The Sponge Files - Reef

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i missed your call i know i'm sorry i was up late
i know your friends they let you down i know that's frustrating
feel like i'm trapped inside my mind and i'm stuck waiting
all my friends they took they separate paths and now i'm on my own
where were you my love my second half you left and broke my bones
spent my savings on the drugs and now im left out in the cold
i can't find meaning in this body think im better as a ghost

i'm mistaken
i've been waiting
you hurt me and now i'm jaded
complicated
i'm frustrated
i went ghost and now im faded
i know you can't ignore it bothered by my troubled past
you built this bridge to cross it well i built this bridge to last
apparitions in the night my memories stay in a flash
i'm a lost lonely spirit would be better if i passed

all my friends they took they separate paths and now i'm on my own
where were you my love my second half you left and broke my bones
spent my savings on the drugs and now im left out in the cold
i can't find meaning in this body think im better as a ghost

ghost

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produced by jonah bru
mixed written performed by me
cover art by yinon

valentines day song
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thank you for listening as always

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show me how
show me how you love
tell me how
tell me how you feel
stop it love I'm exhausted
don't give it up, I thought you were someone that I-

don't tell me the time that I spent was no use
will I be more than (be more than)
problems to you?
oh I'll carry all my baggage to show you I'm able
you stutter your speech cause it's true

tread fine lines
when I'm with you it feels like there's no wrong or right
sworn by you, we'd grow older
my feelings attached
now I sit like a loner
oooh
I'll make sure that I'll
dooo
everything that you want me to
dumb ear had me in loop
what's there for me to do
don't give it up, I thought you were someone that I loved

don't tell me the time that I spent was no use
will I be more than (be more than)
problems to you?
oh I'll carry all my baggage to show you I'm able
you stutter your speech cause it's true

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wishes

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i wont take you back since
i hate to remember that all of this shits my fault
left it in the past tense
when it hits september i feel like im on my own

i was so wrong
i wont ever take you back
left your phone blocked
got fake friends
dont trust them too
got some cuts up on my shirt
shit you put me through

wasted all my time and
ruining my past and
cheated on the race but you still finished up on last place
fuck that
you dont know me too
hope they're always looking up to me
cause i wont look at you

sometimes i wish and i pray
that you'd call my phone
and you'd tell me its okay
now you killed a part of myself
put a pillow to my head and i'd
cry the pain away

i've been trying so hard (damn)
i've been trying so hard
i've been trying so hard
damn

damn
damn
damn

i was so wrong
and i haven't felt this lost in like so long (so long)
put it on god
he ain't care about my struggle in like so long

so i act like i ain't numb and im so strong
and am i a waste of time cause you moved on?
closing both my eyes hope i respawn
left me on my own had to sit and write a new song

i was so wrong
i wont ever take you back
left your phone blocked
got fake friends
dont trust them too
got some cuts up on my shirt
shit you put me through

wasted all my time and
ruining my past and
cheated on the race but you still finished up on last place
fuck that
you dont know me too
hope they're always looking up to me
cause i wont look at you

sometimes i wish and i pray
that you'd call my phone
and you'd tell me its okay
now you killed a part of myself
put a pillow to my head and i'd
cry the pain away

i've been trying so hard (damn)
i've been trying so hard
i've been trying so hard
damn

damn
damn
damn

i was so wrong
and i haven't felt this lost in like so long (it's not worth it)
put it on god
he ain't care about my struggle in like so long

i wont take you back since
i hate to remember that all of this shits my fault
left you in the past tense
when it hits september i feel like im on my own
—

song credits:
produced by @prodelxnce and @cymricxo
mastered by @1falc

video credits:

directed by me
co-directed: ricardospdp
creative director: nevefilms
cinematographer: thomas hall
gaffer: zak fenning
steadicam operator: corey milo
steadicam assistant: luc vrhovnik
make up: emily rayner-airey
vhs: zakari hosein
drivers: jarek brdak + paul barbra
editor: nevefilms
colourist: anri adler
graphic design: sblngr
studio: visual line ltd
rental: onestopfilms + haze films ltd
process & scan: on8mil
model: amber sharkey

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wishes

prod aftrr and dsi @luv-zhou
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baby are u alright
u aint sleeping at night
got no reason to tease u
its easy to fight
baby are u alright
say the word ill take a flight
is it treason to seek u
i need u tonight

im not one for talking
but i might just talk to u
caught ur eye soon as i walked in
play it off i keep my cool
all ur problems i could solve em
baby its just me and u
u to me my remedy
this feeling, tell me is it true

she some pressure
she dont need nobody
nobody can catch her
baby come to me
we know that man just lesser
falling
sometimes i wish i never met her
tell me where to rendezvous
grab a table just for two
te deseo tanto
tell me what u wanna do
at the club wit yo crew
fk it up, out til noon
camera flash, flashing lights
but im focused on u

(i just wanna talk, i wanna see u)
(see u, see u again)
(this feeling, feeling certain, is it real)

baby are u alright
u aint sleeping at night
got no reason to tease u
its easy to fight
baby are u alright
say the word ill take a flight
is it treason to seek u
i need u tonight

im not one for talking
but i might just talk to u
caught ur eye soon as i walked in
play it off i keep my cool
all ur problems i could solve em
baby its just me and u
u to me my remedy
this feeling, tell me is it true

-

i try to tell u one thing
u only hear another
cant catch my breath im running
the flower blooms by summer
i try to pick up the pieces
dont know where to go
this medicine what im taking
got me moving so slow

im not one for talking
but i might just talk to u
caught ur eye soon as i walked in
play it off i keep my cool
all ur problems i could solve em
baby its just me and u
u to me my remedy
this feeling, tell me is it true

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remedy

prod by aftrr

lyrics:

idk what it is but ur different
mysterious, oh ur peaking my interest
maybe u could be just more than a mistress
pillow talking this aint gotta be just business, oh
on my mind aint no other misses
to be mine, got no other wishes
hit my line and i promise ima listen
ur my intuition

u know i got pressure
come thru feel the weather
all space coupe the seats in leather
she know that theres no one better
havent felt the same since last december
i know what it takes tryna give u my effort
in love with the chase ever since i met her
i know i could change, tryna give u my sweater

i been acting funny tryna see the way u move
in love with the money ima spend it on u
talk to no one else, im not tryna be rude
spark it, up too high
hands on ur side
dance with me until its 3 or 4 clock
now we watch time fly
u could stay another night oh
if u dont mind ill put ur lips on mine

whats the word
are u hurt
baby come press the issue
im not sure
for what its worth
but i think that i miss u
whats the word
are u hurt
baby come press the issue
im not sure
for what its worth
but i think-

idk what it is but ur different
mysterious, oh ur peaking my interest
maybe u could be just more than a mistress
pillow talking this aint gotta be just business, oh
on my mind aint no other misses
to be mine, got no other wishes
hit my line and i promise ima listen
ur my intuition

u know i got pressure
come thru feel the weather
all space coupe the seats in leather
she know that theres no one better
havent felt the same since last december
i know what it takes tryna give u my effort
in love with the chase ever since i met her
i know i could change, tryna give u my sweater

intuition

4cf - Meraki ft. riptony (gambitz)

prod. rubbish
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Message

your love

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produced by plantcham
performed mixed written by me
cover art by my girlfriend 

sequel to crawler
thank you for listening like always

///
held it open like a doorman
tell me, why's it always pouring here?
she put it on like a showman
was the moment I knew I was scared
I split my head out wide
though incomplete, I try
I know that it sounds boring to you but this is my life
could you cut me some slack I
know that I'm not a good son
I'll wait till we orbit and then I'll wake up
spent 500 hours on screens in a month
let it burn up my skin so my eyes won't cry
a dumb ear I lended a thousand times
put my right hand on your shoulder darling
I'll tell you that everything will be just fine

it's alright
I've come to find there ain't a right time
so lower your conscience down
there's no use in trying to be found
could've sworn that I thought of it all
a bother so big or so small
a crawler that's stuck to the walls
if it's unfeasible then don't hurt me, falling

can hardly rest, don't let me go
my darling
this place not home
I pace around
you shut my mouth
I fall apart, it gets too loud
I don't wanna hold you
you've sewn and you've closed me up
they tried to console you
but my yells don't make a sound

my yells (my yells)
my yells have exhausted love
have exhausted love
I've had a hell of a day
wash it all up in the drain
don't make a sound
everything's gon' be okay

it's alright
I've come to find there ain't a right time
so lower your conscience down
there's no use in trying to be found
could've sworn that I thought of it all
a bother so big or so small
a crawler that's stuck to the walls
if it's unfeasible then don't hurt me, falling

can hardly rest, don't let me go
my darling
this place not home
I pace around
you shut my mouth
I fall apart, it gets too loud
I don't wanna hold you
you've sewn and you've closed me up
they tried to console you
but my yells don't make a sound

(yells don't make a sound
yells don't-
yells don't make a sound)
my yells don't make a sound
my yells don't make a sound
I'd hate to see you frown
I love you with my heart
I'd rather stay with you for now

showman

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