https://open.spotify.com/track/7cB1Tn7O7MiVusAdo7cuvs?si=801c2559f2ed4c60

prod me

remember when we met
i thought u were against
everything i said
everything i did
holes inside my shirts
ripped off ur favorite bands
and i can't go back
i'm always sad

there's something wrong with me
or am i just afraid?

am i just afraid?
am i just afraid?


talking behind my back
can't hear what they say

can i hear what they say?
can i hear what they say?

i know she's mad
i can't text back
my friends or dad
im just so sad
sorry for acting out last night
that's my bad

I.S.L.Y.

made this awhile ago didnt post on main cos its mid

i hate how shy i am around u
and i swear im just like other dudes
i know youre into pretty guys
maybe we'd work another life
x2

watching u silently
across the room
wish u could see
me and u
were meant to be
im sorry im so emphatic 
all i ask
is for one chance
to be with u
but inside in my head
its getting blurry
because im nervous
sweat all on my face
and surface

replay hook

im just like other dudes

+@holdmetillicry

lyrics

@cutsleepy

ooh baby you know
ooh baby you know
ooh baby you know
ooh baby you know

oh uh baby you know
i cant live without you
you know everything about me had to take it out you

ooh baby you know
ooh baby you know
ohh baby you know
ohh baby you know

um this is to awkward

baby if u cut me open u will see nothing inside
and i cant take it anymore i had to cut inside
ur my everything so baby can u hold me tight
so please dont leave me in this dark room all alone at night

@holdmetillicry

can you hold me tight
can you hold me tight
tell me is it a lie

CAUSE I WANNA CRYYY
ARE U BY MY SIDE
CAUSE I WANNA DIE
JS HOLDMETILLICRY

ur blood is in my eye
AND IM NOT OVER IT
these bad thoughts make me selfish
SO MANY PROMBLES I AINT DEALT WIT
baby tell me if its over yettt

is it over yettt

IS IT OVER YETTT

is it over yett

is it over yett

fuck

i just hate it when u dont speak to me it drives me insane :/

prod. yuki
cute carrot nose shes the only one i love
pale moonlight skin like a dove
shes cold at first but its only a facade
inside shes warm and snug
I WANNA HUG HER BUT SHE'LL MELT AWAY
WHY DO THINGS I LOVE DISAPPEAR WHEN ITS DAY
been off my meds for about 2 or 3 days
dont want my gf to go away
her grey eyes reflect a deep wisdom in her soul
im gonna fuck her snow hole
I WANNA HUG HER BUT SHE'LL MELT AWAY
WHY DO THINGS I LOVE DISAPPEAR WHEN ITS DAY

snowgirl gf cover

so why im i so human
it takes one builet go away 
and lately i dont feel so safe
take the gun to my head so i can fly away
i dont feel human 
i dont feel human
i feel so selfish 
i feel so inhuman 
i cry 1ms times
ik  
im such a selfish freak
you know that im unstable
but you stay here well i was alone
well i wanted to kill myself
you said i was the holy ghost 
ig you found someone else

human demo

(odihu) 
if i had a choice i would steal ur heart
i would break it to pieces and tear it apart
i want you to rot and cluster
my goal is to make you suffer
i know that im the bad guy
i shouldnt be on this side
but i just want you to die
cause you ruined my life

(hxnterbtw)
i fucked up again
and im really fucking sorry
i should just be dead
i only want your love please

i know i shouldnt be like this
im just a useless piece of shit
i always end up ruining it
and baby just give me one kiss

(odihu)
 i dont think that ill get better 
i gotta find something to do
my therapist says that i should leave my wrist alone
but cutting keeps my mind off of you

rot and cluster ft hxnterbtw

@interwebaddiction @yukisasayaki

prod @1zakuro

magician9000 + yuki - haunt u

prod @humanendeavour

nights like this
i dont want to exist
id rather rest in piss
im just a failure kid
2x

slit my wrist up
i miss ur kisses
and i miss ur wishes
need ur forgiveness
be my business
i'll add the mrs.
i guess satan listens
i wish god would fix this

morning noon and night
i just want to die
hit 17 real soon
i just hope i can bloom

nights like this

i'm the last guy you'll ever know
i'll cut you open and steal your soul
it's my turn today i get what i want
and i want you dead so off you go

it's time to die
you better say goodbye
you made me cry
and i'll end your life

don't u dare look at him
you only need me 
why can't you see?
what's so special about him?
i'll follow him home
with a gun on my sleeve


i'm really in a bad mood
i found him by the bus stop
pulled out my gun and shot his chest 
he was in shock
gotta hurry up and end him now before i get caught
i'm crying as his body bleeds out what have i done?

now you're next too and i know all your footsteps
i'll kill your family too i'm really upset
and when you're dying i'll lick blood off of your dress
and when you shout for help i'll whisper are you done yet?

i'm the last guy you'll ever know
i'll cut you open and steal your soul
it's my turn today i get what i want
and i want you dead so off you go

it's time to die
you better say goodbye
you made me cry
and i'll end your life

lovely homicide

idkms4u

bounded

collective: @massacre-society - @rudehotline
discord : 90waystodie

i miss the old me

i just hate it when u dont speak to me it drives me insane :/

forvr