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I really hate the way mushrooms taste

Such a fucking mess (Dear and the Headlights - Sweet Talk)

Fill my head up with ashes and glass
Do what you want
Just make sure you ask
I’m on fire
Stubby fingers running thru my hair
And you’re late again cuz you never care
All my bones have holes and I’m just trying to cover them
Give me the chance to please you 
I just want to see you do better 
Than me
I just wanna go and lock myself in the other room
Tie this to your roof, I’m so ready to just let go 
Take it all back where you came from

You were playing it off as if nothing was wrong
And the problem was me it was me all along
So when you got off I wanted to talk
But just like always you brushed me off
I’m just warning you now
Before I pack up and move to ur town
That I smoke a lot and pace around
And talk to myself more than anyone else
And if that’s a problem you should tell me now
is that problem?

You were saying something?
I could not hear because I was over here
My head placed firmly right against your chest to hear

take me back

My research paper is due at 11:59 on Tuesday do you wanna go get some food?
Tacos sound great, how about you?

I ran out of gas on my way 
And all I had left were my organs and bones
So I sold them
All my short comings have led me to you
every time I look up you’re with someone new
I’m on edge most of the time
Then I overfed my dog till one day he died 

Can you just be honest?
I’ve been waiting on the truth 
You’re all I ever wanted
There’s a sun dress I bought just for you, yeah you? The one that you wanted

taco tuesday

fire department

song belongs to macafferty
art found on pinterest
ATTENTION‼️⚠️
ik what he did so i dont support him.

Tell Me Lover, Do You Love Me _ Macafferty

Depressed Again

This dimly lit confinement that I call my own apartment has sucked me in a web of self pity and decay
I seem to find myself just lying awake in bed until 2 PM on Saturdays just wasting myself away


I'll never leave

Tell me that I'm different. I know it doesn't make a difference that my differences differ, it's all the same anyways
cause I try (yeah I try) and I'll try ( yeah sure,"try") but in the end I'm still alone and just totally lame
At least I tell myself that anyways

I'm hard on myself and I can't seem to stray from the idea that I'm worthless and have nothing else to give
I haven't slept a wink in what feels like days but I know I've only been awake since noon today
And it's 4 PM

God damn it

Tell me that I'm different. I know it doesn't make a difference that my differences differ, it's all the same anyways
cause I try ’yeah I try’ and I'll try ( yeah sure, "try") but in the end I'm still alone and just totally lame



Since you left I haven't felt the same. The reason that I live, 3000 miles away
It's just hard to sit around all day and not be reminded of all the things you'd say
To make me laugh, to make my fears go away
A condition that's position eats me everyday
I just wish there could be another way for you to come home, back to me, back to the old days

These days that I just lay awake have taught me what you really mean
I should be more dependent but I find it hard to determine if it's even worth living my own days


Depressed Again

Freddy Loeb