im never making a song like this ever again lol

prod @djrecode
featuring @tracey_brakes , @aolbeats and @girlfrompluto
cover design by amias (amiasarts on ig)

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lyrics (just my .. 2 ..? verses . this time .) :

[first verse]

... thats my shit ..

u run up on my clique like "whatchu doin?" i aint even know
i got stunnin looks , u sneak a peak ? i turn ya ass 2 stone
u want me 2 throw a bone ? textin me like "are u home ?"
scared of what they gotta say . actin like i dont see the phone
mirror image . i look away , i dont like what i see !!
im a superstar that would much prefer to be unperceived !!
like im rise kujikawa in the flesh . 
always stuck to ur person but never hittin the text
imma bad bitch ,, atleast i feel so when im w/ u:)
40 dollar taxi . in the backseat when my rent due

[second verse]

yoYOYOO

MIND THE MESS !! KNOW IM STILL STAYIN THE SAME
EMPTY MONSTERS ON THE FLOOR, I KEEP THE DEMONS IN MY BRAIN!!
THATS SUM STUPID SHIT . (what ? ? ? ) stUPID SHIT IS ALL I SAY !
THE STRAP GON MAKE EM SLOW DANCE , POINT AT EM LIKE "IF I MAY?"
always sliding in my dm nd i still dont care
nd always asking for dn nd im like "get outta here !!"
im w/ a boy riding shotgun, ur clique is not fun
u think u cute as fuck ?? but lil bitch . u is NOT US !!!

"safehouse" w/ tracey brakes, AOL & girlfrompluto [dj re:code]

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new album "reboot" out feb 11

lyrics below!!!

[nachi]

I just don’t know where i belong
and this flesh that I’m entrapped in feels so uncomfortable and wrong
it’s like im allergic to every single one of my surroundings
2 wolves inside my head, got migraines from their endless howling
Stuck in the flower sun and rain
All these days seem to keep repeating over again
And I don’t know how to keep myself together
Seems like i feel this way forever
In my head, always feeling depressed
All alone, while im being ignored by my friends
always trying to reach out, but i’m neglecting myself
too exhausted from this hell to even go ask for help

[amy]

if your reflection is who you are
how can the mirror truly speak for your heart?
they built these walls, they made these thoughts
so pay attention to work or you'll pay the cost
hidden in the shadows, barely made it out the gallows  
tried to drink repression away
now i'm a decade behind and with so little to show
but it's cool, i never liked being seen anyway
flower, sun and rain, tell me who i'm supposed to be today
i let people who didn't want to see me shine define me
now i don't know if i'll be ok
never been a straight path had to break off my mask
separated me from people that i thought would stay
and that's ok, we didn't need to be friends
More important that i feel like myself again

flower, sun, & rain (ft. Amy Bestevez)

flower, sun, & rain (w/ amy bestevez)

Song off the new EP I'm working on, idk when it'll be ready so enjoy this in the mean time.
Also watch the little music video I made for this song !
Youtube link: https://youtu.be/tiBjpPEPcjA

ₓ˚. Already Dead.｡✧･ﾟ:* ~♡

(lyrics)

my bloody bruised skin
my skull caving in
kissing in the dark i cant remember where or when
off so many things at once i never got the chance
to let you know that you were never gonna have me back

you made me think i need you
fuck you i dont even miss you
psychotic f****t talking shit like i dont have an issue
im dumb and broke and unemployed and never gonna make it
but i dont care cause i felt happier when you and me kissed

my bloody bruised skin
our skulls caving in
im so confused i never knew you but thats what you meant
holding hands i never loved i thought thats what we had
i didnt mean to leave you i just felt i held you back

my bloody bruised skin
our skulls caving in
im so confused i never knew you but thats what you meant
holding hands i never loved i thought thats what we had
i didnt mean to leave you i just felt i held you back

the feeling between happiness and wanting to blow my brains out (boygrrl)

hey! cool bike (feat. Sluds)

#blessed #user

previously unreleased song i recorded months ago, shout out baka if you're reading this i love you!!!

lyrics below!!!

I’d wonder what it’d be like
Held inside your arms the first time we meet in person
And not gonna lie, my anxiety is lurking
Need to get it off my mind, I know that’s for certain
Had to travel far and wide but it was worth it
Now we chilling out, drunk as fuck, loudly cursing
Sitting in your room, playing notes, music searching
Smoking on your dro, had to walk and close your curtains

I’d wonder what it’d be like
Laying on your bed, head pressed against your chest
I can hear your lil heartbeat, know you nervous know you’re stressed
Don’t you worry your little head, know you’re always doing your best
smoke all day and fuck all night, now yo room a mess
slept in way too fucking late, sorry that you missed your test
maybe we can go out for a drive, put your mind to rest
know this fog inside our brains, will start to hurt a little less

I wonder what it’d be like
moving far away from my hometown
sick of being homebound
sick of everybody having preconceived notions about me
always fucking doubting me
i’ll be happy when i leave them all behind
crawl up in ur arms and call u mine
if i stayed a little bit longer, would you mind?
cuz everything i’ve come to known just makes me wanna cry

I wonder what it’d be like
paying all my bills, with my music
couple racks from a show, can’t refuse it
spent too much time being told i was useless
spent too much time being told i was stupid
boutta flex on all of these karens and these susans
gonna do em harsh, like they smoking on some vuses
now my old opps grumpy as fuck, like they eustace

i wonder what it’d be like
waking up feeling like im not all alone
Some days come so easy, but some others drag along
too locked up inside my own head, can’t even check my phone
loading up a bowl, yellow smoke to the dome
where the hell did my soul go off to, i dunno
it don’t matter, long as you’re close by, i’ll always feel at home
looking straight at your aura, and it glimmering like chrome

i wonder what it’d be like
waking up feeling like im not on my own
always chasing all these highs, just waiting for the lows
too locked up inside my own head, can’t even check my phone
loading up a bowl, yellow smoke to the dome
where the hell did my soul go off to, i dunno
it don’t matter, long as you’re close by, i’ll always feel at home
it don’t matter, long as you’re close by, i’ll always feel at home

wonder [prod. bakadere]

wonder [prod. bakadere] (dec 2021)

demo from 2018 when i was just starting out with producing rock music

competition (demo)

Aryana Loves Me like EDM

don't ask me what im gonna do tonight

degenerate music. ⚧𓃥⨺⃝.: @demon-pop .: @777seraphim777 .: inquiries: izzymtnls@gmail.com

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flower, sun, & rain (w/ amy bestevez)

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