engineered, mixed/mastered by me

[Chorus]
Tryna find the words I'm saying
Hard to tell my cultivation, my God
You ain't give me everything that you got
So I found it myself, and I left you to rot
Everybody’s on fire
I rummage through the rubble, oh God
Tryna find the words to say to you
It's eating me alive, and I can't help to think it's all of my fault

[Verse]
While you pushed me down, I lay there right on the ground
My tears start to drop, I knew you wouldn't be around
You laughed in my face, you even looked so proud 
And you made me feel stupid, so I shut my mouth

[Chorus]
Tryna find the words I'm saying
Hard to tell my cultivation, my God
You ain't give me everything that you got
So I found it myself, and I left you to rot
Everybody’s on fire
I rummage through the rubble, oh God
Tryna find the words to say to you
It's eating me alive, and I can't help to think it's all of my fault
Tryna find the words I'm saying
Hard to tell my cultivation, my God
You ain't give me everything that you got
So I found it myself, and I left you to rot
Everybody’s on fire
I rummage through the rubble, oh God
Tryna find the words to say to you
It's eating me alive, and I can't help to think it's all of my fault

walkman

ignite (sxth sns)

smile thru it all

Lyrics:
Fed up,
I've been breaking teeth
Give it up
For ecstasy
Just for once
I wanna feel free
I've been countin',
Payin, day after day
The pressure surrounds me
And I don't feel brave

You look at me like you want me to say
Somethin'
Girl, what's that about
Afraid to find the root cause
I pray it's not my fault

(I mean)

How could she escape?
Her family's fake
Her dad is out the picture
That's where we relate
An American cliche
Work so hard,
Get barely paid
And I'm so sick of it all
Tell me, do you see my worth?
I'ma shine so bright baby,
I'ma let it burn
Lookin' back at the past
Man, it was a blur
Give me my respect
'Cause you act like I ain't earn it

Fed up,
I've been seein' greed
Give it up
For inner peace
Just for once
I want you to say that,
You need me-

You look at me like you want me to say
Somethin'
Girl, what's that about
Afraid to find the root cause
I pray it's not my fault


fed up

ANGEL.wav

im gonna do the lyrics fine

used to be the coolest kinda guy
textin all the fellows like
 u wanna get 
hi-hi-highhh x2
but i never had a backbone
now im movin on to better things and bigger things
TOO EVERYBODY TUNIN IN 
I HOPE THAT U LISTENINNNN
THIS THE PART WHERE I TELL U I FUCKED UP EVERYBODY LIFE AROUND ME
I TURNED INTO A DICK AND THEN I MADE IT ALL ABOUT ME
and then i got 
hi-hi-highhh x2
but i never had a backbone

still rockin the same shoes from highschkewl
to all of my egotistical classmates back then hope u know i was js like u 
(annotation: highschoolers fucking suck man)
back then back then back then

thats a long time ago from today
miss my old friends 
miss my old crew
miss all the bullshit that i used to get up to
back thennn
thats a long time ago from today

used to be the coolest kinda guy
textin all the fellows like
 u wanna get 
hi-hi-highhh x2
but i never had a backbone

this is another song about being a dick and then regretting it, its weird how the way u feel cant help but slip into your writing every single time pen hits paper. i love my friends i love u all cat fight out


roach

time

detroit

body prod me (2024 demo)

i remember listening to brakences live cover of this song; making me fall in love with the song further, so a while back i decided to make my own cover too 
hope u guys like it :)

https://www.instagram.com/zivve17/

complicated

Robins out to get you 
Run run run 
The robins out to get you 
The sun sun sun 
Shining with its gold 

I bit my own reflection just to see if it would bleed 
Turns out I’m still the cycle 
That swallows what it needs
And there’s a bird that knows my secrets 
But he sings them out of key 
Every dawn he tried to fix them 
The bird sounds a lot like me 

And I never asked the flower 
Why it grew during the frost 
Maybe somethings just remember
What the summer it had lost 
And I never asked the bee
Why he made a hexagon 
He’d say why did you write that poem
and try to fit it in a song
I think I’m better off alone 
I think ur better off with him 
I think my mouths got tired of wearing out 
The same repeated sins 
I might just bleed until I’m gone 
I made you bruise until it bled
You’d think I’d have something worth it to say
With all these books I’ve read 
There’s a face in my reflection 
Made of hope and skin
He said you’ll never find a home 
Til you love where you have been 
And I said lover I’m sorry 
I’m sorry I was cold 
I think I’m tired of getting old 
I think I’m tired of getting old 






Well the streetlights blink like tired gods 
And I’m walking home again 
I still keep your love inside my pocket 
Where no one else has been

The robins out to get you

Fox Haynes

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