IM GOING 2 KILL MY SELF

Lyrics:

Hey
What if I was dead
Would I be up in your head
What would be all the stuff you said
That's what's going through my head
But I shouldn't have to die
To know I'm something in your eyes
My heart's been sewn up a couple times
My cars been totaled a couple times
What if I was dead
Would I be up in your head
What would be all the stuff you said
That's what's going through my head
But I shouldn't have to die
To know I'm something in your eyes
Your phones been blown up a couple times
Like who am I to you
Like who am I to you 

I feel like an asshole half of the time
'Cause I don't want to be brushed aside
I just want to be recognized
For how hard I always try
Talking to the ghosts up in my mind
They kind of look like you I'm not gon' lie
We kiss and it tastes like formaldehyde
When you're gone I close my eyes
'Cause it's a place to hide
But why can't I just be there for myself
If I love me then I don't need nobody else
I like to think that I'd choose heaven over hell
This life is purgatorial that's how I feel

Hey
What if I was dead
Would I be up in your head
What would be all the stuff you said
That's what's going through my head
But I shouldn't have to die
To know I'm something in your eyes
My heart's been sewn up a couple times
My cars been totaled a couple times
What if I was dead
Would I be up in your head
What would be all the stuff you said
That's what's going through my head
But I shouldn't have to die
To know I'm something in your eyes
Your phones been blown up a couple times
Like who am I to you
Like who am I to you

what if I was dead

ur my angel (prod. nimbus2k)

pain EP

windbreaker (prod. seng)

pain (prod. killedmyself)

prod - https://soundcloud.com/nciku
cover art - https://soundcloud.com/lilsophy
SWS - https://soundcloud.com/slitwristsyndicut

✧ LYRICS ✧ 

I heard an angel call my name 

I been tryna get outside my mind
ion let them in turn out those lights 
leave me the dark bby i'll b fine
been before hear angels cry 

tears fell, I felt them all 
cold skin, no beating heart
leave me here i'll climb the wall
then fall back into yr arms

into yr arms.. 
got a wrist, got a bleeding heart 

I heard an angel call my name x2 

everybody told me it would heal in time
left in pain I was asking why 
dropped ten pills and I said goodbye
then I came back I was meant to do 

yr tears fell, I felt them all 
cold skin, no beating heart
leave me here i'll climb the wall
then fall back into yr arms

into yr arms x 4
my bleeding heart x 3

in yr arms (prod. nciku)

mixed/mastered by @suprghst
produced by: @blacklunged

lyrics:
a pathetic over drove driveway,
layin in its mists,
of a vehicle that will never return.

a lil bit of torment mixed with self pity,
recipe.

what im fuckin cookin on the daily,
then i trash it.

tryna be elastic.

sling right back and pass it.

more like i just popped and cant reconnect myfuckinself.

no longer useful,
broken drill bit in the wall.

dust me off if you see me,
ive been same place fallin.
x2


trapped in the sound like im velvet vic,

smash me into pieces,

nobody can fix this,

im okay with that.

leave this shit at that,

only appear when im played.

figment of the waves,
that you cant see.

just wanna live for eternity.

trapped in the sound waves,
sounds really nice to me.

forget about,
anything involving life.

i just wanna sit peacefully in the garage yeh.

voka - dragsville // prod. blacklunged

produced by @ zethbeatz

[lyrics]
Tryna run away, tryna getaway
Tryna find a way out of my mind
Wanna run away to another place
I'm so tired of my mind
My mind, my mind
Who cares, I'm dead inside
My mind, my mind
Who cares, nevermind

Tryna run away, tryna getaway
Tryna find a way out of my mind
Wanna run away to another place
I'm so tired of my mind
My mind, my mind
Who cares, I'm dead inside
My mind, my mind
Who cares, nevermind

Nevermind

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Nevermind [Prod. zethbeatz]

We all die, we just get caught up in the years

prod. @trxpicvl

feat. @madimarieabel

Lyric Video out soon, thank you all for listening🖤

Caught Up In The Years (feat. madi marie) (prod. trxpicvl)

produced by @3meokid

lyrics:

you put chains on my heart
every song that i write is about u and u kno its true
cause the way u make me feel is the opposite of blue

i dont wanna go back
but time is moving slow
and im feeling kinda nauseous
the meds just got me low
lower than the hole i already dug for myself
what am i getting into
i tried to quit life
but i guess thats a sign
i know u think im a fool
for trying
for dying

you put chains on my heart
every song that i write is about u and u kno its true
cause the way u make me feel is the opposite of blue

spotify

chains (prod. 3-meo kid)

produced/mixed by Yung Eh

LYRICS:

I’m the sand man,
Lookin for eternal sleep.
I don’t have time,
For the rest,
 Dedication skindeep 

The things I do for love,
Like courage,
It just gets to me,

All I do Is care for others,
That don’t even care back.

Never show love back,
Flake out,
Fake out.

Fake friends roamin,
For attention 
Cause they need it.

I just wanna sleep forever,
Never hear my name again.
Never think of life again.
Never see your face again.



I just wish that I could know,
What your thinking 
How you see me,
Then again I kinda don’t.

Better off,
As is.

Better off,
Passed this,

Better off,
Alone.

Never been,
A clone,

Always been,
Unknown.

Sandman (prod. Yung Eh)

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<3 LYRICS <3

and so as it seems no one wants me around
so i’ll pack up and leave and not come back to town
you’ll forget about me and hold feelings u found
it’s a burden on me but i still think about
my old house where my demons live
my old room i used to do acid in
if there’s one thing i’ve learned from all of this
its that getting older jus means u hate shit

and so as it seems i’m a nihilist now
everything bothers me without making a sound
hollow chest broken heart i wake up feeling doubt
i just want it to end can u please help me out
i just need u
to guide me thru
this stupid thing that’s in my head
i’m going thru
i feel betrayed every day i’m awake
i just want it to end is that too much to ask 
for fucks sake


and so as it seems no one wants me around
so i’ll cut both my wrists til i fucking bleed out
leave my body to waste in my room where u found
me lying there when u promised u would help
but it’s too late
i’m near the light
my body aches
and honestly i’m terrified
but one things for certain i’m glad that it’s over
and as my life flashes by i spent none sober

and so as it seems i wish i could relive
all the moments i wasted jus shooting the shit
with myself in the mirror on drugs as a kid
i’ll miss u my dear but don’t cry not one bit
i’m sorry
i hate me too
i can’t go back
i should’ve stayed alive for u
and now that it’s over i hate this decision
can u hold me closer i’m losing my vision 
:( ripp

a song about dying *p. sorrow bringer*

LYRICS:

Everyday, there's something else
I could never have a moment to myself, 
Have these constant thoughts inside my mind
I say I'm fine but I know it's a lie, I just feel like I'm running out of time

Every time I look at you I know you see right through
I'm not myself anymore
I just wanna feel alright but it's so hard to fight when I have nothing left
I know that you've been doing fine and so will I over time but right now I must confess
I'm nothing without you by my side but I'ma keep on trying until I make it through this

nothing left(prod sorrow bringer x oilcolor)

ANHEDONIA EP
PRODUCED BY @GREAFER , @HARVEST & SAINT TOMMOROW
MIXED & MASTERED BY SAINT TOMMOROW & CIEL / @XXCIEL ON TWITTER
COVER ART SHOT BY @SORRYIWASABSENT ON TWITTER

sleeping in w/ saint tomorrow (prod. saint tomorrow)

prod. (born hero)

https://youtu.be/_I4WjaB-QYU

[MUSIC VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION] when i die

Every time i die 
Every time I go
Every time i fall
Every time i loose

What’s something to do

What’s something new

Yea I know

We just say

What we do

We just don’t know

We go on

Hide actual feelings

Everything’s just

time

Tells

All the things you know

Sucks

It just seems like some

Things gonna blow up in your face

I know
You know what’s done

Some
Thing you have to live with
Everytime we go back we loose it

Everybody wanna talk that
They can never really walk that..

Everybody really want that
What they really want is all the feelings
Just to drop that

Gotta kill everything now
Step to me
Get the face
To the curve

Whats Something To Do (Prod. Yung Eh)

my album ‘in the woods’ is coming this halloween

windbreaker (prod. seng)

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