i'll stop being happy if it means i can be what you want

hysterla - puke

From Gavin Bottger’s part in “MILO”
https://youtu.be/z3PK1D5LEWs

Catherine - Whisper

Eternal Agony III

Hated By Life Itself

https://liveleak.com/my-suicide-457298

(YouTube/Original Description)

Band: Decalius
Genre: Dsbm
Location: Seattle
Members: Braulio

Facebook:  

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Instagram:  

 / https://www.instagram.com/decalius_band  

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/1q4hWErLtwYQIca9js6NgP

I've been working on this for a while, I'm glad it's finally ready, I remastered the old songs and turned them into one album, the production of the old songs was very bad and I felt uncomfortable with it, the albums Isolated From Life, Drowned Rotten and Alone, and Exiled in the dark will be removed and replaced by this remastered album

Decalius – The Lonely (DSBM) (Remastered)

my vitriol, grounded

♬TRAↃCKLIST♬

1. ↃCRYSTAL (CC TUESDAY REMIX)
2. ↃCASTLES (CC CRY BABIES REMIX)
3. ↃC (CC ATLANTIS TO INTERZONE SAMPLED)
4. ANGELIↃCA - emotional turmoil

Thank you angelica for being a part of this mix and for making a cc song for me :)))

CCMIX Ft. Angelica

ↃC

Dearly beloved, I write you this sullen day
The birds no longer sing, I'm led astray
Through thick and thin, I've kept this within
Bring joy to others; your decision through murky waters

Impending misery, it seems, to flood my dreams
Distress has had its' way with me, this person I no longer wish to be
Ran away from thee, suppressing my agony

For at the end, I'll stand(The safety of your walls, faded at knife-draw)
My hope, now a broken land(Your council now brash, broke their pact)
In green fields, severance demand(The attack left me scarred)
I hope you understand(but I know you'll go far)

For at the end, I'll stand(The safety of your walls, faded at knife-draw)
My hope, now a broken land(Your council now brash, broke their pact)
In green fields, severance demand(The attack left me scarred)
I hope you understand(but I know you'll go far)


could be better. - pathetic, beautiful

beheaded