Dont Wanna Die (2019)

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stop the car and throw my trust out the window to the sun
nowadays i turned 16 but i know youll never grow up
and i wish that i could see that youre waiting there for me
with your hands behind your back and your face inside my dreams
just stay there, please

you will never change,

fuck this planet man :( prod greaf

world turned its back on me jus like an orphan
im on the internet sellin my organs
said u would change, but my soul has been scorchin

i guess that to u that ur friends more important,
pretend ive forgotten his name.

down dxm but my thoughts stay the same
i feel like u poison my brain

ive been thinking that u are my consequence,
u expect me to drown uu in compliments
but those randoms were boosting ur confidence

satan tells me that you are my opposite
i would give him my soul if he offered it

you are my consequence ... yeahh ..

delay was a stylistic decision either u like it or u hate it

its whatever i got an alcohol method on doordash so i get drunk everyday

beat by @six-days-after-christmas
@menthol100s
marry me a rose
let my vessel decompose
need a fucking stop sign i cant ever tell her no
when she looked at me and cried didnt really give a fuck
put her tears in a mug man im so fucked up
how is she with me for life when i didnt want one
couldnt see the mirror cause i wasnt what i was
spilled my fucking ash tray need a new rug
when i was a kid all i needed was a hug

@keepsecrets
pullin back my hair while im pukin up my guts
im a pretty white bitch but my wrists pourin blood
lookin at my teeth all she see is gold slugs
ask me if im on a pill i looked at her and i shrugged
i was on my ass i was sleeping on the rug
all i ever really wanted was for you to be the one
i was so embarrassed when you saw me fucked up
i dont wanna think but my brain still does

why is she always fucking talking

i didnt even try

turning 18 sucks when everybodys in your way
my girlfriends such a slut but i dont like her anyway
i know that im fucked up but can you get out of my face
my lifes in such a rutt i wish i could just die today

and i wanna kill myself i wanna end my life forever
cus the way that things are looking we will never be together
and you will say you hate my friends and i will say that its whatever
cause im so obsessed with death and you just think that youre so clever

i hate myself

@keepsecrets @keepsecrets @keepsecrets @keepsecrets

you will never truly know me
why is this only happening to me
making noise in my room
DELETED
through the glass

@keepsecrets @keepsecrets @keepsecrets @keepsecrets

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where the fuck is keepsecrets yes the beat is prod keepsecrets

Out This World 🪐
$TRAY
IG-@strayiscanceled

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