barely missed the mark to be a teen parent

youngin [prod. Freddie Joachim]

This Loneliness is Killing Me. (Prod. By ICEMAN)

LYRICS:

[LILCAMELCRUSH: VERSE 1]

When is the end of the world?
Questions I will never know.
From the cigarettes and weed
ashes are falling like snow,
Alter my state of conscious
Taking my words out of context

Java fusion dutches to the face,
You dont know how to roll a  blunt
Back the fuck up and give me space.
Escaped from my cage, I'm on the hunt.
And I Won't ever be contained.
Different species cant be explained.

Consumed by all of this darkness,
Whats a little shade that you throw
Life on the edge with no harness.
Cut you into pieces and stow.
The body parts under the floor.
Never too fucked up, I Want more...

Tendencies of a fucken bitch,
Get the fuck out of this path that I have carved..
Grab your throat and grip the shit out of it.
Make blood splat.
Keep talking shit under your breath.
I will be the cause of your death.

Throw the hands pussy fucken bitch..
Or Stop talking down on my name..
Signed with blood now I'll be Rich....
The money's gonna make me change.
Handsome as shit everybody wants to hate,
and look at me strange.

[St. Apathetikz: VERSE 2]

I been lethal, 
I'm the grim reaper.
I been a fiend, 
straight hitting up my old dealers,
Don't even know if my body might be rotten all along,
I'll probably die of liver failure,
drinking all this alcohol,
Not to mention;
Everything from Xanz to Adderall,
To Vicodin To Gabapentin,
I been loaded on them all.
Fucking Toxic.

Half an 1/8 of shrooms?
I'll probably cop it.
FUCK.
I aint gotta lie,
I Does it Often.
It's NONSENSE.
Phone's always ringing like it's poppin'!!

Ayyy

I probably might not make out alive!
I'm Sick of all emotions.
Drugs got me unfocused.
Drunk as fuck riding with the motherfucking homies,
Yeah fuck it,
I'm on one,
I'll never close my eyes,
I'm staying woke up.
My 3 Eyes,
And all 3- 
Got em bloodshot cuz I'm way high.
This is how I came out...
You can dance with the devil all day.
but just know there aint no way out...

Everybody says I gotta chill,
Fuck that!!
It's a short life,
Living out of my motherfucking mind..
& I cant seem to take my advice..
What do I got under my sleeve??
Bitch, None of your fucking business,
whatchu mean?
Bitch, We Scheming.

Some DEATHSQUAD Shit..
We're never Sleeping!!
Molly got me feeling i'm Jesus!!

O' LORD, I BE HIGH AS A CLOUD.
If I blew up in my city,
I know my mom would be proud!
So much CONVICTION!
Even if I had all these doubts...
All these fuck motherfuckers trynna hate on me now!!
See, if I don't blow no one knows where else I would go..
I'll probably die living on the streets on my own,
ready to die,
fuck it, I guess i'll just die all alone.
I'm still the same motherfucker that you knew as before!

My Eyes Never Close (feat. St. Apathetikz)

Lyrics:

[Verse 1: St. Apathetikz]

I guess I'm gonna go to hell and rot with the sinners & heretics!
I guess I'm gonna go to hell and rot with the sinners & heretics!
I guess I'm gonna go to hell and rot with the sinners & heretics!

Drowning in drugs in my system,
A couple of Tabs & some Sedatives.

How Devilish
I Got blood on my sigil,
My pessimism,
I been rollin on molly,
I'm venomous,
I got scars on my body from razors slitting on my wrist,
I'm fiending for needles in me,
Violence and Drugs are a fetish to me.
You can end my life,
'fuck bout shit.
I could really give a fuck if you talking all that motherfucken shit.

Bitch, I'm High as fuck,
Bitch, I feel like I'm dying.
I Aint on no rocks,
Bad bitch wetter than a mop,
Ya she know I can rock em socks .
Hands so soft,
I Skeed on the face like a boss,
5 Star face and a flaw.
Bitch, DEATHSQUAD TO THE DEATH.
Fuck what you fucking say,
I Dont really give a fuck about the law!

I guess I'm gonna go to hell and rot with the sinners & heretics!
I guess I'm gonna go to hell and rot with the sinners & heretics!
I guess I'm gonna go to hell and rot with the sinners & heretics!

Drowning in drugs in my system,
A couple of Tabs & some Sedatives.




[Verse 2: LILCAMELCRUSH]

I'm the shit,
tattoos on my skin,
I'm so deadly when,
I grab a hold of the pen,
Oh shit, you thought I Didn't know you were listening..
Dick always in your mouth, 
like some fucking Listerine,
My energy is glistening!

Tattoos on my skin,
I'm so deadly when,
I grab a hold of the pen,
Oh shit, you thought I Didn't know you were listening..
Dick always in your mouth, 
like some fucking Listerine,
My energy is glistening!


Pupils dilated.
Jaw won't stop clenching,
You feel threatened?
I could feel the tension.
You're broke, but when I speak PAY ATTENTION.

Look in my eyes,
I just might turn you into stone.
Pick human flesh from my teeth with your broken bones.
Cigarettes & Weed are the scent of my cologne.
NO, WE CAN'T BE FRIENDS.
SO LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE.

Apathetikal Vol. 1

WE SURVIVED THE SPRING, DID YOU? (feat. LILCAMELCRUSH)

​EULOGY LYRICS:
Nike SB on my feet, kick flipped right inside of her
Was a Viking now a king, pockets fat beside of her,
Tell my momma I’m a beast, now I pay for her for sure,
Kill me rn I won’t bleed, I will stand for sure for sure,
Fuck what you said I'm in a good place,
Told me I won't make it, but I'm living in a good place,
Left a bunch of snakes, in the snake pit,
One day I'm gon have these savages in the mosh pit,
I got too many issues I feel like I'm vogue, woah
I'm just waiting for that moment I'm gon goo, woah
Shotguns with extensions you ain't got shit, woah,
I'm the fucking man I'm living lavish tell me more, woah
Skits skits skitzo im the voice inside your head,
Killem all or kill yourself relations with the dead,
Slit your wrists and feel the only feel you've ever felt,
I'm living right inside your head a feeling never dealt
Aye aye aye I'm tellin myself I’m gon do it,
Pull the trigger, life’s it death yeah I’ll be peaking through it,
Already dead a turtle race I beat you to it,
But I’m making money in my coffin making movements
Food for thought Im schooled and taught, I’m trippen, watch how I flex,
Rolling out I’m pushing out this merch, FREEFORCE what I rep,
If you ain’t with it get to fitting cooking on a Pyrex,
Wrist wrist wrist Elon Musk I’m up like space x,
Nike SB on my feet, kick flipped right inside of her
Was a Viking now a king, pockets fat beside of her,
Tell my momma I’m a beast, now I pay for her for sure,
Kill me rn I won’t bleed, I will stand for sure for sure,
Skits skits skitzo im the voice inside your head,
Killem all or kill yourself relations with the dead,
Slit your wrists and feel the only feel you've always ever felt,
I'm living right inside your head a feeling never dealt

EULOGY

FREEDVVID