2/24/24 
cover art by @prodsoma

@h3artch3rades
@digipak

33 days ft h3artch3rades (soma & digipak)

new kit: https://payhip.com/b/HLbRz

@5sanctuary 🫂

@1naaa @cryingonit @azami37 @shlain170 @resolve1k @m2iden @everours @45avast @oiwassupp @liamtakeover @h3artch3rades @ouniiixd @9zees Thank you and enjoy

Timestamps:
[00:00] GLE + @1naaa
[00:54] Vicennial + @1naaa
[01:44] Return + @cryingonit
[02:32] GLOMOTION + @3lifez
[03:14] Phonecall + @azami37
[04:08] Lifestyle + @shlain170
[05:15] AGAIN + @resolve1k
[06:23] Illustrate + @m2iden
[07:19] Junkie + @everours
[08:29] Relapse + @45avast @oiwassupp
[09:28] Last wish + @liamtakeover
[10:32] Index + @chained2 @makemeapromise
[11:29] @h3artch3rades - "Sticks and Stones" prod @pw4prez @ouniiixd 
[12:38] What love does + @9zees

ty to seph for helping with cover art

sanctuary + @1naaa @inno1k @45avast @h3artch3rades @oiwassup @liamtakeover + more

additional production by h3artch3rades

there wasn't too much to say
only thing that i could say
it's been a long time coming for me
god took one look and said you ain't where you supposed to be
another lost soul to keep the devil's men company
he stripped the halo and the wings from me yeah
trumpets and angels that were weeping over me
feeling the fires and the burning beneath (inside)
i heard the words that said you're right where you're supposed to be

i know the lord's keeping secrets from me
but know i'm trying to try to keep the devil away from me
i don't know what it was that's keeping me peace inside
but i can't going knowing i'll never go
through the fires and trials and tribulations
through the hardships, heartbreaks, and the hard things
pressing my skull against the wall until i'm blacking out
moving in silence but i just can't figure it out

trapped four walls and i'm closed in in silence
covered in clothes that hide signs of violence
nowhere to run to
nowhere to hide in
trapped in four corners of my mind don't tell nobody

what it was i experienced on the deep end
am i wrong for trying to find what i'm seeking
trying to hear the words i never heard before
trying to find out if i was even good for

i know the lord's keeping secrets from me
but know i'm trying to try to keep the devil away from me
i don't know what it was that's keeping me peace inside
but i can't going knowing i'll never go
through the fires and trials and tribulations
through the hardships, heartbreaks, and the hard things
pressing my skull against the wall until i'm blacking out
moving in silence but i just can't

god took one look and said (prod.soma & dose)

SPOTIFY: https://open.spotify.com/album/1JDv346JWWksJ9KPtOMn9G?si=2cv1fuIsQ-KJb9CbDNFAxg

thank you for listening ! :) 

0:00 hit that shit white boyyy (w/ @177p)
3:00 save me
5:47 serenede

spotify

serenede -+ (now on spotify)

everything ib: @sanriorose

intro: Norman Boilermaker
1. @sunrisess
2. @sunrisess
3. solo
4. solo
5. @negativecreeper
6. solo
7. @erdo
8. solo
9. tk from ling tosite sigure flip that was made for fun :)
outro: Absolute Balance Johnny Foreigner

also i love my friends: positive, cxldheart, erdo, creeper n other. im gratefull to have yall

graduation samples

@erdo @fozo2

n she wna hit 
   but i dnt wna 
   in the club w pounds of marijuana
   bra u need 2 b a better father 
   cuz u got someone like me 
   fucking yo daughter 

   bitch im doing elemental damage 
   forget what u said 
   get my exes vanquished 
   swerving thru the night 
   in an aston martin vantage 
   i saw her in my room at 3am
   n thn she vanished 

   lies n my head 
   na i cnt get her off of me 
   lines of the ket
   like a horsey off the ketamine 
   days r passing by 
   wna die i mean honestly 
   ride until she die 
   lil shawty get on top of me 

   i am just a vessel im not real 
   how can u not see 
   i got needles and amphetamines 
   n prada jeans 
   feeling down bad 
   so i wrote u n apology 
   diegointhedark 
   im the one ur boyfriend wna b

   i cnt go outside 
   it’s way too much 
   i cnt tell a lie 
   nor can i trust 
   kill until its just the two of us 
   was popping school buses 
   on a school bus otw to school 

   i dnt rly love you 
   bby i just like the way you move 
   hatred in my heart 
   but i cant find someone to say it to
   battery acid sipping 
   put the cloak on im invisible
   they telling me im not tripping 
   but i kno deep down a cables loose

n she wna hit 
   but i dnt wna 
   in the club w pounds of marijuana
   bra u need 2 b a better father 
   cuz u got someone like me 
   fucking yo daughter 

  i am just a vessel im not real 
   how can u not see 
   i got needles and amphetamines 
   n prada jeans 
   feeling down bad 
   so i wrote u n apology 
   diegointhedark 
   im the one ur boyfriend wna b

Thanks 4 Everything

@kiryano @pw4prez @negativecreeper

#b5
i feel soulless
holding on to u i know its hopeless
i get fried baby im jus coping
look inside baby i am broken
without ur touch baby im just frozen
why am i like this i must be chosen
all these things i cannot say cuz u just wont get
i'm just tryna ball like im DeRozan
gave my everything to u now im worthless
but ur worth it yea ur perfect
i been searching but i kno its not working
write these words out then i burn it
like im chief so bby yea i earned it
pockets heavy walk round w a burden
i been tryna pretend like its not hurting
everywhere i go these shadows lurking
if u need me bae im at ur service

#kir
in the sunrise drugs got me fucked
yea i think she like me yea i think she stuck
in my dream walk around and i cant wake up
and i cannot take u w me i cant pick u up
why they keep on reaching for me yea ur out of luck
smoking gaspack in the car and the windows shut
i cannot fw anybody everybody sucks
ivvy boy locking in w 7s n jugg
yea it fucks me up they locked up my plug
im in soho on the sidewalks fingers crush
walk up in a place and im spilling like some blood
smell like ysl while im wearin saintlaruent
i feel cool i feel cool now
vetements in my closet water like a pool 
i cant change for nothing ya fuck the rules
say they always winning imma be a loser

soulless +kiryano (sochi+negative.creeper)

all beats 25€

buy my new drumkit here if you want to support me :)
https://payhip.com/b/hEU3O

sep2024 clips

@blxty @violetxx9

Its been so hard all i do is smile
Eversince u left i been running wild
Weight up on my shoulders all it do is pile
How'd u do me like dat? That's so foul
I just want u to just stay here for a while
I just want u to just stay here for a while
Hop up in dat whip push it go some miles
I just want u to just stay here for a while
I been thinking bout ur smile
Everytime u cross my mind i put it down
They dont get it i been solo since a child
They dont get it all i know is hold it down

I dont get it u been moving like a clown
All i do is run it up i <3 to count
I been lost for so long i think im found
How i do it how i keep on making sounds?
Drop a few bands in my account
Yea u kno i made it from the ground
Now when i pull up they all look like wow
How i'm moving now i need a crown
Said he dropped some shit but we aint hear a sound
I stay posted w my dogs im w my hounds
I just want u to stay here for a while

I just want u to stay here for a while
I just want u to stay here for a while
All i ever knew was hold it down
Its been so long since i smiled