Finally some new songs, thanks so much for your music :)

This is my life right now. my entire life has always reflected your music at the time and that's why I'm still here 😭

co produced w @speedlmt

lyric

i don't wanna die but i don't wanna try
when your not here w me i get a teary eye
my dreams are lucid, they gonna get you 
how can i prove it, that your the issue 

i got these tissues, oh fuck i miss u
will you be here soon so i can kiss u
i can't stop shaking im forever breaking
i know you like that, its never changing::(

decomposing in the mirror posing 
spooky black my father:3 stop diagnosing 
why do i bother, im controlling, im the victim. forever rolling;

a sob sandwich its kinda adequate
let me swallow it, these my bandages
songs just foru cos i said it is !
of grams not sedatives, dont know what day it is:(
pop another sedative?

i got these tissues, oh fuck i miss u
will you be here soon so i can kiss u
i can't stop shaking im forever breaking
i know you like that, its never changing::(

I DON'T WANNA DIE BUT I DON'T WANNA TRY
WHEN YOUR NOT HERE W ME I GET A TEARY EYE
MY DREAMS ARE LUCID, THEY GONNA GET YOU 
HOW CAN I PROVE IT, THAT YOUR THE ISSUE 
I GOT THESE TISSUES, OH FUCK I MISS U
WILL YOU BE HERE SOON SO I CAN KISS U
I CAN'T STOP SHAKING IM FOREVER BREAKING
I KNOW YOU LIKE THAT, ITS NEVER CHANGING

pine

prod/mix/master/art - fats'e

LYRICS
in the morning
u don't wanna be alone
and every night goes by real slow
i wish we weren't so far apart

and i wonder
if we fall off the edge
in the next world would we find each other

i just wanna be the one
u make me feel so numb
i just wanna be the one for you

i can't go on trying to hide
the way i feel for you
no more

in the evening
i just wanna call your phone
but I'm too scared you won't pick up
i'm scared ur with somebody else

one4u

guitar by saint mike

i let my body rot 
in this bed 
till there's nothing left of me 
you can do what you want with the bones
clean the mess
find the blade that you left in me 

tell me why 
i hope you found a good alibi 
stay by my side
will it still hurt in the afterlife

you do it me
love when i bleed
your skin feels so cold
touch me at 30 degrees
put my back to the wall 
tell me i'm nothing at all

in which it finally killed me

Lyrics:
Uh oh
Sorry that I say sorry a lot
I'm a troublemaker
That's the problem
Really don't know why
You love me this much
You're so hot
You could make the big bucks
And I'm so used to people
That come and go
You know how I feel inside
It's like you know
Nothing gets me as high as your love
I love you 'til we turn to dust

Got a confession
You're my best friend
I just wonder if there's something
We're missing out on
I ain't gonna lie
I think about you with no clothes on
That's alright if you don't feel the same
But I know you do and
I can play your game
One day when one of those lines gets crossed
You'll look at me like oh my gosh
And I'll be smiling
Hoping nothing's ruined
'Cause if it's you
Then I can't handle a loss
We can just be friends and
I'll take what I got
'Cause you mean so much to me, yuh

Sorry that I say sorry a lot
I'm a troublemaker
That's the problem
Really don't know why
You love me this much
You're so hot
You could make the big bucks
And I'm so used to people
That come and go
You know how I feel inside
It's like you know
Nothing gets me as high as your love
I love you 'til we turn to dust

troublemaker

causing conflicts

i just threw another picture in the fire
ain't nobody had it like us
did you have to be so condescending 
this ain't much of a life anymore
drain me out 'til i'm not bleeding 
and i won't leave you alone
i just can't leave 
now now now
i just can't leave

i had to figure this one out on my own
you ain't have direction there was only so many places we could go
you made me hate myself for a long time 'til i figured out i don't
did you have to be so condescending yeah
maybe you had to

i just threw another picture in the fire
nobody had it like us
is it true that everyone dies 
or does our heart just give up

i just threw another picture in the fire
from a box i had of photobooths and polaroids and such
i just drank for the first time in 60 days and i miss the way
make me feel like i'm some sort of fuck up
but the truth is that

i ain't even have to make this song or
put it on this ep but
i just wanted you to know that i'm happier than i ever was with you
lowkey i think you made the worst mistake of all time
when you let me take the fall like that 
i know that guy that used to call you all the time is still on your instagram
i know you used to tell me that he creeped you out then why'd you engage with him
i looked back at his posts during the time that we were together
and you pretty much still liked them all it's okay whatever but
i got a new girl now 
and i'm way better off without you
even if i didn't have her i'd say that shit yeah yeah yeah
shouldn't have led me on
did you have to be so condescending

the fire (p. michael harrison)

when the sky gets dark

los angeles

you can lead a horse to water... (p. penelope red)

i know you hate when i smoke

If I had another road to take
maybe then I'd never have a soul that shakes
and I'll cross my heart cause I swear I mean it, 
I found god with my darkest demons 

(x2)

This voice inside my head I cannot turn it off, turn it off
They told me I ain't shit and I said fair enough, fair enough
Got bitches in my bed and now I tear it up, tear it up
They be playing my song, turn it up

I can't sleep, I'm feeling dizzy
I meant to call you like last week
see me spin around like a cd
life's blowing, right past me.

Bitch I'm about action, sliding through, no traction
If you come with me I'll hold your hand and then I smash it
you like living average, I can't have it
I'm a fucking addict, I had to have it

In the dirt on my own, don't you call my phone
But imma keep on fighting, know you don't like it 

(x2)

If I had another road to take
maybe then I'd never have a coul that shakes
and I'll cross my heart cause I swear I mean it, 
I found god with my darkest demons 

This voice inside my head I cannot turn it off, turn it off
They told me I ain't shit and I said fair enough, fair enough
Got bitches in my bed and now I tear it up, tear it up
They be playing my song, turn it up

In the dirt on my own, don't you call my phone (x2)

Fair Enough - (prod. LOCAL ZERO)

s/o to https://soundcloud.com/boyfifty for the fire beet and inspiration <33
s/o soundcloud.com/cay2o for mastering too
mixed by me

lyrics:
I know u hate this, I don't fkin like it either.
my brain cant stay still, I'm struggling to chill myself
I really hate me, cause I cant fkn kill myself
I been blocking out my mind just to heal myself.

she gon' thank me when I kick the bucket.
obsessive thinking, my mind crazy, but I cant say fk it.
cause I got u and these people who gon' listen to me
this shit my therapy, don't take it as a lecture homie.

I fkn, lay in bed just thinking and sht.
i think id probably be happy if I didn't think about sht, but i cant help it my mind racing like a track meet
i try to sleep then get depressed like tf happened to me.

I’m wastin my time, I opened my eyes
can’t rely on these bitches I learned that the hard way
comin back to my senses, but ive been through hell
i’m a lion in a cell, but its kinda hard to tell
now I dont mean to yell, but sometimes I need to get this feelin out of my chest.
I love my homies, s/o my brothas 1 time 
I hope they not lonely, cause im barely alive.

troublemaker

foreign forest

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