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Prod. by Misery

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Engineered by Davo

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Lyrics: 

Dad I'm always missing you
I just wish we could talk
Dad I'm always missing you
you helped me on life's walk

Mom you've been so strong
And oh how far you've come
I still keep doing wrong
Making mistakes I wish they were done
I've been so selfish
And we've both felt helpless
I know life has been hectic
But I know where we're headed
I'll forever be indebted
I love you more than you know
but wouldn't have guessed it
I've been living so reckless
I'll give you everything you've wanted
To pay you back for all you've funded
your time and your happiness
I know you want me to succeed
I'm sorry I haven't been compassionate
A mother knows what a son needs
And you see that I'm passionate

I'm sorry to everyone I've let down
I've been on the edge but need to get down

My heart is screaming
Lost in dark but I'm dreaming
Neon glow has me beaming
Pray to God I find meaning
I've been fighting off hate
I've been fighting these demons
I've been fighting off hate
they want me gone for so many reasons

(Late nights in my head
Make it through thoughts of dread
contemplating being dead
but this hurt won't make me beg
this misery won't win
this uncertainty will die
along with my sins) x2

Sorry (Prod. By Misery)

we're all sad its okay

i don’t have any heart left to give you
i ran straight out but i still missed you
out my mouth the words that kissed you
i am a failure i couldn’t lift you
i’m so sorry for the way 
that you left me i’m a waste
you don’t seem bothered i’m led astray
why don’t you lock me up
in a cage•
•i told you i don’t have anything left
i’m sorry but i hurt myself again
you envied me too much to play pretend 
i know that i’ll go down with no regrets 
gonna make this music till i break as i
watch you cut me out in different shapes
thinking that maybe she cared always my big mistake 
without her inside my life think it’s time to meet my fate
pour your broken heart out on a voicemail to me
hold my breath slowly til i go pale and i cant breathe 
give you everything that’s my promise to keep 
chopping up my heartache i’ll give you the biggest piece 
i don’t have anything left 
not since she left 
not since she left me
oh no (x2)
been feeling anxious for hours 
my ex might call me a coward 
i pray to a higher power 
wash sins away with a shower 
cut my chest until it’s open 
squeeze my neck until it’s frozen
smash my heart until it’s broken
and lose me in the commotion 
i’ll be right here waiting 
i’m slowly hallucinating
with you i don’t read the paintings
colored hatred in my daydreams 
feel the wicked danger changing 
my emotions and the way that i
exist you cannot pave the road 
i’m going i will always stay the same

since she left (prod. cxld blxxd)

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LYRICS -

you want it easy
but i'm not giving you my heart
you wanna see me
but I've been left alone in the dark
and save me from myself
you're the one to make it all better
i don't wanna watch the sunrise with you
i wanna watch the sky fall

love makes me weak with you
i don't know how to speak when you're all here

say it's what you want you don't
say its all i need but it ain't
but i don't wanna lose myself in you

i don't wanna sell my soul to feel myself again
i just ride the wave and hope it nullifies the pain
what can i say?
its never been the same since

tell me you love me
lay in bed with me
tell me you're sorry
cos i just need to hear a few words from you
i just need to hear a few words

love makes me weak with you
i don't know how to speak when you're all here

~ Skyfall

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Artist:
@plantkidboyo

Plxntkid - Outro: Serenity

Produced/Engineered by Sinxi

@YouDeserveBetter

Out on all platforms Friday x

~ one time (feat. youdeservebetter)

lyrics:

i know you shyed from the questions
you wanna ask, but don't wanna compromise
this time we have together
one weekend, and you know what's on my mind
i think i know what's on your mind
vacation, said i could stay with you
i'll take you up on that, 
cause frankly that shit sounds like a dream come true

last weekend we nullified the bridge in the last song i wrote about you
you woke up, made a joke about it right before i was about to
you showed me love, i sure as fuck didn't expect - you didn't have to
as soon as i got in, you offered me a drink and had the gas too

you took me places, taught me things and we made jokes about the past
and i can't count the spirits that my liver processed in my head
i could never drop a bill that shows how much you're worth to me
and i just pray i execute every move i make perfectly

but i know your heart is only halfway on your sleeve
always been like that, times we have are few and far between
but for me it's always been an inexplicable connection
and i just hope that it's as special to you as it is to me

dinner conversations

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dinner conversations (prod. lghtsk1nboi)

song is also on spotify<3

LYRICS:

(Better of dead)
Shawty got stuck in my head
Wont you let me forget
All the words that you said
Said I was better of dead
Kick me down in my grave
Just leave me down here for days
My heart is covered in waste
Demon girl pretty face

She dont want my time (yeah)
She only want designer
Keep me on the line
While shes lookin for a diamond

When she hit the town
She be lookin like a model
People turn around
While I turn another bottle

Shes alive in the endzone
Doesn´t matter when she come home
No reply on her cellphone
I think its time that I let go

Shawty got stuck in my head
Wont you let me forget
All the words that you said
Said I was better of dead
Kick me down in my grave
Just leave me down here for days
My heart is covered in waste
Demon girl pretty face

She dont want my time (yeah)
She only want designer
Keep me on the line
While shes lookin for a diamond

When she hit the town
She be lookin like a model
People turn around
While I turn another bottle

Every single night (yeah)
I wish I had a side hoe
A girl who treat me right
To keep me warm at night though

You just wanna fight
Even though you got me so low
I just wanna die
Baby I cant do this no more

Shes alive in the endzone
Doesn´t matter when she come home
No reply on her cellphone
I think its time that I let go

Shes alive in the endzone
Doesn´t matter when she come home
No reply on her cellphone
I think its time that I let go

Shawty got stuck in my head
Wont you let me forget
All the words that you said
Said I was better of dead
Kick me down in my grave
Just leave me down here for days
My heart is covered in waste
Demon girl pretty face

(sick drop with chopped vocals)

Stuck

lyrics:
I'm alone
Picture this:
Spinning circles in my head in the abyss
Dripping venom from my lying naked lips
Watch em crack
Chapped from rehearsing script

I am vulnerable and we are only friends, but can you take a moment
Hold me for a little bit
I was falling down when we met our ends
I was swallowed whole
Lost inside the thick of it

I saw you on the frontline
This is a war between myself and I

Ay
I was lost in the moment
zoned out
Always rerun it like a program
Life on repeat
Life on repeat
I say the same shit every line
Trapped in my mind
I already know my feelings ain't kind
I already know my feelings ain't kind
So I walk the hallway- pacing
Heart on the verge of racing
Always on the verge of breaking
How long til I just embrace it?

(wander in my mind again)

I saw you on the frontline
This is a war between myself and I
Between myself and I
All my life
I sacrificed
Just to feel alive
But it was all a lie
Now I think I've died
and it's not my time

When we come back home
Crossing oceans and overflows
Pressure cooked
Oh-so done
We're soft and tender
Vulnerable

vulnerable (prod. bartes)

[+] THEY HAVE LANDED…

An exclusive album by Burnout. Enjoy. 

Produced by Lilsp00k & FRAN$E. 
Mastered by FRAN$E.
Artwork by FRAN$E. 

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Blue Medicine

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blue medicine (feat. cr00k)

I Bet He's Giving You Everything (Its Killing Me)-Instrumental-prod. cracklizard & caspr

Lost In You

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Stuck

Forest Taylor