The Upload

[hero]

I COULD SEE THE SUBSTANCES THAT SCHOLARS NEVER COULD
AND I COULD FEEL THE SIDE OF HER THAT NO ONE UNDERSTOOD
and it ended in
blood
on the floors on the walls
bodies strewn in the hall
and i swear they weren’t there before
motels and hostels
with residues been charred off
at night i keep my shirt off
i’m not worried bout the bed bugs in the safezone
shit’s a no go
i dont wanna leave i just got here front the slow pokes
i feel them right behind me with their logos
tryna advertise in every place they control
she lashed out i felt flashbacks
she wont open my snapchat
i’m tryna choose my casket
she came back to jus backstab
I didn’t come to get laughed at
i got morals and a format
for this shit talk that i hash out
i’m sorry did i scream too loud

[yokai dreams]

Woahhh
I can feel the blood flowing from my heart as you clawed it out
Woah I can't stand this doubt

That gun shot called sirens
To where you had me dying
My friends say that I'm lying
You can't blame me for not trying
I picked up most pieces
But the last ain't been found
Got shit that I've lived thru
So I'm sorry if I scream a bit loud

[hero] (sewerperson - comet 2 outro)

till then
im sitting on the comets
im way up here
i just got the news and i was brought to tears
feeling on my body she gon raise my hairs
honestly im scared but im guessing
till then
im sitting on the comets
im way too high
friday night was crazy think i almost died
baby take my hand ill let u touch the sky
when im on the comets i come to life

blood vessels (ft. yokai dreams) (jolst)

self produced
follow decks: @decksmusic
cover art taken by decks
lyrics

getting back to my feet standing up again
guess i wasnt ready for the fight that u brought again
said i was the one that u want can u want again
im been trying hard but im ending up distraught again
guess i wasnt ready for the battle to be fought again
guess im just relearning all the lessons ive been taught again
i can only take so much that ur throwing at me
when ur angry it feels like 100 degrees

decks:
when ur mad no i can’t take the heat
i just back down fallin onto my knees
i dont wanna be a problem babe im beggin please
im retracing all my steps and now its hard to breathe

so i fucked up
pass time cuz im done up
second chances arent free but i could earn em
suns up
wake up early cuz the funs up
out of time baby im not what u wantttt

100 degrees w/ decks

for you <3

you drive me fucking crazy
cant see, my vision hazy
malfunction in this function
you’re heroin for me baby
break mirrors when i pass by
cut with the shards
on standby
smear my face on the pavement
a hopeless romantic? maybe.. 
baby (x3)
you’re all the drugs i could ever need
but im a bad addict and a fuckin fein
you showed me all the things that i could never see
you’ll never understand what you mean to me
i thought i was incapable of loving
because of you i finally feel something

a hopeless romantic.

And baby
Please come back
And I beg you
I know I been replaced with someone else
With someone else x2
And I know I'm the one who to you to let go
And all the memories that we had
I sware to God if I could take you back
And I know that we drifted away
And I will try again 
We your friends
Tell me that I wasn't enough
I can pretend 
That I'm will be ok
I was so caught up
And wanna be alone
That I made excuses
Why I left
And I know i was wrong
But im am sorry
And I know it will never be the same again
I'm sorry I wasted all your time
And what can I do to make things right 
I dont think yoy know me well
I don't think I know myself
I smile when the cameras out
But honestly that's someone else
I
Don't know
That I'm
Falling behind
And I miss everyone now
Just to see
You moved on
I promise I'll be fine

Butterflies to Spiders

[Verse 1]
I've been waiting for something or someone to save me from this
I can't act like I'm fine when I'm not anymore and it hurts
Sleep, wake, repeat
And I'm underneath
Reaching out for a hand 'cause the hurt makes it harder to be
Breathing out as I watch every season go by in complete
Sleep, wake, repeat
And I'm underneath

[Chorus]
So watch me break
I'm barely breathing
I'm wide awake
And you're still sleeping (Ahh-ahh-ahh-ahh)
'Cause all this weight
I'm bruised and beaten
You watch me break
You're barely bleeding

[Verse 2]
Searching for a god or something that is bigger than me so I wait
Reaching up at the sky sending prayers that I know won't be met
Sleep, wake, repeat
And I'm underneath

[Chorus]
So watch me break
I'm barely breathing
I'm wide awake
And you're still sleeping (Ahh-ahh-ahh-ahh)
'Cause all this weight
I'm bruised and beaten
You watch me break
You're barely bleeding

[Bridge]
And it's too late for you to save me
Your words cut like razor blades

[Chorus]
So watch me break
I'm barely breathing
I'm wide awake
And you're still sleeping (Ahh-ahh-ahh-ahh)
'Cause all this weight
I'm bruised and beaten
You watch me break
You're barely bleeding

barely bleeding

Produced, Written & Engineered by Foreign Forest

Lyrics:

Spider in my clothes
I can feel 'em crawling in my head
In my head
In my head
You could flex your Gucci
But my fit be made of spiderwebs
Spiderwebs
Spiderwebs
If I was you I'd understand
Wanting to be dead
You should be dead
Just be dead
Blow your brains
I need somewhere to ash my cigarette
I lay my eggs inside her head
Whenever I get head

Call it what you want but
Baby this is Halloween
Cutting up the candy then I 
Mix it with amphetamines
You got that pumpkin pie
Put it all on top of me
I bet it's so sweet
It'll rot my teeth
We fall in love and say
It's only 'til the grave
So losing you is all that I anticipate
I can see the truth behind your face
That holy shit,
Life is toxic

Wanna trick-or-treat
Then they better bring a bag
Blood on my feet
Call that shit the new swag
I'm so high, yeah I fly like a bat
Bitin' on yo' bitch
Yeah, that's why you be mad
So you the king of Halloween?
Bitch I'm yo' dad
You can see how this Baretta sing right into yo' back
Bop Bop Bop Bop BOp Bop Bop Bop
Feel like Orville Redenbacher when I pop

Spider in my clothes
I can feel 'em crawling in my head
In my head
In my head
You could flex your Gucci
But my fit be made of spiderwebs
Spiderwebs
Spiderwebs
If I was you I'd understand
Wanting to be dead
You should be dead
Just be dead
Blow your brains
I need somewhere to ash my cigarette
I lay my eggs inside her head
Whenever I get head

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spiderwebs

7 Shots (feat. Hoepless)

lyrics    |  |  |
:)‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‏‏‎ ‎‎‏‏‎ ‎ v v v

woa woa woa woa

sippin on sum henny im not kidin but im rly on my shit again
dont wry im indifferent
2 all the shit u put me thru u make me think i wish i was a kid again
so i dont gotta deal wit all of this

hollow heart
needa restart
journey embarked
plz find me
(i cant heal, its surreal, i cant feel nah i cant feel)

anything but hatred frm the btm of my hollow heart
id do whatever i had to do to wrap u in my arms
dont think itll happen so im tippin back moscato yuh
i aint finna stop until im finished wit the bottle nah

i aint finna stop until i make it 2 the big leagues
its my fucking time 2 shine i got talent inside of me
never had the motive or the means 2 even do so
but now im in the scene n ima run it shoutout @dizzyfrompluto

shoutout @dizzyfrompluto
shoutout @jadedloner
if i didnt have yall there i nvr woulda made it!

nvr woulda made it woulda never even started
parked it
heartless
sunk in2 the bottom

now im climbin 2 the top yall know me as an artist
and im just rly havin fun this shit aint even serious

i been out here workin on my craft but yall been goofy
rappin bout ur thousand dollar hats n all ur gucci
when u aint even got it like that u just a groupie
man i fuckin hate it when u say ur life a movieeeeeeeeee

den a buncha ibfwvbwerivbbvvouvouewvougwveouwevobu :>

COMEDOWN

COMEDOWN (hell)

Chosen

This collection of nine tracks—including titles like "Momentum," "Unbreakable," and "Zero Doubt Sessions"—forms a high-impact, motivational soundtrack centered on themes of unwavering confidence, decisive action, and relentless forward progress.
The music is designed to be highly energetic and assertive, perfect for fueling intensive workouts, competitive environments, or any task requiring maximum focus. With titles such as "Focused Fire," "TRIPLE THREAT," and "No Hesitation," the tracks convey a mood of strategic power and resilience (suggested by "Re-Route" and "Unbreakable"), while "Covered by the King" adds an element of supreme authority or protection. The presence of "The Remix" suggests a dynamic, updated take on this core, hard-hitting sound.


Focused Fire

SV9 - 2 AM (Official Audio)

and your forest is nothing

produced by @killedmyself

nothing for anybody

Half Past Three will be finished next month
prod. @lilrodger
hm.wav @hiitshmwav
<3

Use You (feat. hm.wav) [prod. rodger]

[chorus] x2

i'm tryna getaway, ion rlly feel the same.
i'm tryna runaway, and i don't know who to blame.
and shawty playing games, drop the top she gimme brain.
i see it in her face, maybe you the one the blame.

i swear this ain't the same as before i,
lost you when i was into you more,
you tought me that u was a whore,
you ain't gone stop me, cause this is what i asked for.



[hook]

riding round
with the windows down, okay.
bad bitch in the back so fucked off the k
she a freak in the sheets, shawty always down to play
but she playing with my heart, in the shittiest way

i can't take it no more no more
i can't take it no more no
i can't take it no more no more
i can't take it no more no



[chorus]

i'm tryna getaway, ion rlly feel the same.
i'm tryna runaway, and i don't know who to blame.
and shawty playing games, drop the top she gimme brain.
i see it in her face, maybe you the one the blame.

i swear this ain't the same as before i,
lost you when i was into you more,
you tought me that u was a whore,
you ain't gone stop me, cause this is what i asked for.

getaway (prod. ross gossage)

not perfect (prod. lilidentitycrisis x kid pesto)

my album ‘in the woods’ is coming this halloween

spiderwebs

foreign forest

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