needed
My own kind of song
And if you’re someone who stands beside us
When the world feels too sharp to explain
Who waits through the silence
And stays through the strain
If you've helped us breathe
When the noise felt too wide
If you’ve shown us our value
Instead of making us hide
Then thank you
For seeing the spark
For hearing the thread
For loving us gently
When others just fled

🎵 Too Loud, Too Bright, Too Fast

Put Light On - Epic Dark electronica

Same procedure as for the last song: recorded a song, searched Looperman for suitable vocals, and found another vocal in Aale Elvish. This time composed by Elven Voice and sung by Lesperado. To explain again: The language Aale Elvish is a kind of Elvish based on Esperanto. Miraculously, this vocal also fits my song perfectly.


Original Version: https://www.looperman.com/acapellas/detail/23572/seh-heh-dahnsehvlehn-by-elvenvoice-90bpm-folk-acapella

Elven Voice on Soundcloud: @elven-voice

Lyric: Elven Voice
Vocals: Lesperado
Music & Arrangement: OMCB

Cover Picture: Pixabay.com



Lyrics

Seh-heh Dahnsehvlehn (Aale Elvish)
Dancing Heart (English)

Seeahn veedeev veen see fehtee-ehlahn
When I saw you here
mnahgnayten fay mneeyah veeheegahdaylen
magnet for my eyes
Mnee sinteev yen teenehvahlahn
I felt something new
mneeyah seh-heh sehnenseev dahseelayn
my heart started dancing

Mnahldah tah-hen ah lah sehlehjen
I thank the heavens
feh tee-ehl vehlah lahveh-hehneh
For such a beautiful composition
Lee-ehv veh seenfehnee ehtahjen
Yes. Your company is
See mee fleh vehlahvnyeh
what I want the most

Mnyehtah-hay ehn lah veevehfahn
Mysteries in life
ahlfehtehv dehnayndehaynleen
bring questions
See-eh ehvtahv lah gahnseelehfahn
Of what purpose
deh see teeah vahveevehleen?
is this life?

Mneeahn seh-heh dahnsehvlehn
My dancing heart
ee ehtahv mnahlteh flee eh sinflah vehjehnehn
It is much more than a simple path
Jin lah veh-hehfehndeh mnyinlehn
Here is the answer itself
Vee teenehv leen nehvehntah tee-ehlnehn
You keep it moving like that

Ehv sahn lah ehsahleh sehvheetahlahn
Even blindfolded,
See veeahdahv veenah vehsehnlehn
If I hear your voice
ah sehntahv vyehn fahrtfahmehnlahn
or I smell your perfume
nyah seh-heh saynyehnsehv dahnseelehn
my heart starts to dance

Mnyah seeah fehleeveh tee-ehlneh
I've always wanted you so much
Tseh dahseh ahneefehtahjehn
Thank you very much, universe
Vehleh seeah jehneh-hee vehnsehnyeh
A desire that generated victory
eeahn ehvtahv mnyahjehn
It's already mine

Mnyehtah-hay ehn lah veevehfahn
Mysteries in life
ahlfehtehv dehnayndehaynleen
bring questions
See-eh ehvtahv lah gahnseelehfahn
Of what purpose
deh see teeah vahveevehleen?
is this life?

Mneeahn seh-heh dahnsehvlehn
My dancing heart
ee ehtahv mnahlteh flee eh sinflah vehjehnehn
It is much more than a simple path
Jin lah veh-hehfehndeh mnyinlehn
Here is the answer itself
Vee teenehv leen nehvehntah tee-ehlnehn
You keep it moving like that


Seh mee ehvtahv sehn veeleh
If I'm without you


Mneeahn seh-heh dahnsehvlehn
My dancing heart
ee ehtahv mnahlteh flee eh sinflah vehjehnehn
It is much more than a simple path
Jin lah veh-hehfehndeh mnyinlehn
Here is the answer itself
Vee teenehv leen nehvehntah tee-ehlnehn
You keep it moving like that

Mneeahn seh-heh dahnsehvlehn
My dancing heart
ee ehtahv mnahlteh flee eh sinflah vehjehnehn
It is much more than a simple path
Jin lah veh-hehfehndeh mnyinlehn
Here is the answer itself
Vee teenehv leen nehvehntah tee-ehlnehn
You keep it moving like that

Seh-heh Dahnsehvlehn - Elven Voice feat. Lesperado & OMCB

MIDDLE AGE by NOVA J

[Vers 1]
Where’s the train, it’s rollin’
Oh, I missed my station 
There’s my mind, controllin’
Low on inspiration 

I’m not here to misbehave
I’ve got no more oats to sew
I’m damn near my middle age
You know how the story goes

[Pre Chorus]
And time goes fast
Time goes too fast

[Chorus]
And the world is changin’ (changin’)
Oh the world is changin’ fast
All these wars I’m waging (waging)
I don’t know if I will last

[Hook]
Until the end (until the end)
Until the end (until the end)
Until the end

[Vers 2]
Look around 
Looks like I missed the memo
Starin’ down
It’s a long hard fall below 

I’m too tired to keep on climbin’ 
But I’m too afraid to fall
I’ve worked hard for what is mine
And I’m so scared to lose it all 

[Pre Chorus]
And time goes fast
Time goes too fast

[Chorus]
And the world is changin’ (changin’)
Oh the world is changin’ fast
All these wars I’m waging (waging)
I don’t know if I will last

[Hook]
Until the end (until the end)
Until the end (until the end)
Until the end

[Bridge]
I know I somehow made it halfway
But there’s so much I don’t know
I know how scared I feel on some days
Is there any room to grow?
I don’t know (ooooh)
I just don’t know (ooooh)
I don’t know

[Outro]
I’m not here to misbehave
You know how the story goes
I’m damn near my middle age
But I’m praying I can grow
And time goes fast
Time goes too fast
And the world is changin’ (changin’)
Oh the world is changin’ fast
All these wars I’m waging (waging)
I don’t know if I will last
Until the end (until the end)
Until the end (until the end)
Until the end
Until the end (until the end)
Until the end (until the end)
Until the end
Until the end (until the end)
Until the end (until the end)
Until the end
Until the end (until the end)
Until the end (until the end)
Until the end

MIDDLE AGE

This song was written to offer a sensory anchor and create a safe space for anyone moving through a dissociative state or an episode— and can download the song directly for free if you like.  💜🧡🤍
With a gentle, repetitive melody and a steady beat, it provides something tangible to latch onto.  It is meant to feel safe, familiar, and emotionally validating— is meant to help reconnect with themselves and their surroundings without becoming overwhelmed. The calming tempo helps to support natural breathing and heartbeat rhythms, reinforcing presence and inviting a gentle return back to the here and now.


💜🧡
Sunflowers

[Intro]
[vocal harmonies looped around the word barefoot]
I stand barefoot where the wind knows my secrets
and no one’s asking me to explain myself

[Verse 1]
I walk through rows of sunflowers
with my silence intact
they don’t talk
but they’re listening
I don’t have to say what’s on my mind
it’s okay to be quiet

[Chorus]
This is where I can breathe
where I let things go
the wind takes some of it with it
and I don’t have to be brave
It’s calm here
I can end and begin again

[Verse 2]
The soil breathes beneath my feet
tells me—stay you’re enough
even the sun dips down gently
I’ve learned that quiet is tough love
I’m just a small petal falling 
but even the small matter here
I let myself slow down
(and it feels good)

[Chorus]
This is where I can breathe
where I let things go
the wind takes some of it with it
and I don’t have to be brave
It’s calm here
I can end and begin again

[Bridge]
I could say something
but I don’t
the silence is already speaking for me

[Final Chorus]
This is where I come back to myself
where I let things go
the wind takes some of it with it
and I don’t need to pretend
I lose myself to find again
and there’s no need to confess
and here in the silence 
I finally feel at home

Sunflowers

WHY by NOVA J

[Intro]
Why (why)
Why (why)

[VERSE 1]
Why (why) why do I have wandering eyes?
Always chasing cheap delights
In the dark between my thighs
Hmmm
Why (why) am I never satisfied?
Why’s the truth so hard to find?
Still I won’t compromise

[REFRAIN]
I just wanna be happy
I need to be free
I pray every night
That something heals me
But I…
Keep asking why?

[HOOK]
Why? Why?
Why (why)
Why (why) 
Ooooh why
Ooooh why
Ooooh why

Why (why) do I keep getting high?
Say “just one last time”
Then vanish into the sky
Hmmm
Why (high) do I ghost the good guy?
Still chasin’ a better ride 
But in the mirror, I cry

[INSTRUMENTAL]
Ooooooooooooh

[BRIDGE]
Why does it all look perfect on paper?
Why lie in bed dreaming my escape?
Why do I run when I long to stay?
Why do I push all my love away?

[Outro]
Oooh why? Why?
Oooh why? Why?
(Hmmm why hmmm ooooh ooooh ooooh)
Why (aye) do I still chase the high?
Asking questions, no reply
I just keep asking why?
I just wanna be happy
I need to be free
I pray every night
That something heals me
But I…
Keep asking why?
Why? Why?
(Ooooh)

Embarrassment Saved Me

This song was written and created by : 
J J Samuel

#Electronic Pop #World Electronica, #Psytrance #Country Techno #folk-pop

“eternity” is about eternal love and I even used a Latin word called “Aethernum” meaning Eternity. It’s a love and romantic song sung with passion and soul. Starts nicely with a soothing and gentle guitar melody. Feel the world beat behind you and the soaring effects and beauty that drives the song. It has some electronic, country and elements. There’s a slight African twang/flare. Enjoy ☺️ 🥰 🎶

ETERNITY

les ondes fines de nos sentiments se prolongent en nous infiniment, comme des ricochets dans l'eau ( le son est meilleur aux écouteurs ou casque)

Comme des ricochets dans l'onde Yamuna

Music is a universal language that takes us on an emotional journey. It touches our soul, allows us to dream, and gives us comfort in difficult times. For this reason, poets have always tried to capture the magic of music in words.

Do you see the moonbeams dancing

Eons

- Composer and musician that loves synthesizers and SoundCloud.
- Makes music on iPad.

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