prod @1zakuro
ft @foreverstained

i just want to see 
if u even really fkn care
sticking needles in my arms
and now its bloody everywhere
feel the beating in my heart
start feeling like its gonna tear
said were meeting at the pool
but u were never even there

reassure me
tell me that u care 
ur heart is blinding
but i cant help it ill stare
entrancing love 
i see nothing else but u 
i'll b forever concussed 
if u dont make a move

i lose and i lose 
im pure i'll tell the truth 
come w me lets b happy 
i wanna get zappy 
pick me up ill pick u up too
my hearts cold thaw my neptune 
never thought that i would bloom
or that u could b my doom

i just want to see 
if u even really fkn care
sticking needles in my arms
and now its bloody everywhere
feel the beating in my heart
start feeling like its gonna tear
said were meeting at the pool
but u were never even there

zakuro - tell me that u care w/ lifeless

@bloodsekai @foreverstained

sitting in the back of class
why do i feel so attached?
i dont wanna ever go back
to the way it was cuz it was sad
everyone sits and stares
i look around like i don't care
it's so mundane
like everyday
it's so mundane 
like everyday

i always feel excluded
i wanna be included
why's everyone so ruthless?
good thoughts been so elusive  
walking around with no change of face
i wanna be like u so bad
joking & laughing everyday
inconvenient, my heart lacks 
i wanna be like u so bad

sitting in the back of class
why do i feel so attached?
i dont wanna ever go back
to the way it was cuz it was sad
everyone sits and stares
i look around like i don't care
it's so mundane
like everyday
it's so mundane 
like everyday

i miss when i could jus smile it off
recently i've been finding myself pissed off
scrolling on twitter, it feels like tinder
every girl's in love, i wanna wither
it forces me to always remember 
what i once had yea i miss her
seems like i just want attention 
but i promise i have good intentions
disconnected from my friendships 
broke my antennas i have no reception 
every girl hates loverboys they just want manipulators 
i dont wanna be that guy but i could really treat u greater
every nights the same thing im begging someone saves me
why does it feel like everyone hates me?

sitting in the back of class
why do i feel so attached?
i dont wanna ever go back
to the way it was cuz it was sad
everyone sits and stares
i look around like i don't care
it's so mundane
like everyday
it's so mundane 
like everyday

bloodsekai & lifeless - i can't find joy in anything anymore

@weejk cover ft @bloodsekai
prodme (lot ofjhelp from sekai!!!)

@yukisasayaki:
saw u walking next to me
had a black shirt and skinny jeans
fell in love with ur rosy cheeks
confused when u werent here with me
i kissed u and u kissed me
engraved our initials on the fukcing tree
next thing i know u were talkin to him
u just wish i wasnt here thats the only thing


heart broken mind torn open
thought it was love i was hopin
left me in the rain i was soakin
now my bodys frozen

@bloodsekai:
saw u walking next to me
had a black shirt and skinny jeans
fell in love with ur rosy cheeks
confused when u werent here with me
i kissed u and u kissed me
engraved our initials on the fukcing tree
next thing i know u were talkin to him
u just wish i wasnt here thats the only thing


heart broken mind torn open
thought it was love i was hopin
left me in the rain i was soakin
now my bodys frozen

rain w/ bloodsekai (cover)

1 billionth wujek cover enjoy! (wasnt my idea i swear.)
n yes i got sum lyrics wrong Ooops

prod me ftttttt @bloodsekai

@yukisasayaki:
huhh
u said u think it wont work out
i thought everyone has their ups n downs
u left me for another guy
but ill be cool yea ill be fine

i watched that elevator close
blood leaking all over my clothes
i wish it worked i rlly hoped
that i get nothing left oh no

i spent the nights crying over u
i guess u go around fuckin other dudes
its fine dont trust me bae its cool
i rlly dont kno what to do

i watched that elevator close
blood leaking all over my clothes
i wish it worked i rlly hoped
that i get nothing left oh no

@bloodsekai:
u said u think it wont work out
i thought everyone has their ups n downs
u left me for somebody else
but i'll be cool, and say i'm well

i watched that elevator close
blood leaking over my clothes
i wish it worked i really hoped
now i got nothing left oh no
x2

@yukisasayaki:
i watched that elevator close
blood leaking all over my clothes
i wish it worked i rlly hoped
that i get nothing left oh no
x2

i watched that elevator close w/ bloodsekai (cover)

@bloodsekai

yea im the problem... me
i wish our talks had deeper means
but my mind goes black and i cant see
then our connection crumbles and u look down at me
im pitiful and unloveworthy 
in a couple days you'll be someone new to me 
dont beg if u wanna leave
just say goodbye and do as u please

hate realization
im just a leach
i hate reality no one loves me
i pray and hope something will work
the eyes watching me know that im dirt

im not good enough
8x

im not good enough Prod bloodsekai

i look at her and then she looks at me
she can see me blush through the computer screen
she jumps into my arms and falls just like a tree
she says in mellow tone can you please be with me like
meow
meoeoeoeoeoeow
meooooeoooow
meoeoeooow
meoeoeoooow

oh i don't think i can
resist the way u talk to me
u help me by existing
u move my heart by twisting till it beats
oh i'm really nothing special
and sometimes im a handful
but u make things eventful
so i can cheer as long as ur here
i dont want u to go so stay with me
don't disappear
i know things can get hard
but i can make it be so clear
so stay with me
stay with me
pls dont leave
pls dont leave

i look at her and then she looks at me
she can see me blush through the computer screen
she jumps into my arms and falls just like a tree
she says in mellow tone can you please be with me like
meow
meoeoeoeoeoeow
meooooeoooow
meoeoeooow
meoeoeoooow

(when u look at me
i cant help but wonder
why u wouldnt leave
u know im a fuckup)

when u look at me
baby i cant help but wonder
why u wouldnt leave
u know that im such a fuckup

baby pls i beg dont go
i need u more than u could ever know
i need ur texts on my phone
i need ur love it gives me hope

baby i want u to hold me
thru this damn computer
eternalized in the screen so i dont lose her

i look at her and then she looks at me
she can see me blush through the computer screen
she jumps into my arms and falls just like a tree
she says in mellow tone can you please be with me like
meow
meoeoeoeoeoeow
meooooeoooow
meoeoeooow
meoeoeoooow

nyaa w bloodsekai & yuki

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prod me w/ @yukisasayaki again yayyy

meet me on the roof after school
i fell in love n i wanna tell u
i know we don't talk but i think ur cool
n if u don't say it back, ig death will do
i-l-y, i might die
k-m-s, suicide
it's lie after lie, but this time i might try
knife in my chest twist it right close my eyes

baby i feel like im gonna die
tell me that u love me while u look me in my eyes
notice how i see u
from across the classroom
pretend to drop my pencil
and watch it roll past u
i jus wish ud notice me
a loser with no apathy 
slit my throat n watch it bleed
if u n me can never be
i swear that ill take my life
use ur silence as my knife
so come and take my hand
i wish u could be my wife 

yea be be mine
never leave my sight
we can live together in a loop
for the rest of time
no different options
no fucking pathways
ur stuck here forever we'll never part ways 

meet me on the roof after school
i fell in love n i wanna tell u
i know we don't talk but i think ur cool
n if u don't say it back, ig death will do
i-l-y, i might die
k-m-s, suicide
it's lie after lie, but this time i might try
knife in my chest twist it right close my eyes

dating sim suicide (ft. yuki)

its just coming back too 
now i wanna have you 
listen up and tell me if you 
really want a attitude 
and i think your rude
and i wanna take you
on a night out for two 
your mine i wanna fuck you 

i want to 

i want to 

your one to 

your one to 

you fucked up once more 

broke me down right to my core

oh fuck now i wanna have you

prod me

want a human body
i dont wanna stay inside this shell
ill break away with styros cus
i rlly fucking hate myself
my mind gets stuck on things
that i jus wanna forget
repeating again n again
i wont escape this hell

im not good at normal stuff
at least thats what u told me
im so fucking done with love
need someone to console me

sometimes i look at myself
i got blood on my hands
blood on my hands
bloody tissues surround me
u wouldnt understand
u wouldnt understand

want a human body
i dont wanna stay inside this shell
ill break away with styros cus
i rlly fucking hate myself
my mind gets stuck on things
that i jus wanna forget
repeating again n again
i wont escape this hell
x2

u wouldn't understand

(odihu) 
if i had a choice i would steal ur heart
i would break it to pieces and tear it apart
i want you to rot and cluster
my goal is to make you suffer
i know that im the bad guy
i shouldnt be on this side
but i just want you to die
cause you ruined my life

(hxnterbtw)
i fucked up again
and im really fucking sorry
i should just be dead
i only want your love please

i know i shouldnt be like this
im just a useless piece of shit
i always end up ruining it
and baby just give me one kiss

(odihu)
 i dont think that ill get better 
i gotta find something to do
my therapist says that i should leave my wrist alone
but cutting keeps my mind off of you

im not good enough Prod bloodsekai

lifeless

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