Name: Wishful Thinking by Fornicata
Duration: 4 min 33 s
Description: i can't tell if she's dead i can't tell if she's sleeping i can't tell if her heartbeat is just my wishful thinking i listen to her lips and pray i hear her breathing her white skin feels so cold holding her has me freezing

DEEP DARK RIDE THROUGH DR WHO'S TUNNEL OF DISPAIR

WOWWWWWWWWWWWWW, BIG UPPPPPPPPPPPP, MAGIC HERE FORN

Let us know when you come out with a CD or tape or whatever. We will certainly buy it.

intriguing, gripping, wicked vibe. like it a lot

intriguing dark synth great vocals killer

relistening to this after some time... really a great track man...cool! :)

love the image for this delicate and powerful piece :):)

i have to say your voice grounds each piece beyond expecation

Love Silent Hill

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Happy Friday to my SC friends. Today’s musical offering is very special to me because it signifies a breaking away from my old patterns. Long story short… old Justin was pretty set in his music making/production routines (solo work belongs on solo albums. Collab work belongs on collab albums. And never the two shall meet). 

But new Justin is proving to be surprisingly more flexible in his thinking; an interesting (I might even go as far as to say… shocking) result of my new paradigm. And while it might seem like a ‘nothing burger’ to most people… the way my brain is wired, this is a huge change… and one I am grateful for.

So today I happily offer my first collab song, also intended for my first hybrid album. The song is called ‘Life In Twilight’… and my guest artist is our dear friend, Carlos Vivanco (https://soundcloud.com/carlosvivanco-1, https://carlosvivanco1.bandcamp.com), offering up the lovely Alto Sax and Guitar you hear in this piece

If you haven’t already crossed paths with Carlos, you are missing out. He is one of the most prolific people I have encountered in my travels. He plays about 30+ instruments, each with impressive skill. And if the instrument doesn’t exist... he creates it himself. And 'musician' is just one aspect of his inspiring and adventurous life. He is a great example of a person who discovered his passions early, and is now living a beautiful life pursuing those passions. We need more people like him in this world, reminding us of what is truly important.

On a personal level, the stuff Carlos has taught me over the years has helped me ease into this new sober life with tremendous grace. The music theory and instrumental lessons have helped make my sonic worlds more sophisticated (and therefore more rewarding to craft). And the moving and breathing meditations (Chi energy exercises) have proven fundamental to my mental/spiritual well being too. Needless to say, he has been a major influence in my evolving life; and I will be forever grateful. 

Carlos, I am honored beyond words that you are the guest artist on my first hybrid album. It signifies a great new direction for me. I’m excited to be on this path, and I’m glad you agreed to join me. 

To everyone else, we hope you enjoy “Life In Twilight”, the first of two new songs with Carlos that will ultimately wrap up my upcoming album “What Color Is Your Paradox?” 

(And yes... this is the last song I still had in the archives from my little break; originally finished on 1/20/2024. It's all going to be new content from here on out). :)

Paradox?

Life In Twilight | Carlos Vivanco & GrevusAnjl

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Never Ever Smoke Captain Nemo's Spicy Sea Weed. He Is Used To It, You're Not

Link to cover art;

https://pixabay.com/photos/bridge-highway-road-architecture-7859045/

RiZLiX - Content

Very simple old school industrial/ebm style beat. I thought about jazzing it up with some vocals or something, but I decided to keep it minimal this time.

Video

Ancestry (Collab Details In The Playlist)

Steep the world in turmoil
Not one eye will notice
It's all at stake in an escapade
By the hopelessly devoted
Find yourself redeeming Seeming
Sinking in the sand
Find your face beating red
Play the marching band
Play the marching band

Celebrate
Your dignified arguments lament
Cemented in your ignorance
You fail to comprehend

I will not be one of them 
Sheep in your field
I graze alone
Living days of hope

I see your due diligence
Oppress and keep us down
Fucking clowns defy my spite
Your walls come crashing down
I cant say a choice I make
Will lead me to a goal
But i fucking know a choice I make
Is a choice I make alone

I keep preaching finding minds
You plan my demise
Fighting through dishonesty
I live amongst your lies
I can finally see
You did all of this
The blood and the ignorance
The micromanaged populous.

I Graze Alone

noxpox - frohlocket!

Je suis décivilisation 
Je suis l'ensauvagement
Je suis renarde dans votre Eden
Je suis la loi du ventre
Je suis ces invincibles amarantes
Je suis chasseresse de chasseurs
Je suis tétanisation
Je suis alors fulgurance rebelle
Je suis une murmuration féerique à l'heure dorée.
Je suis endêvée par votre passivité
Je suis l'improbable qui te guette
Je suis ainsi l'assise substantielle
Je suis mycorhizes 
Je suis ces sentiers prompts à vous faire saliver
Je suis la spirale de fuites
Je suis aussi incendie désiré
Je suis violette tel l'aconit 
Je suis sagesse car sans sang
Je suis l'évolution par tous ignorée
Je suis la badass à la hache et au cœur de glace
Je suis syntropie
Je suis notre sourire stellaire

Decivilization

Talking Water

Ready For My Walk About

i can't tell if she's dead i can't tell if she's sleeping i can't tell if her heartbeat is just my wishful thinking i listen to her lips and pray i hear her breathing her white skin feels so cold holding her has me freezing

Wishful Thinking

Electronic, moody, darkish, and wave.....

Wishful Thinking

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