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THE GAME PROD. for izumi - DJ FREAK JESTER AND SHADOW SMILER2013

NOT EQUAL

beat produced by my brother @misalivee ilyy #BFC

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@disoc8
are you even human?
my wrists are in a ruin,
i feel so alone doing drugs in my room :c
stop.
popstar, smokin OG at the partyyy
rockstar, mix amphetamines in my molly,

crush a pill, cuz i luv the way it makes me fuckin feel <3
make a deal, keep it fkn comin i don't wanna heal.
(dissociate), every single second i feel so surreal,
bby come with me i'll show u something real.

i don't need sense of direction
i live in fucked up perfection
take more, no need for reflection
friends always leave i'm so used to rejection

cut here, cut there, nobody's gonna care
i feel so scared, i fucking hate it here
i don't care about a thing i'm gonna die this year
i don't care about a fucking thing i'm gonna die this year

my girl is a bad bitch,
last one was a catfish
checkin on ur fkn ig that shit was tragic
they say i'm bipolar,
they say that i'm manic,
i just think i'm boss and see my numbers getting massive

!!!
not everything that is dark is an invitation,
my music does not intend to advertise self-destruction.
i'm not promoting it, i'm surviving it.
if you cannot process that, just skip the fucking song.
take care<3

POPSTAR SUICIDE (misalive)

ALL OF ME.

first song off the album <3 'STILL NOT BITTEN' SEPTEMBER 13TH

don't say i did nothing 
coz i've gotta done something 
baby what aren't you telling me 
i see you with somebody else im feeling jealousy 

now im all up in my head and i can't leave
i jus need you in my bed when i can't breathe
have you crushin on my neck til i can't see 
you don't make me second guess that i'm not me x2 

i jus want you back i swear id do anything 
everybody round me leaving i swear u were my medicine 
i been in my head without you i swear this shi so scary and 
all my friends tryna help but i swear i can't let em in 

nah i jus can't let em in
i been too fucked up 
i been snorting sum ketamine
don't want to rush ya 
but it weighs on me heavily
the time that flew past us 
i swear that's just a memory
and that's all it'll ever be
 
don't say i did nothing 
coz i've gotta done something 
baby what aren't you telling me 
i see you with somebody else im feeling jealousy 

now im all up in my head and i can't leave
i jus need you in my bed when i can't breathe
have you crushin on my neck til i can't see 
you don't make me second guess that i'm not me x2

JEALOUSY

My take on a remix of is it cold in the water by Sophie
I look up to this person so much and just to remix one of her songs feels absolutely insane 
I hope you guys enjoy 
R.I.P. SOPHIE XEON 

SOPHIE  - IS IT COLD IN THE WATER (M00NLIGHNICK REMIX)

self induced trigonometry for the minds logical verbage