https://soundcloud.com/1heelflip cover

i can see you got a lot on your mind
but you're still in my brain
18 years was long enough
to be going on this way
when i taped my windows shut
i knew i'd gone insane
but i let things get so bad
it all made so much sense to me
you made things so bad too
should i express it all for you?

19 years passed by quick
there's alot inside my brain
this might've been long enough
it hurts to go on this way
when i taped my windows shut
could you tell i was insane?
you let things get so bad
that makes so much sense to me
cuz you made it so easy to
express it all for you

20 years have passed in a flash
do you even remember
the little boy i used to be
mom do you remember me?
when i taped my windows shut
it wasn't much to me
things hurt so bad all the time
and that makes so much sense to me
it's gonna be so easy to
express it all for you

express it all for you (heelflip cover)

forever dreaming

[Verse]
I really loved her
She was really cool
I made her songs
And wrote her notes too

She doesn't love me
Anymore
After I poured my 
Love on the floor

[Chorus]
Wish she knew that I loved her
I'd go back to spoil her
Love's too hard, I tried and cried
Now I feel so dead inside

[Verse]
Was it cause I'm stupid?
Or why as it cause I'm dumb?
Why do I always feel
Like I done something wrong?

Unstable for her love
I don't know what I've done
To make her go away from me
Tried so hard she'll never see

[Chorus]
Wish she knew that I loved her
I'd go back to spoil her
Love's too hard, I tried and cried
Now I feel so dead inside

Unstable For Her Love

I see the scars on your thighs
Your dead body super hypnotized
Magic spells complicating my thoughts
Overwhelmed why'd you leave me like that?
You left me like that that
You left me like that you left me like that
Like that like that

Oh oh, start of winter suicide
Oh oh, start of winter suicide
Oh oh, start of winter suicide
Oh oh, start of winter suicide
Oh oh, start of winter suicide
Oh oh, start of winter suicide
Oh oh, start of winter suicide

winter suicide (xo_willow cover)

Chords:
C F Em Am

I want to have a Mirror
I'd dive into my own throat
Wipe the Stains;Make it cleaner
I don't wanna choke

I don't know what to do
I've lost my own throat
I'm left choking up the pieces
and nobody hears me now

I'm screaming in the dark without a voice
as I try to find my own wealth
Nobody knows what coming
Nor Do I know Myself

Will you ever see me in a new light that I can share with you?
I don't think- I don't know, what will you do?

I can't Make up my de-cisions (Don't follow me I know nothing
I can't Make up my de-cisions (Don't follow me I know nothing
I know I'm not someone who's Kindly? (I'll try- to be honest with you
but Will you hug me oh so tightly? (But I still don't know what to do

I don't think it's gonna be A-ok
Left in this pit of Rosemerry
Will I ever take off past this clouded mass
or will I forever be stuck in the past

Don't you see what I want to do today
Fall into Eternity the cycles of Entropy
It Remains in my Mind
Nobody sees me or gives me any time
I know it's okay cuz I'm gonna go insane
I know it's fucking worthless to Say Anything
at all but I don't want to Fall~

Rosemary Flight

fuck billie eilish and this retarded blue sc logo
@losergirlfriend @1heelflip @techclub
she's a roastie
2 dozen cats living with her
she's over 30
still waits for chad to do the work
and she's not trying
cuz she thinks that's she's worth much more
alone she's dying
she want half of your shit in court

u don't know me
i don't like u
thx for coming
now it's time to kill u
cuz i'm a psycho
and i'm a loser
u know i'm the type to repeat murder
u know ur a whore
u know ur a bitch
u know i'll leave u rotting here in this ditch
maggots calling this corpse a roastie
well i agree thx for playing

yea yea in the mall
two-dozen cops i kill em all
breaking down at the seams 
big body armor on me
dont know why i feel like this tho
idk, where im gna go!

rip roastie w/ loser girlfriend x heelflip

Soundcloud won't let me post all the lyrics :(

You Should Be Ashamed

Hailey Williams


lyrics

(chorus)
When the song turns to agony follow through just follow through
when the shit hits the fan on me I follow through I just follow through

(Verse 1)
When the screen is frozen you wanna be careful
my computers old and its getting corroded
and it wouldnt take much for something to go wrong it wouldnt take much to erase all my songs 

(verse 2) 
If I tore it apart who would really notice 
is what i work for really that important
lately all ive made is shit deep down I wanna burn all of it

(Second part of Chorus)
You can not break what you create 
You cant erase the things youve made 

Computer In Flames

Need to clear my head, with a bullet instead 
I'll be better off dead I'll be better off dead
Need to clear my head, paint the walls all red
Was it something i said? Was it something i said?

I need a job, i need some friends 
A peace of mind I cannot find
I wanna be rad but I'm too damn sad
That's too damn bad, need to clear my head
With a bullet instead, paint my walls all red 

I feel these walls are closing in
I can't feel fine i can't feel alright 

Just leave me alone
I'm dying at my home
I won't pick up my phone
I cannot stand being a wreck like this

CLEAR_MY_HEAD

@losergirlfriend x @pnaxx – no warning shots no survivors

that's the last time I'd ever trust someone
bpd as an excuse to just have her fun
and to her mind you're nothing but a number
she'll turn you into a suicide jumper

I've about had it up to here
so I'm putting my car in first gear
gonna pull out my glock 34
blowing out her brains that dirty whore
and I'm not getting caught
I swear to god I wont be stopped
so I'll just have to die
I'll put a bullet in my mind

bitch trippin out cuz she’s fucked in the head
ears bleeding out now I wish I was dead
I don’t like her I just wanna have sex
and if I get hurt I’ll fill her with lead

she got bpd and liquor and stress
she’s always spilling drinks on expensive dresses
pushed a butter knife into my chest
and said I’m the reason that her birthday’s wrecked

she's got this pretty disease 
that makes her angry and hard to please
and of course it's not her fault
swear she's gonna make me commit assault

bpd, so fucked for me, but she's what i need
bpd, i need to crash into a fucking tree

beautiful princess disorder w/ loser girlfriend x 404me

when I had a life
I felt like everything was doing fine
but it came crashing by
it left me broken beaten blind
I don't wanna live this way
I don't want to go die in vain
I know I must convey 
the horrible things inside my brain

4 years of meaningless apologies
for suicidal curiosities 
they want to learn my psychology
understand my terminology

I don't want to talk to doctors
they'll fill my body with toxins
mental diseases they'll transmit 
oh life is just not worth it

they'll find a reason 
to drug me 
they're just demons

they're sent from hell itself
"medical professionals"

everyday I wait
I wait for traffic on the interstate 
when I fall all my problems go away
in the body bag all of them decay
I don't want to 
live in a world that's like this
so someday what I'll do
Is kill myself in the wilderness

4 years of meaningless apologies
for suicidal curiosities 
they want to learn my psychology
understand my terminology

I don't want to talk to doctors
they'll fill my body with toxins
mental diseases they'll transmit 
oh life is just not worth it

Rosemary Flight

Foolz

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