What am I doing? I really don’t know.
All the driving forces for my ‘why,’ have shifted or have slowed.
I thought my life would be given to alchemy, making suffering into song,
Now months pass by and I don’t sing or write, at all,
But hey, that’s okay, despite the odds, I have built myself a home
And then I moved away last year, and now I can only see it on the phone, 
Oops
Then, the best of all, I found LOVE?! and I was sure
Sure, like I have never been sure before
The kind of love, you want so bad, 
and by the grace of God, for some reason, they seem to want you back
but then, just like THAT… life was just having a laugh. 
Ha, ha. Haa. 
Now everywhere I go, there I am,
My unsmiling face, looking back,
Looking sad
Too bad. 
I miss the days when the answer to every question wasn’t “I don’t know” 
But I don’t know, I don’t know, I just don’t know.

Tupac’s life and words, continue to ripple through the world.  He seemed to understand humanity at a level, with patience and forgiveness, to be both inside it, and above it all. “Keep Ya Head Up” has continued to arrive at my finger tips as I question everything I thought I once knew.  Love to everyone just paddling their boat right now.

Keep Ya Head Up  (2Pac Cover)

prod @jun-m-325148681
https://twitter.com/00junm

My truth so shy don’t look 
Truth so truth so shy I'm shook (you’ll be obvious) 
Like father like son (oh we both wanted)
Graduation
And shut up I didn’t think about it
Take all you want I’ll be generous 
Loosening up to not let go
I didn’t think so
Walk off walk off
It feels familiar, but it died (died died)
(Walk off walk off)
And I’ll be waiiiiii

Catch me now
Would you bring me back the water if you touched the clouds?
The sunshine couldn’t stop me from falling down 
Oh icarus just help me to sleep somehow
And I’ll be waiting for you 
Catch me now
Would you bring me back the water if you touched the clouds?
The sunshine couldn’t stop me from falling down 
Oh icarus just help me to sleep somehow
And I’ll be waiting for you

My eyes
And oh where'd you go?
Why's your lamp alone?
I have a fear of heights so catch me far below
Am I down to earth or are you stuck with me
When I fall out the sky it's my apology
You can't catch me you can't catch me
You can't catch me you can't catch me
You can't catch me you can't catch me
You can't catch catch catch catch catch catch 

Catch me now
Would you bring me back the water if you touched the clouds?
The sunshine couldn’t stop me from falling down 
Oh icarus just help me to sleep somehow
And I’ll be waiting for you 
Catch me now
Would you bring me back the water if you touched the clouds?
The sunshine couldn’t stop me from falling down 
Oh icarus just help me to sleep somehow
And I’ll be waiting for you

Icarus prod. 00junm

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going to source my samples, guitar came from this
https://youtu.be/9tng5jg2kUc


https://forecastmusic.bandcamp.com/album/a-night-in-transit

a night in transit

friction

New single I worked on during my time at Full Sail University! 
Find it soon on Spotify and other online services.

Artwork by the talented Becca Tepen.

Bike Rides And Back Roads

I decided to do another cover from Dion and the Belmonts. This time on guitar. Thanks for listening!

runaround sue (cover)

Cover of If The World Was Ending by JP Saxe. Recorded about 4 years ago. Not really sure why I never posted.

If The World Was Ending (cover)

This is a song I wrote back during the nonstop days of college. I was walking home from work one night and realized I hadn't written a single song in weeks because of the nonstop work-school schedule. So I started singing out my frustrations.

Hope you enjoy.

I Don't Know If I Can Keep This Up

raised in Spain, living in Seattle, making electronic/dance music that i hope people will enjoy listening to.
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All my music is on my Bandcamp, be sure to check out my entire discography linked below!
thanks for being here, you're so important <3

ily,
~spencer

friction

forecast.