Fossils

How can someone say they can live without regrets? I'd go broke to pay a life just so I'd forget
All the lies I have been told made me to believe that everything will be okay once you change how you perceive
Bullshit, I call it, I've tried so many times
I've wasted so many nights reading on too many lines saying I should feel okay 'cause at least I have a dime
My mind's too tired to comprehend all those paradigms 


I can't  help but feel worthless everyday, every single thing never really goes on my way
I'd force to stay awake 3 days in a row, just so I can say there is something I control
I'd lock myself up in the corners of my room 
I'd smoke all the blunts I've got, dawn until noon
I'd rather stay like this and never see the world
I'd rather pop myself to slumber than to be observed

Countless days I tried burying memories you've left,
I fail every time, my heart wouldn't set at rest
I wish it wasn't real, I wish it was a test  

I wish to bring back the time I was lying on your chest
I have been holding on this guilt for too long 
I'd write myself everyday asking what I did wrong
I cry every night to sleep, singing you our song
I know I truly can't forgive myself all along 


I never wished to be alone but there's nothing I can do
Everything I used to love, has left me like you
I remember every detail, August 4th was the date
I wish I had called to say I'm almost at your gate
I wish I ran faster and you didn't have to wait
That day was the first time in 5 years, I was late
I saw you in your room, with a rope around your neck, a note that read "I've waited an hour on the deck" 

hung up (prod by skinxbones)

prod by: @serenadc
mixed and mastered by: @serenadc

[Hook]
There is a slave and master
fuck being the latter
Shut your damn mouth
what you're saying doesn't matter

Gettin in the zone 
I'll be sittin on the throne

Woke up from dysfunction
Gettin up to function
Runnin to the station and you're drownin down the system

No one fuckin listens
Prisoner on death sentence
begging for repentance aint no prayer nor a penance

Everything is politics, quick to polish it
Gotta finish it, preppin for a feast
Dressin to impress 
causing her to stress 
says get me outta this mess
She just need breads for her iPhone 6s

[Hook]
There is a slave and master
fuck being the latter
Shut your damn mouth
what you're saying doesn't matter

Gettin in the zone
I'll be sittin on the throne

Entering the den 
of wretched snakes dressed in suits 
and then

Flashing all them smiles underneath are lies
white as porcelain
rotten beings emanating poison
Gonna lure you, then constrict you like a fucking python

Kill them all 
Bury bitches underneath a mall
Burn down the building 
while I'm laughing
On a fucking Rolls Royce

I'm baddest bitch
That you will encounter
I'll grab you by the dick
I'll be your fucking master, bitch

Oompa Loompa (prod. by Serena_DC)

we're too old for bullshit

24th hour

Submission for a beat tape from last year that never got released.

Tangerine Beats

Salamangka

it'll not stop

WYP: 
So, its been a while since I thought about this deeply 
I've put this off long enough 
You gotta, you gotta, listen to me clearly 
I finally wanna get off this road 
Ain't stickin no more with someone who's slowing me down 

I heard you loud and clear 
That I ain't who I used to be, 
I guess that's true, but how the fuck is that my fault 
That my growth made u feel like I left you, 
Aren't you supposed to grow too? 
Holdin' your hand, so I could share the weight you been carryin' 
I never hesitated 'til you decided to not move at all, wasn't that your call? 


FOSSILS: 
You stepped into my world full of expectations 
Built an image suited to your desires and vision 
Tryna morph me to a person under your directions 
But why do I feel like I do not know where I’m goin' 

I’m chasin, and chasin', when you said you were stayin' 
You’re ahead of the race, where I’m not participating 
Dust on my face, while you poppin bottles of champagne 
I sit on the bench, watching you, the highlight of the game 

And now you telling me that you’re leaving for the best of us? 
I know you’re leaving me cus you think that I’m a hindrance 
Paperweight, keepin you from flyin to much greater heights 
Hesitate? but whenever I try, I don’t really suffice 

We’ve made it this far, and travelled so long 
Had a pause while I’m in pain that you watched to prolong 
Now I am lost in this unfamiliar road 
How do I get back to take off all the fucking load 

HOOK (FOSSILS): 
Bye, I’m never gonna see you again (never gonna see you again 2x) 
Bye, never thought that last night’s gonna be the end 
(was gonna be the end) 
(gonna be the end, gonna, gonna, gonna be the end) 


BEDSETTLER: 
We were alone on our 
We were alone on our 
We were alone on our 
We were alone on our own 
We are all alone 

You were alone on your 
You were alone on your 
You were alone on your 
You were alone on your own 

We had everything in place 
Now we couldnt believe its all gone 

Lately, craving for you badly 
Crazy, to think that you said maybe 

Wouldn't want anything else 
Your touch, your kiss on me 
Everything made sense 
When will i get to feel this way again 


HOOK (FOSSILS): 
Bye, I’m never gonna see you again (never gonna see you again 2x) 
Bye, never thought that last night’s gonna be the end 
(was gonna be the end) 
(gonna be the end, gonna, gonna, gonna be the end)

we're too old for bullshit

FOSSILS ☾

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