It's Gone

IT'S GONE

Sumic - Thinking About It

chronicling the holidays seasons of 2018-2020 

lyrics:
some heavier footsteps
morning is here
a wrathful note from dad who spoke for god

“to who fucked up the tree
you’ve spat on the cross”
and jesus slammed his kids against the wall

i hate this place
like i hated my friends
and everything’s as bad as it’s ever been

how could you?
how could you make my mother cry
break our family

my christ is dead
i loved him and you took his head

i hate his face
like he hated my friends
and even going on was at an end

now i was goddamn special
but feeling better was a sin
my voice was healing crowds
but did they know my dad was just like them

everything’s so quiet when the black and blue turns grey and green
fly away and hide from healing just so i can say i’m free

so touch starved i could cry
i break down every night
i’ve been dead for way too long to want to die

i hope my father hears this and he knows how much he fucked my life
i hope if god exists that i can burn in hell and burn inside
i hope the hellfire stops the panic attacks i get every night
i hope the christmas after this i finally feel at rest inside

enormous thank you to @ebumusicc and @echoriftmusic for feedback that made the song listenable lol. and waves r-bass it saved my ass

christmas song

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shawty u my boo thang

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PENIS MUSIC COLLECTIVE IS BACK IN ACTION AND WE'VE CUM BACK HARDER AND FASTER THAN EVER BEFORE.
FIFTY-FREAKING-EIGHT SONGS, MUSICAL NUMBERS AND ALL SHIT NO POST POSTS TO SATISFY YOUR BIG WILLY NEEDS.

Our lovely dicks and cocks over at the official Penis Music Collective Discord took part in a 48 hour all-nighter type event to create whatever they wanted no-holds-barred! We KNOW ya'll are gonna be jerkin tf outta this one, because we all had a grand ol' BALLS of a time creating all of our tracks.

Without any further apoo, Penis Music Collective Presents...

PMC VOLUME 11: THE CUMBACK

Elequence - Stars to Endeavor

014/365 w/ @felimos

lets goooooo this ambient banger has been brought to you by Felimos and myself we had a lot of fun putting this one together we may have lost a lot of sleep in the process but it was worth it (: i hope you all enjoy it as much as we do <3

20220114 w/ Felimos

a mess. this will be on wildflower :)

hope all of you enjoy it <3

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BROKEN DOWN

goneGoneGone (w/ alaska sargent)

@charlie-zacks

I'm scared to leave my room now
I'm scared to leave my house
My mom says it's unhealthy
That I never get out
I'm scared of the helicopters
Scared of the cops
I'm scared of the chemtrails
Keep my door locked

Keep in the filtered air
Recycle everything
Everywhere now
See me through my webcam
You know they can
You know they can
You know, you know

Don't want my life to pass me by
God damn it, maybe it's really my star sign
You said I'm prone to hiding
I said it's just anxiety
"Why would you be afraid of what you don't know?
Take the risk take the shot
And see wherever it goes"
I wish it was that simple
But I can't shake this syndrome

Another light show inside my retina
Drones around my head, satellites pick up antennas again
I wrap my table in foil
Off white color, I picked up another cigarette
It's a brave new world
Survival of the fittest, they control the citizens
Get the clock and watch it tick away to get right through the shift
It wasn't your choice, I'm not taking my chances again

Keep in the filtered air
Recycle everything
Everywhere now
See me through my webcam
You know they can
You know they can
You know, you know

Don't want my life to pass me by
God damn it, maybe it's really my star sign
You said I'm prone to hiding
I said it's just anxiety
"Why would you be afraid of what you don't know?
Take the risk take the shot
And see wherever it goes"
I wish it was that simple
But I can't shake this syndrome

IT'S GONE

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