this sounds soooo good !!!! the atmosfera of  the track

Lyrics:

Numbly counting days
Trapped inside this role
Ropes on tired hands
A step away from fall

Clinging to the unknown
In the fight with the time
The familiar call of the apathy

Stop! Stop! -
Trying but failing

Stretched to nigh being torn
In the hands of the lies
And fiction envious of this reality 

Hold on
To all that's remaining

Rise!
Pain of being awake
Is no excuse for the lies
Can't just keep closing your
Eyes
We're far from the end
Still dormant in this denial

Favor roll of the dice
And trust the loudest of all!
Incessant screams of the crowd drown the reason

Wake up!
Illusions will fall

Tales promoting the lies
While fooled submissively wait
For fading halo to light up their hero

Shut up!
Delusions is all you know!

Rise!
Pain of being awake
Is no excuse for the lies
Can't just keep closing your
Eyes
We're far from the end
Still dormant in this denial

Desperate run towards this brittle peace of mind
Anxiety devoured from within
Eyes down...
I'll wait it out
This time...

Denial

A return to metal after the more shoegaze influenced Somniferum.

This track was initially much darker lyrically. But I found that I just couldn't continue writing such depressing lyrics. So it became more positive, rather than being a song entirely about darkness and struggle; it became one more about resiliance and strength. It became especially about the role my religion plays in my life.

I am also really happy with how the production turned out on this. I learnt a lot while making Somniferum and I hope it reflects in the song. Let me know what you think of the mixing and mastering.

As a general update, I actually still am working on that album I started back when Wither... dropped at the start of the year. I'd hoped to have had it done by now but my poor physical health over the last few months has made it incredibly difficult to maintain any sort of consistant working schedule. I've also decided to take a couple of weeks off from making music. In the last few months, I've released a mixtape and several singles, all entirely written, recorded and produced by me. While I absolutely love doing this, I think I need a short break mainly for my physical health. When I start back up, I'll be working on that album. Thank you for being patient. If you have any complaints, write a detailed letter adressed to the entire species of staphylococcus aureus, the world's supply seems to be currently concentrated in my lungs. 

Hope you enjoy!

Path To The Light

DREAMING

1 man Indie Armada? Sometimes in life you just need to hold your hands up and say you stuffed right up, trying to learn from those mistakes can be easier said than done though.

Messed Up

ColourBlind(Prod.Grayskies)

2 Feb 2023

StarWind

I came here to dance
I dropped everything else
I love the show
It's quite a fresque
I came here to dance

I came here to dance
I flow through your face
Strawberry lights
Make this fuzzy
I came here to dance

Your purple eyes
Make me dazy
Your hand on me
Drives me crazy

I want so bad 
To make this last
I will go on
Until you'll be mine
	
I came here to dance
I don't mind the rest
I love to hold
Your silky wrists
I came here to dance

I came here to dance
I love this nest
It's a golden jail
I'm under arrest
I came here to dance

Your purple eyes
Make me dazy
Your hand on me
Drives me crazy

I want so bad 
To make this last
I will go on
Until you'll be mine

I Came Here To Dance

SINGULARITY

Gonna Be Alright

prod. big keefus
mix. virginiareaper
feat. @OTWHITE

love u bro 

[Virginiareaper]

dropping body’s in the ditch
kurt kobain i slit my wrist
tell the cops i shoot that snitch
pull up then i fuck that bitch
need a gun so i enlist
urges i do not resist
pissing bitch i leave a mist
dropping bodies off the bridge
satanic i am the witch
shoot u then u need a stitch
on my ar got that switch 

dis dat virginiareaper 
up in yo speaker
off of the meth so i’m known as virginia tweaker
stabbing and then i got blood on my sneaker

[OFF THE WHITE]

Bitch im jeffrey dahmer i fuck em kill em and cut em up
Loadin them bodies up in my trunk snorting angel crunk
Pass me the fuckin henny bottle im gettin drunk as fuck
Fuck the trusive thoughts im snatchin hooker from truck stop
30 thousands bands i made it off tha desk top
Bitches got one man but bitch i got 30 bitches
Im loadin up that nine i cock it and leave yo ass in stitches
Squeezin on the trigger it blank yo pussy ass still flinches
Call me scrooch mcduck penny pinchin i made it out the muck
Raw dog Only way i like to fuck 

You think the bitch was a chicken the way i fuckin make her cluck
Imma grab the extension and tom still wants bitches 
Toms only goal is to get bitches and riches
When tom stands up hes 5’8 when tom stands on his money
Cause hes in crippling debt
Hes in a lawsuit 
and hes losing
Hes got sued for copyright infringement 
Listen to that toilet flush

Take a machete take of his arm
Take a razorblade to his palm
Wrap the body up and embalm
Then drop an atom bomb


Cutting the throat of the kid 
When i creep in abyss
On the cusp with the blade in my fist
Sippin on sizzerp

Narcan

NARCAN! w/ OFF THE WHITE

open.spotify.com/track/7BsVVCzgBG…QJT8SQCRJoK13DSg

i work all day and i work all night

https://open.spotify.com/artist/6tmDEnF84bETLybGjdJocs?si=ze5rnNz-QR64l0NJ_B_J0w

ColourBlind(Prod.Grayskies)

forgettingivan

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