Twink Death

old demo cant be bothered to finish it


i know that lifes not fair
but if i had you there
things would be good
but things right now arent as they should
its no fun being all alone
im still waiting for her to take me home
if i asked her would she say yes

hey baby why you gotta be so mean
you left me crying out here in the street
im a nice guy
you might like me if you try
so what do you say
im assuming its a yes

if i asked nicely would you be my friend
maybe in time we could be something more
i need you in my life
please be my wife
but foids are all the same
stupid fucking whores

hey baby why you gotta be so mean
you left me crying out here in the street
im a nice guy
you might like me if you try
so what do you say
im assuming its a yes

im sorry for what i said
but i know you and me would be so happily wed
you'd fix everything
and i'd be happy

hey baby why you gotta be so mean
you left me crying out here in the street
im a nice guy
you might like me if you try
so what do you say
im assuming its a yes

I'm a nice guy

reload

I remember when you laughed at me
It felt so shitty and I cried for weeks
The words you say seem contradictory
I'll end my life because you were a dick
To me

It's nothing special
It's existential
I'm unessential
You're all judgemental

Your friends suck and you think you're so cool
You don't give a fuck when you're being cruel
It's like I'm a ghost in the machine
How does that feel, Mrs Prom-Queen

To my dearest mother
I'm so sorry for all the bother
To my dogshit brother
Fuck your shit it makes me sick how you forget her
To my aging father
I can't forgive you for all of my honour
To the people who hate me
I guess you're right, so let's agree

I'm nothing special
You're existential
I'm unessential
You're all judgemental

I've reached the end of
My own rope
And I think I'm ready
To let myself choke

I want to say
Fuck you all
I hope you have fun 
Scraping my brains off the wall

I know that I'm a
Dirty sinner
And I think it's time
That I pull the trigger

have fun scraping my brains off the wall



this place is all i know
if i leave where else would i go
and i would feel so alone
i dont have anyone

and i fucked up every chance ive had
and i know theres no going back
i know i cant change the past
and thats so sad, so sad

this place is all i know
if i leave where else would i go
and i would feel so alone
cause i dont have anyone
i dont have anyone


internet addiction

tired_now

some of my oldest songs from when i first started making music in this scene. june - july. all really gay and autotuned 

unfair

too far gone (fried cover)

im falling apart
because i dont know know anyone
so dont say my name
just leave me to equilibrium

i feel like a castaway
and im so ashamed
im out of place
im out of place

im a freak far gone
theres no where that i belong
so ill run away
i cant feel without feeling wrong

im a fucking castaway
and im so ashamed
im out of place
im out of place

Out of Place

I will find you
One way or another
I will get you
And some day we'll be lovers

I have stalked you
Yeah I stalk you online
Wishing that that you were mine
I do it all the time

And you don't seem to understand
But I just wanna be your man
I'm so crazy
Crazy for you, baby
Wish you didn't hate me
Why can't you see that we were meant to be

I just want you to unblock me
That is all I ask of you
I am asking if you love me
Cuz you should know I still love you

I know you got a restraining order
with a picture of my face
Just don't be too surprised
When I show up at your place

And you don't seem to understand
But I just wanna be your man
I'm so crazy
Crazy for you, baby
Wish you didn't hate me
Why can't you see that we were meant to be

We Were Meant To Be

Incestcore vol. 1 6/2/25

I thought i only took a few
Now there's shadows in my room 
And i want them gone
Why are there whispers too
What the hell did i consume
I think i hear my mom

I think the shadow people bite
The end is nowhere in sight
They're really fucking up my night
Think i'm losing my mind

I can't stop nodding off
At least i don't have a cough
My fucking stomach hurts
When will this nightmare stop
Why do i hear the cops
There's vomit on my shirt

I think the shadow people bite
They're really giving me a fright
Why are they fucking up my night
Think i'm losing my mind

I think i might have died
But god makes me feel alright

reload

heelflip