dissapear ~ awet (prod ghowste)

prod by sara kawai and alé araya

using missy elliot's song pass that dutch

additional vocals by alé araya

SYNTHESIS (twitch beats ep. 8) sara kawai x alejanji

I’m Not a King - Soulful Hip Hop Instrumental Beat

Lo-Fi Serenity

Rest

my own role model mix

teal

unreleased b-side song from "The Drum Chord Theory"

lyrics :

im in love with 2 women, dunno what ima do wit em/
im not cold, my heart is crowded. bear with me/
i cry alot at night, ill deal with me/
the spirits with me/
pray for me please/
sometimes i feel like i wanna get down on my knees/
and take this life shit into my own hand, but im a grown man/
gotta deal with the emotions that are at hand/
i really love my friends man/
them niggas keep me outta so much shit, damn/
sometimes i feel like i dont even deserve them/
and i could always be a better man/
so i drop a bunch acid just to find the answers/
but it always comes up that life might be pointless/
are there others our there? or is it just us?/
life get crazy sometimes boy let me tell ya/
so many people lose they soul for fear of failure/
what they dont tell ya, is they dont have the answers/
you have em all in you, theres no need to switch your stance up/
now that i have everything i wanted in life/
you'd think things would be clearer/
you'd think right?

what do i do?/
i got love for both of you/
but theres no room for 2/
what am i spose to do?/
you're my base/
i dont wanna see you face/
covered in tears/ 
you been there through all those years.

28 (prod. Kaytranada &  Badbadnotgood) - *unreleased B-side from ''Drum Chord Theory"

Blood Orange, Steve Lacy - Out Of Your League [Abstrak Mix]

Apollo XXI

Steve Lacy - Fade Away

Steve Lacy - Window

2019 has been a transformative year for me
i was forced to look within myself and process a lot of things i have been avoiding for a minute
life is crazy and unpredictable but to be anywhere else not creating would be devastating. 
i am happy to be here
and im grateful you are here too
hope you enjoy
whatever this is.

also quick shoutout to dj haram just because <3

test ll