amv songs

It still hurts the same..

STCCv5

dec 2024

!Phil x Foreign Forest

solivagant

Official Audio 
!Phil - NOTHING TO HIDE ft. Foreign Forest 

Mixed and mastered by: !Pro$per 

Released: 12.3.21

!Phil - NOTHING TO HIDE ft. Foreign Forest

Lee Mvtthews - Takeover (Quix Remix)

Official Audio 

!PHIL - TIRED OF TRYING ft. Foreign Forest 

Produced by : Foreign Forest 
Mixed/mastered : Foreign Forest

!PHIL - TIRED OF TRYING ft. Foreign Forest

prodme
w my deeerfrend @autumndropsdead

she locked herself in her bathroom all alone
did you get my message when i said i felt alone
at the end of the night we all need to go home
promise that ill be fine as long as im gone
when u find another guy can u not let me know
dont waste ur time on someone u dont know

u were half of mine but i still dont know
were u ever mine i dont think so
just pretend u care dont want u to go
might just cut my hair

autie
cos i hate the way i look
could you call me back?
i'm gonna get a heart attack
I'm what you call an insomniac
made the choice no going back
don't forget, just descend
it'll do no good being over your head
i feel out of body, all i can say is sorry :(

stop it, breathe, out of reach
this sensation...
there's nothing left to me
to me (3x)
hide your chest, then release...

when u find another guy can u not let me know
dont waste ur time for someone u dont know

stop crying and start dying
looking for an answer i dont wanna get hurt
looking for ananswer i dont wanna get hurt
star signs ur a cancer!
my hearts getting blacker,
my brains getting sadder,

cancer w/autumndropsdead

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Alessia Cara - Here (Evolutions Remix) (Speed Up)

Voices - ft. Foriegn Forest

Adele x The weekend (original)

its ur mess
figure it out

produced by neverforever 

completely non profit

lyrics

I been tryna live life wrong 
I can feel it now
tell me when I write my songs
what u feelin' out?
lemme rip apart my soul
let me deal it out
I just live inside my head
I won't let me out

walk around like an apartment complex
scenes of loss n abandoned objects
mental blocks feel like shallow tar pits
I got the keys but forgot where the car is
here's a song for the truly sharded
fucked around n got broken hearted
itchy arms when asked where the scar is
who u r is not at all important

I been tryna live life wrong 
I can feel it now
tell me when I write my songs
what u feelin' out?
lemme rip apart my soul
let me deal it out
I ain't really got much else
so I'ma give it out

even when I'm down count on me I got it
lemme write this down then tomorrow drop it
name another coming up that can match
I'll top it
I get on the beat n watch the heads start boppin 
I don't wanna sing on the same old topic
while I'm on the flow lemme shoutout tropic 
running low on time so it's hard to lock in
I go to work in the morning exhausted

still the cold air of the mountain somehow always catches up to me
I could feel the past go up in flames as smoke rolls over me
I will never get that back, yet still, has such a hold on me
there's nothing, I'm just fucked n u can't save me from my -

I been tryna live life wrong 
I can feel it now
tell me when I write my songs
what u feelin' out?
lemme rip apart my soul
let me deal it out
why u listen to me whine
u should kick me out



mountain dweller (neverforever)

produced by me and irby
(guitar from irby)
featuring cypression
lyrics:


im fuckin sick of my hometown
i think i wan be alone now
i walk alone when its cold out
i cry alone by your old house
im doing shows and they sold out
i miss ur face but ur gone now
hopin u hear all my songs now
hopin ur where u belong now

drawn out days and fuckin sickness
im the only one on my hitless
everybody around can bare witness
to the way i been living
i bleach my eyes so i cant see the past
im hopin for once that something can last
my bones are shattered like therye fucking glass
im doin fine tho im having a blast







i know you wont care when i say that i miss you 
but i stg its ture 
now hate this town with a passion 
you let me donw and it all fell thru 
idk how u live with yrslef 
i just wish u would rot in hell

i hate this town with a passion 
i should fit but i swear that they laughung 
i keep my head down i hate the attraction 
you left me here and im just getting older 
where was my closure

Hometown (Feat. Cypression)

mixed by me
mastered by Ally Holloway
produced by metlast
artwork by my gf <3

constantly looking towards the sky
and wondering why i’m even alive
i can never begin to fathom
why i was even put here on this earth
was it just suffer?
beyond what i could imagine?..
i’ll let gravity, grab me by the feet
to pull me 6ft deep

(oh underneath 
their decaying bodies still haunt me)

dragging me under the ground
slowly suffocating so i can’t make a sound
it seems i’ve found a new home
with the ghost around im less alone
hoping i could find a better way
to rid the world of my lunacy
looking for any opportunity
to fade away and ameliorate this world…

of me
so cold
and empty

so i solidified the thoughts inside my head
the thoughts that were telling me i’m better off dead
no matter what you said to me
6ft deep is where i fended up being
so as the light from the tunnel grew darker and darker 
my mind grew further and further away
you should’ve stayed stayed with me 
but you left my body alone to decay

(you left me alone
traversing the unknown)

ameliorate this world (metlast)

In my head and in my heart
I'm burnin' up just like a star
In the sky and in the night
I wanna find out where you are
In my dreams and in my sleep
You're the only one I see
You can take it all away
Take this fuckin' pain from me

I'm so sick of the same old routine
Woke up in the same bad dream
Can't tell what the fuck you mean
When you don't say anything

Take my heart, hold it close
Breathe me in just like the smoke
On your love I'll overdose
Drop dead and turn to a ghost
Take my heart, hold it close
Breathe me in just like the smoke
On your love I'll overdose
Drop dead and turn to a ghost

Turning into nothing at all
It's like you expect me to fall
But I can't look back, can't let go
I won't switch, no I can't fold
Watching all the time fly away
I saw our memories fade
Old problems on a new day
Feels like I'll never escape

In my head and in my heart
I'm burnin' up just like a star
In the sky and in the night
I wanna find out where you are
In my dreams and in my sleep
You're the only one I see
You can take it all away
Take this fuckin' pain from me

take it all away (prod. silver + methboiswag)

bop shit

bop shit (prod. M0RRIS)

U & I ft. Foreign Forest prod. Project X

(prod by noxiousnights)

don't ask me bout my life
i already used up all the lies
all this misery called my demise
all i had came with a price

got no reflection in the face of death
hate their speeches with no depth
pain flows i can't control the words
there's no break i can't escape the hurt

shut down my brain
i'm turning insane
i dont show my face
all this life's a mess

i'm not scared of the pressure
off this poison i'm feeling fresher
got no smile : feel no pleasure
give up the grind i could never

i'm not scared of the pressure
off this poison i'm feeling fresher
got no smile : feel no pleasure
give up the grind i could never

i stopped looking for hope there's no mending
fuck crawling down i'm already infected
they talk about freedom i don't get it
giving up on life is so tempting

think of any other place my only wish is to go
i have dreams where i don't see this shit no more

shut down my brain
i'm turning insane
i dont show my face
all this life's a mess

i'm not scared of the pressure
off this poison i'm feeling fresher
got no smile : feel no pleasure
give up the grind i could never

i'm not scared of the pressure
off this poison i'm feeling fresher
got no smile : feel no pleasure
give up the grind i could never

off this poison i'm feeling fresher
give up the grind i could never

off this poison i'm feeling fresher
give up the grind i could never

off this poison

EVILSLIME

SLIMESITO - BANDOLEROS PROD EVILGIANE #EVILSLIME

beans

its early morning but i still cant sleep
i make myself some breakfast but i still cant eat
i started scrolling, it was more bad news
you said that You Were Meant For Me, that shit aint true

oh no, oh no, i dont know what to do
get me out of this hell, but im loving it too
oh no, oh no, i dont know what to do
now what killed me is dead, so we're both dead too

love is dead, yeah i said what i said
always cold, always hanging by a thread
im done with lies, only real thing counting bread
love is dead
love is dead

seven-thirty i already got the bag, uh huh
wish that you could see me
but i swear its not to brag, oh no
'cause i know
that im nothing but a shell
and i say im doing well
but i feign to get the point across

oh no, oh no, i dont know what to do
get me out of this hell, but im loving it too
oh no, oh no, i dont know what to do
now what killed me is dead, so we're both dead too

love is dead, yeah i said what i said
always cold, always hanging by a thread
im done with lies, only real thing counting bread
love is dead
love is dead

love is dead

@xweepings

Produced by R3DQX x luffy

Lyrics

| unknxwn. |

I told you I wouldn't leave, you told me, you wanna go
All those flags that I would see, didn't wanna believe, I didn't know
I was so caught up in my own pathetic lil world didn't care bout yours
Or maybe I did and you just told me how I was shit till that was the only

Way that I could see myself, I don't think I can be helped now
All that I wanted was death, I'm tryna get back my breathe now
I know I say some things that could be taken the wrong way
If you could see in my brain, prolly would take it the wrong way

Cause I know that I'm different, most people wouldn't get it
I don't care bout an image, I care bout what I'm feeling
Even if I say I don't, even if I make myself believe
That death is what I really want cause I'm still here tryna live my dream

But I'm stuck in a nightmare and I don't really like it
I don't wanna go fight fear so I just fucking hide it
Nothing but this music really gets me excited
I'll choose this over you and I don't care if you don't like it

Cause this is all I had when I was on the brink back then
With everything that happened, my music was my bandage
My music was my savior whenever there was danger
There ain't nothing safer, not even my maker

| weepings |

I would choose music over her in a second
I'm scared of my dreams but each day they still beckon
I got a voice that I use as a weapon
I take all my pain and turn that to a record
Got many addictions I'd rather not mention
I struggle each day just to pick up the pencil
I don't wanna run from my own potential
At war with myself I constantly wrestle

Look up in the mirror; I don't know that face no more
Clear liquor gone burn my fate, still pour
Got a pain in my gut but I still ignore
Sure it's clear as day but at night need more
When I lost you, lost a piece of myself
Never thought you was the type to bring hell
Now I'm going back to school
Feels like a white flag but does not conclude this shit

weepings & unknxwn. - not even.

Lyrics:

[Foreign Forest: Verse]
You tell me you're getting sick of trying
I said hey do you know you've got the heart of a lion
But it all just feels so bleak
And every single week
You're crying
Feels like every day you're dying
Well every day's a new day to give it all you got
Why stop when you haven't even reached the best part
There's a lot of weight that you carry that you need to drop
'Til then you'll keep inflating until you gotta pop

[Foreign Forest: Hook]
Tell me why god I keep breaking into tiny pieces
And I can't ever fix them all
Feels like I'm stuck up against a wall
Tired of leaning on them drugs and the alcohol
I keep looking for the little reasons
That I shouldn't give up on it all
Lord knows that I've got a lot
Lord knows that I've got a lot
I get stuck up in my head though
To where I don't want to think
I've got something I should let go
That something isn't me

[!Phil: Verse]
And even though I was stuck in the past
I shook the weight off, no dirt on my back
You know they say you never see the same sunset,
I’m still chasin’ dreams, don’t think that I’m done yet,
Picked up the pieces, I thought that I lost, for good.
Put them together, but what was the cost, I looked.
It was the old me,
But was another book
I’m in a new chapter,
Got so many reasons to fill me with laughter.
You think that I’m an actor but I’m not
Love is all I got,
Yeah that’s what I’m taught
First thing that I’m asking God…

[Foreign Forest: Hook]
Tell me why god I keep breaking into tiny pieces
And I can't ever fix them all
Feels like I'm stuck up against a wall
Tired of leaning on them drugs and the alcohol
I keep looking for the little reasons
That I shouldn't give up on it all
Lord knows that I've got a lot
Lord knows that I've got a lot

[!Phil: Verse]
You tell me that you're doing fine
I know you and that is all a lie
Why pretend and keep these things inside
Thinking no one understands
It will be alright
I know that things been feeling heavy lately
Don't go, Oh no, Heaven ain't ready baby
I'll show you how that you're a blessing baby
Take me by my hand
I won't leave you guessing baby

[Foreign Forest: Verse]
You tell me you're getting sick of trying
I said hey do you know you've got the heart of a lion
But it all just feels so bleak
And every single week
You're crying
Feels like every day you're dying
Well every day's a new day to give it all you got
Why stop when you haven't even reached the best part
There's a lot of weight that you carry that you need to drop
'Til then you'll keep inflating until you gotta pop

Tell Me Why (feat. !Phil)

Canadian Tux

Produced by GDE TVOYA GOLOVA

Lyrics

I know what you did, why you tryna lie?
I know where you went, why the fuck you tryna hide?
You can't ever run from me, I won't let you out my sight
All this pain you gave to me and I can't even fucking cry

I can't even shed a tear, why the fuck I'm even here?
Why the fuck you ever leave? All I needed was you here
All I needed was your love, all you wanted was to fuck
Look at what you turned me into, I won't ever be enough

Don't know what I did to you
I won't ever heal from you
I won't ever feel for them
Those feelings that I feel for you

You know what I did, I would never lie
You know where I went, why you never coming by?
I would never try to run, girl I thought you were the one
All this pain you gave to me and I don't wanna give it up

Cause it's all that I have to remember you
I won't ever experience feeling you
Said I'm done but I'm here again missing you
Your voice I'd listen to when I couldn't sleep, I'm so miserable

I know what you did, why you tryna lie?
I know where you went, why the fuck you tryna hide?
You can't ever run from me, I won't let you out my sight
All this pain you gave to me and I can't even fucking cry

I can't even shed a tear, why the fuck I'm even here?
Why the fuck you ever leave? All I needed was you here
All I needed was your love, all you wanted was to fuck
Look at what you turned me into, I won't ever be enough

pain is all that i have to remember you.

nonprofit

Lyrics:

fell off the ugly tree and hit every branch on the way down
ion have the energy to get up i'll just lay down
she screaming again find some cover and just stay down
she's holding his hand while she's telling me to calm down
face her with a straight frown
wait for fucking day now
ion know if i could deal with her inside her ball gown
i hope that she comes down
from her fucking high horse
i don't know what they have heard but they've been getting reports

of someone in the mist
taking souls up on a whim
who's my next target
hope u not on the list
they make me feel like shit
wish that i could wipe humanity off of the fucking rim n the face of the planet face of the earth
i still gotta learn
how to use my voice for good and put it on my shirt
i heard something bout a curse
not actually concerned
if you saw me go i wasn't gon return

don't you cry the fog will make it right
if you can't be saved he'll just take your life
i don't think he minds what your weight or height
if you do deserve it you'll see his knife

fell off the ugly tree and hit every branch on the way down
ion have the energy to get up i'll just lay down
she screaming again find some cover and just stay down
she's holding his hand while she's telling me to calm down
face her with a straight frown
wait for fucking day now
ion know if i could deal with her inside her ball gown
i hope that she comes down
from her fucking high horse
i don't know what they have heard but they've been getting reports

ugly tree (jolst)

BROCKHAMPTON - LAMB

Tour: https://www.darcimusic.com/

‡ this is “On My Own” 💕 s/o @pigeonsandplanes for the premiere on this one, read more: http://bit.ly/DarciOnMyOwnP_P 

Produced By: @ranceriley

NYC (March 16th) + LA (March 31st) Shows -> tickets: hoo.be/darci

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Website: https://darksidedarci.com/

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Find me
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Lyrics:
No Rush
You just take your time
Tell me I'm all right
Take me through your mind
Say I'm tryin to fuck
I think that you're right
I still feel a thing when I look you in your eyes

Maybe your my weakness
Or just part of the season
You know I've been speeding
So maybe I just need this
Or maybe I just feel you for no reason
Maybe I just feel you for no reason
(Yeah)

No rush
They say that I'm on a roll
Maybe I just lost control
These nights keep on taking tolls
Find me out here on my own
But I mend up with you home
You keep picking up the bone 
Still I keep colder than stone
Till you blowing up my phone
Keeping with sexual tone
When I wana leave alone
Till you blowing up my phone
Keeping with sexual tone
When I wana leave alone
(Yeah)

They say that I'm on a roll
Maybe I just lost control
These nights keep on taking tolls
Find me out here on my own
You keep blowing up my phone 
Maybe I just lost control
These Nights keep on taking tolls
On my 
On my 
On my own

They say that I'm on a roll
Lost control
These nights keep on taking tolls
Find me out here on my own
You keep blowing up my phone 
Lost control
These Nights keep on taking tolls
On My 
On my 
On my own

No rush
You just take your time
Tell me I'm all right
Take me through your mind
Say I'm tryin to fuck
I think that you're right
I still feel a thing when I look you in your eyes
(Yeah)
They say that I'm on a roll
Maybe I just lost control
These nights keep on taking tolls
Find me out here on my own
But I mend up with you home
You keep picking up the bone 
Still I keep colder than stone

Till you blowing up my phone
On a roll
Maybe I just lost control
These nights keep on taking tolls 
Find me out here on my own
You keep blowing up my phone 
Maybe I just lost control
These nights keep on taking tolls
On my 
On my 
On my own

They say that I'm on a roll
Lost control
These nights keep on taking tolls
Find me out here on my own
You keep blowing up my phone 
Lost control
These nights keep on taking tolls
On my 
On my 
On my own

On My Own

‡ FREE DOWNLOAD ‡

Darci - On My Own

Suicide Note PT. 2  [Prod. Nicasso]

w/ @guardinmusic
prod. @cordyy

lyrics:

if i’m color blind
can’t see
inside your mind 
without speaking
how will i see your true colors

true
colors

i’m somewhere over the rainbow
where the angels have horns
no halos
i know somebody could look unapproachable 
but if you took the time to talk you might
find they have a kind soul
otherwise 
how could you know
the story behind those eyes
is someone’s appearance
an expression of what’s inside
or is it 
a defense mechanism
to hide from criticism
you’d be surprised what you’d find
listen and you will see the truth
your attention is a beam of light
their mind is a prism
where true colors shine
when you look inside

somewhere
over the rainbow
somewhere 
over the rainbow

(guardin)
somewhere over the rainbow
love dies quick but the day won't
day one shit i'm unstable
have mercy on me john stamos
don't trip i got everything you need
i'm your chicken noodle soup with all these possibilities 


baby you could conquer worlds with what you speak
fiction in my caliber i'm shootin' in the sheets
if you just wanna kick it we could lie awake for weeks
sip some hennessy & roll another swisher sweet

somewhere
over the rainbow
somewhere 
over the rainbow

over the rainbow ft. guardin (prod. cordy)

suffocate in my sheets

SPOTIFY

Choked Up Feat. Sewerperson (Prod. SPLASHGVNG)

The Neighbourhood- The Beach

https://soundcloud.com/guardinmusic
https://soundcloud.com/tothegood
<3 

lyrics:
(noah2000)
she got the spookygang sweats,
with the black doc martins,
i swear to god that i love it,
when the blunt gets me exhausted 
i wont ever sleep 
until i feel proud of my day,
so ive been standing still for weeks
just hoping something comes my way 
and if you wanted too i’d stumbled down the yellow brick road
so you can tell me all the secrets that you want me to know,
my wicked witch of all the east is rlly changing up my style
when i get home i’ll roll a fatty cuz i love when you smile

(guardin)
that's just how it goes
yeah that's how i roll
seven gram blunt & she's taking off my clothes
kissin on my tattoos leave me feelin froze
got my pistol in her grip cock it back & watch it blow 
i can't fall asleep so i've been staring at my phone
read a couple tweets until i leave that shit alone
noah sent the open all the way from buffalo
i'm just waiting for the green light hit the gas & go

(noah2000)
she got the spookygang sweats,
with the black doc martins,
i swear to god that i love it,
when the blunt gets me exhausted 
i wont ever sleep 
until i feel proud of my day,
so ive been standing still for weeks
just hoping something comes my way 
and if you wanted too i’d stumbled down the yellow brick road
so you can tell me all the secrets that you want me to know,
my wicked witch of all the east is rlly changing up my style
when i get home i’ll roll a fatty cuz i love when you smile

if you’re a bills a fan then lemme hear ya shout,
cuz i’ve got plenty other problems that i’d rather scream about,
like how ive been good for a minute now i’m not,
i talk about my feelings way too much instead of smoking pot,
so i’m screaming that i love you but
i hate that i’m so brutally honest
i know this world could be much better if i stop being on it,
i’m just never in the places i hoped,
who say do i need to be?
i’m doing everything that i can what else you want with me

(guardin)
lost in my head all the time
i'm not alright
i guess it's fine

Tell Me Why (feat. !Phil)

foreign forest