Machina

ENDER

tone deaf

Once then we'll be free

produced by grayskies

lyrics:

it takes time to materialize your fantasies
in due time i'll find myself a remedy
or write songs, obsessing bout the melody
i'm headstrong but it's bout time that it gets to me

i shut down and shut my mouth
tryna save some face
a clenched jaw and a sweat drop

bout a second fore i break
if it all falls down
just know i gave it my all
til there was not more i could take
i don't call
and now they're saying that i changed up
it fucks my brain up
(x2)

they don't even try to see where i'm coming from
cuz when i needed it more, i had no one
but i don't even blame em for it
yeah, i would never shame em for it
i'd hate but i can't afford it

i'm way too focused on me
i'm giving into my hopes and greed
but they try to paint like it's much worse than it seems
and they wonder why i'm tearing at the seams
i try to bear it til i

shut down and shut my mouth
tryna save some face
a clenched jaw and a sweat drop

bout a second fore i break
if it all falls down
just know i gave it my all
til there was not more i could take
i don't call
and now they're saying that i changed up
it fucks my brain up
(x2)

break

VANISHING ACT

prod @lilwannasleep

i took another trip back home
hoping that you're still alone
and not with her in your room

i thought that i'd be doing better 
by now
but it turns out i can't calm down

guess i'll spend another sleepless night 
alone by the phone 
incase you decide to call

i'll spend another day and another night
just starring at the wall

i don't feel okay i don't feel safe
when you're not here i'm not okay
that's why it hurt so bad i had to go

but are u okay do you feel safe
does she ask when ur not doing great
does she know you like i do

like i do

NAILS, I BITE THEM, IT HURTS

HOLDING YOUR HEART

MADE BY boycomma
Released: 2023
Album: Use me (in memory of)

Stop Pretending you Like Salad - boycomma

Lyrics:

I
Gave you my all
I don't even know
If you cared at all
Mixed signals
I don't wanna feel
Don't wanna feel this way
You said you need a break 
From me

I get all these calls
Don't even know, if it was you
But i'm kinda scared, to call back too
I know it's a lot, what were going through
You didn't mean, the things you said
But it kinda hurt, stuck in my head
I don't even know, if you want me dead

Gave you my all
I don't even know
If you cared at all
Mixed signals
I don't wanna feel
Don't wanna feel this way
You said you need a break 
From me

mixed signals

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