in love w the way it was
i cant go back i cant go back
in love w the way it was
i cant go back i cant go back

knew when i saw ur face
id ash away id ash away
tell me that you will stay
that you will stay that you will stay

(hook)

october lies with u - back

something deeper than being in my head

the princess

unfinished christmas song

another bulldog eyes cover 

fake a smile for southern california
drive to oceanside and stare out at the water
from the pier at night
The pitch black swaying drives me cold inside
I'm drunk and feeling funny on a wednesday night
I'm high and feeling stupid on a monday night

good boys die young
washed up on your shore
passed out on your floor
am I wrong for wanting more?
ahh-ah-ah, ah-ah-ah

boys

https://open.spotify.com/album/4IIHlGOpwKx80GBFCUjTjN?si=WcbqWTtyQX6C0o8YHD4eFA
prod me

@1zakuro
would u care if it ended like this?
closing the door
and ignoring my kiss
u cant seem to stand me at all
drugs on the floor but i cant recall

and i cant take this anymore
it wasnt a phase
did we mean a thing?

@humanendeavour
and all the times that you act like everythings fine
just stop the front girl
you dont have to lie all the time
and you can tell me girl
i can help you girl
as long as your by my side

and thats a step to
change
oh no
im late
to your party girl
to your stardom girl
and all the things that you made

change w/ humanendeavour

prod me

if you see me right there 
just act like you dont care
i hate you its so fair 
i dont know why you'd dare

try and speak 
when my girl means so much to me 
yea shes my world oh please 
dont try and talk to me

my girl demo

https://open.spotify.com/album/3jSnNXIoNACIljqTqNUvFP?si=kyYQCqrSQMmgy3JEhKQKKg
prod me
i sit alone scrolling ig till my ears are dead
and i saw a cute cat
it said meow i think i wanna pet
"shes awful" , "i hate her" , that's what the comments said
but she's awesome , i love her
i hope she's never dead
and now im sitting alone im wishing that i was dead
and then i saw a cute cat
wait wait

then i saw a cute cattttttt
then i saw a cute cattttttt
then i saw a cute cattttttt
then i saw a cute cattttttt
then i saw a 
fuck

i have no life , inside all day
they watch and laugh
my brain decays
cuz nothing ever goes my way
CUZ NOTHING EVER GOES MY WAY
im crawling towards u
im on the doormat
but u ignore me
already knew that

IAND I WAS SITTING ALONE IM WISHING THAT I WAS DEAD
AND THEN I SAW A CUTE CAT

THEN I SAW A CUTE CATTTTTTT
THEN I SAW A CUTE CATTTT 
THEN I SAW A CUTE CATTTT 
THEN I SAW A CUTE CATTTTTTTTTTT

YOU HATE ME I HATE U
DO THINGS I WISH I DIDNT DO
SO NOW I SIT ALONE
IN MY
STUPID SHITTY ROOM
I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DOOOOOooo

(ON SPOTIFY) i saw a cute cat

Dont you love me at all (Sped up) prod. VELVET

fadeaway...

Nature of Nemesis

You choose an enemy
To make you feel good
You forget what's real
Your tribe wears jersey of should!
Protectionist turf
Around the lies you are told
Then believed by the blind
Hence brain bias unfold

For milenia religions make mutes
Feel that external power
Or bare wrath of the brute
They keep you quiet
And make mist of your shadow
Your dark pain can light up
And show you 'aint hallow

Ok, you believe and feel the power outside
Just placebo can seed confirmation of white lies
It's mass mind control
And mutes most of your souls
The same shallow vision now finds modern trolls

Political fakes
Material hacks
Got plenty of food
To keep your chains around your backs
Info is free for lots of lucky beings
Well, ears reap what was sowed
If shouters fill your scenes

Dreams of a car
Dreams of a house
Not enough holiday
So you blame meekest mouse
The shouter blamed immigrants
They're the enemy!
While the shouter took the loot
From all and everybody

The enemy is you
Your shadow will tell you
Inside holds the clue
To true God and life true
When you feel your pain
And stop all the blame
The nature of nemesis
Disappears from your name

We still have targets
Bigots to level
Compassion can court
These clowns to new revel
But enemies
Know...
'Just choose deaf and dumb
Inspite of their senses
Being potential for one

Nature be friend
Mute the nemesis
We won't find our end
Nature be friend
Mute the nemesis
We evade our end




something deeper than being in my head

2humanendeavour