i used to be afraid of the dark

No Longer Here [prod 1800entity]

I feel my heart sink deep within my chest
And I think about the things we used to be and all the rest
Was nothing but dream, an illusion and a fantasy
Everything between you and me
Has locked my heart up and it wants to be set free
But you've held it captive, you're oh so attractive
And that's why I caption every image of you in my head and it's tragic
To see you with someone else
And imagine the words that roll from your lips
And how his hands travel towards your hips
As your fingertips run steady betwixt his hair
And oh how I wish I was there

And I remember the moment when I felt your heart give up
I was a thousand miles away and the topic of your art came up
So I praised you and told them how great you really were
But you took a wrong path and your details became blurred
Your fantastic art became obscured
You turned into a student looking for a cure
For being homesick
But you're sick of home and in your wildest dreams you couldn't even roam
You were stuck like a comb in a tangled mess of words in a tome
Looking for a reason to be alone but oh, if only you would've known
I have such fragile bones
I did my best to climb the highest mountain top
For you I would never stop but you let me slip
And so I dropped all the treasure we dug up
And you shrugged and said you'll do better next time
And I asked why did you try to break me so deep down inside
And you sighed and said
I don't know why

I still think about how it was so effortless
The night we fell in love
And we spent seven hours up above all the concerns we wanted to shove into the corner
And my former self became the coroner
Of my old ways
So I became a mourner of my new fate
Each and every day you've been away
Because they say you don't know what you've got until it's taken away
But they were entirely wrong I always knew what I had
That's why I'm saying these words that's why I feel so bad
That's why I questioned every moment if you really thought it mattered
That's why I die every single night and then come back even sadder
That's why to climb out of this pit I'd need a thousand foot ladder
That's why everytime I think of you my heart always shatters

that's why

lazy sunday (prod. nojon)

Let go 
I just wanted to be let get go 
Tie myself to the bedpost
I just wanna feel special 
I just wanted to be let go 
I just wanted to be let go 

I was just ready to get it and leave 
Maybe you know what your doing to me 
You know I never admit when I’m wrong 
Just like those times you swore you weren’t home 
I wanna know if you got it or nah 
Yes I am still breathing you proud of me now 
I’m calling and calling and calling it off killed all my dreams I’m coming back home 

Sorry I 
Never meant to go that far 
Only wanna hear you say 
We’ll travel to the stars someday 

prod @lonnellsuave
art @filthy.hands

Let Go (Prod. Lonnell Suave)

shoutout to https://soundcloud.com/qawikamri for this song <3

lyrics:
im a problem like a disgrace
cuz i think about your face
and all the things i never say
yeah i miss you everyday
i miss you everyday
yeah i miss you everyday
i miss you everyday
yeah i miss you everyday

and i miss the smell of the smoke on your breath
the way you tasted
could never replace it
and i don't think i can move on babe
the way that you spoke got me all afraid
and i just gotta go
all the pressure around me but i'm still feeling low  
got a sad life
spend it all alone
and my phone is dead
i lay awake in bed

im a problem like a disgrace
cuz i think about your face
and all the things i never say
yeah i miss you everyday
i miss you everyday
yeah i miss you everyday
i miss you everyday
yeah i miss you everyday

pretty people scare me

pretty people scare me (prod. QAWI KAMRI)

i have nightmares and when i wake up you aren't there to calm me down


i miss u

Nightmare, Nightmare. (prod. fiftysix)

Better Days (Ft. ISTILLHURT)

tell me if it hurts

tell me if it hurts w/ bangss [prod. vaegud & hxrxkiller]

https://soundcloud.com/sleepdeprivedgang
https://soundcloud.com/bluexeyesxofficial

https://www.facebook.com/Sleep-Deprived-101051284813487/

Sleep Deprived - Conversations With A Ghost (Prod. Splashgvng)

<3
ig: www.instagram.com/nothingnowhere/
yt: www.youtube.com/channel/UCBEWNR_x89cYolTNhuV7-Fw
twitter: twitter.com/nothingnowhere

one take: death [nothing,nowhere.]

my album ‘in the woods’ is coming this halloween

lazy sunday (prod. nojon)

foreign forest