we’re both sick in the head pt ii (canada demo)

Blasé

produced by me :)
vocals by me :)

lyrics:

we could sit beneath the shade
dont know what to call you, dont even know your name
are you feeling kinda reckless?
I can feel your breathing on my neck now

if we could go back, would you do more?
threw a homeward bone when it all went wrong
if you "dont even care about it" why pretend to care now?

HOMEWARD BONE

You don’t need to lie.. I’ve already figured you out.

We never die - demo

wouldyouever?

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lyrics:
itd be nice to know you tried 
instead of making me waste my time to rebuild
something that was broken for so long
it hurt to know you hated it all
all the relieve you felt when you heard i was gone for good
you love it when it hurts you, evermore

evermore

SMACK THATT #WAITYAA ( CHAL MARSYAL X AMRANWLKR  X TENGKU AI ) #SUPERDUPERNGENNJOTT

KETA — Diary Entry

I didn’t write this track to accuse anyone.
I wrote it to document what happened.

After I came out as transfluid at work, consequences followed.
Not immediately loud.
But systematically.

The same day I informed the administration, my superior told me he had contacted HR.
He added that now, as a woman, I should know that women earn less — and so would I.

Remote work that had been approved months in advance was suddenly forbidden.
Not quietly, but publicly.

I was asked to dismiss my secretary because we once spent holidays together —
despite there being no relationship, and despite everyone knowing I am trans and asexual.

Since my coming out, leadership responsibilities were removed.
Projects reassigned.
In meetings, when I speak, my contribution is ignored and redirected to a secretary for validation.

These are not feelings.
These are events.

This track is not a no to coming out.
But it is a record of the cost.

My SoundCloud page is my sonic diary — each track a living entry of what I felt, saw, and became.

© 2025 MIRAGE — All music, lyrics, and visual artwork created in collaboration between human artistry and AI technology. All rights reserved.

DISCIPLINED FOR BEING TRANS - This Is Not a No to Coming Out — But Know the Cost

Moral Theme: Vigilance & Responsibility / Hisbah.
Central Metaphor: A lamp that stays lit on the city walls, not to blind with judgment, but to dispel the shadows where harm can grow.

Narrative: This track redefines vigilance as a protective, illuminating service, not an aggressive one. It contrasts the choice to build high walls and sleep with the choice to stand watch with a disciplined flame. The lamp's purpose is to make the darkness "clear" so hidden things—both threats and those in need—can be seen for what they truly are. The journey teaches that true peace is an active promise to guard the good with open eyes, separating courage from malice through clear sight.

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